
And I won't die alone and be left there.
Well I guess I'll just go home,
Oh God knows where.
The mother hadn’t been awake for days. The fever waxed and waned, cooling and heating her skin intermittently, too often and too quickly for the grandmother to keep up with changing the damp cloths on her forehead. Tonight was no different, except for the odd cast of the moonlight on her skin; the bright rock in the sky made it glow with an unearthly pallor, and the woman of forty years looked a shade less than human.
Only it was not the moon, and the grandmother was in denial. Someone was always in denial; usually, it was the subject in question, but when the subject wasn’t conscious, that burden was shouldered by someone else—a friend, a family member, a loved one. In this case, the woman’s mother, for the child was too young to understand.
“Why is Mama still asleep?” The little boy tugged on his grandmother’s sleeve. A brand new teddy bear occupied his other arm, a gift from his grandmother to console him on these nights where his mother could not, when his grandmother was far too overwhelmed with her own grief to console him. “She sleeps when the sun is awake, too… Why is she so tired?”
“Simon. You should be in bed…” The old woman rubbed her sleepless, bloodshot eyes. “Your mama is still resting. She will wake up soon.” It felt like a lie, and the woman’s heart was lead-heavy.
“But that’s not what the lady is saying.”
“Lady?” Turning to her grandson, the old woman coaxed more wrinkles to her papery white brow. The boy had never had a penchant for imaginary friends; perhaps with the absence of his mother’s attention, he was seeking ways to cope. What could the grandmother do but humor the eight-year-old? “What is the lady saying, then? If she’s saying bad things about your mama, then I wouldn’t be listening to her.”
Simon shook his head, mop of overgrown brown hair tickling the back of his neck. “Not bad things. But she says to stop waiting, because Mama isn’t gonna wake up.”
The stillness and silence that followed the child’s words was palpable, suffocating. The old woman very nearly reprimanded the boy, inclined as she was to take him over her knee and tan his hide for speaking such ludicrous things. But something in the child’s eyes stayed her hand, a knowing brightness that extended far beyond ordinary adult logic, suggested that his imagination was not the culprit for his words. And the way he was looking, the way his face was angled… Not staring at his mother, but above her. At something behind the wooden headboard.
But there was nothing, and no one there…
“Simon…” The old woman breathed, clutching a hand to her heart. Death at the feet, the soul will live on. Death at the head, to him the soul belongs. That folk rhyme had never haunted her. Not until now… “What is she saying? The woman… where is she standing?”
“There.” The little boy pointed. “Right next to Mama… no, she’s gone now.”
The grandmother expelled a long sigh of relief. “The lady?”
“No… the lady says we can stop holding our breaths, now. Because Mama is gone.”

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The next best thing to being alive was being among the living, and being recognized as one of them—usually. The truth was, Julia had little control over who saw her, and when. Children tended to be a constant, regardless of where she was in the cycle, with their hypersensitive perception of the world beyond structured reality, but how the fuck were children going to benefit her partial existence? Too young to carry on a decent conversation, too immature to understand the complex forces that governed her very being. Just a bunch of snotty-nosed, whiny brats… They weren’t company; they were a burden.
And they seemed to be everywhere, when work was not calling, when all she wanted was a tranquil moment to enjoy a cigarette (well, it was the habit she enjoyed, not so much the cancer stick; not that the deadly aliment was of any concern to her). The sky was gray as a tarnished dime, threatening rain without actually following through, but the humidity that clung to particles of oxygen in the atmosphere was the bane of her afternoon, making it near impossible to coax a flame from her cheap, plastic lighter. “Oh, fuck off already,” she murmured with the unlit cigarette between her lips. The only thing that could possibly make things worse—
The clouds broke then, water pouring in a torrential burst that soaked her before she could even finish the thought. Through her slew of black and blue profanity and the rush of water from the sky, the helpless wailing was almost lost on her ears.
But the child wasn’t; a little girl in shorts and a pink Dora the Explorer T-shirt, with a pink face to match and crocodile tears that rivaled the fat raindrops. Tears didn’t affect Julia anymore; she tried to walk on by.
“My mom,” the child sobbed, and it was to Julia’s dismay that she realized the kid was sobbing to her. “I can’t… I can’t find my mom… can you help me find her?”
Fuck all… She couldn’t turn away, because the kid had caught her sleeve, small fingers digging into the rough material of her coat like little hooks. She can touch me, too… I guess I should be happy. It meant she was still far from the end of this cycle, but did she really have to spend her precious, corporeal moments of demi-life putting up with a brat?
“I don’t know where your mother is,” Julia insisted, bushing her drenched blonde hair behind her shoulders. “I can’t help you.”
“I was in the park, but there were too many people and I couldn’t see her anymore.” The little girl hiccupped between words and clung harder to Julia’s coat. Either she hadn’t heard her, or she wasn’t taking ‘no’ for an answer; either way, there didn’t appear to be any chance of getting rid of her. “Can you… can you please help? I don’t want to walk around alone…”
Cold. The child was cold, shivering in the damp rain, baby teeth chattering as she looked hopefully up at the adult, someone she expected to help her. Julia was cold, too, though perhaps in a different way. Cold, but… sadly, not heartless. Not even after all this time.
“Come on,” she sighed, flicking the unlit (and now useless) cigarette onto the ground, and turning tail to head in the direction of the city’s public park. “I’ll take you back to the park, but that’s as far as I’m going. If you can’t find your mother there, go ask someone else; I don’t know how much time I have to spare.”
The child did not release her hold on Julia’s coat all the way back to the playground from which she had wandered. It all looked so different in the pouring rain, far less cheerful, far more hopeless. The place was all but entirely void of adults and children, now, with the onset of the downpour, and the sky was growing ever darker with the coming of night. “The police station is just on the other side of this block,” Julia commented, half-tempted to pry the kid’s fingers from her sleeve. “You can always go…”
“Mom!”
Lo and behold, but one adult remained on the flooded playground, one with the same mousy brown hair as the child. In the end, Julia didn’t have to wrench herself out of the little girl’s vice grip; she let go willingly, and scrambled into the open arms of the other woman.
“Kristie! Oh my God, I’m so sorry.” The woman hugged the child to her body. “I’m so sorry… I thought you were following me.” Apology genuine, tears real, but Julia was not moved.
Drenched and irritated, she stalked up to the mother and daughter, prepared and willing to deal them both a piece of her mind. Even if the woman couldn’t see her, although she was willing to bet she wasn’t too far into the cycle that her corporeal form had begun to fade yet. “So you leave your daughter behind and make her someone else’s problem?” She snapped, working her jaw. Sometimes she was relieved that there were times when other adults couldn’t see her; more often, though, it was frustrating that her words fell on deaf ears. “You don’t wander off unless your kid is—”
“It’s ok, Mom, the lady helped me find you.”
“What lady, sweet heart? Where is she?”
“The lady with—” Kristie turned around, and stared directly at Julia. No, not at; through. “She was just here a second ago! I asked her to help, and she did.”
What? Not already… Experimentally, Julia extended her hand to touch the girl’s arm. Her slender fingers came into contact with noting, instead passing through the girl’s flesh and blood like little more than a breeze. At that same moment, she realized she couldn’t feel the rain any longer.Right. Already.
“Who was this lady, Kristie?” The mother asked, her face dark and cautious with suspicion. “Did she look like someone you can trust?”
“No… not really. But she didn’t look dangerous, either.” The girl replied pensively, eyes still fixed on the general area where Julia’s evanescent presence had stood just seconds before. “She looked like she was lost, too.”

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The elderly were not so bad. They knew they were dying, that their time was fast approaching, and the majority of them had come to terms with it prior to passing on. But it didn’t make it any less uncomfortable; nothing really eased the burden of this job, and its repetitive, tedious nature.
Julia was no stranger to hospitals, where she found herself now, standing next to the bed of an old woman in the otherwise empty room. The woman saw her right away; typically, that alone was a strong predictor of what end of the bed Julia would end up standing (and not a positive prognosis, at that…)
“You don’t much look like a nurse,” the woman on the hospital bed commented nonchalantly. Her vital signs were displayed in numbers and lines on monitors that periodically beeped. “Are you a nurse? Because I don’t think I want you to be my nurse…”
Julia shifted uncomfortably and wrung her wet hair over her shoulder. She was not in the mood for senile verbosity; she never was. “I’m not a nurse.” It was so much easier when they were asleep… When they were not only conscious, but lively, it could mean quite a long job. “Look, I—”
“Oh—then you can come talk. Come over here, come talk. The nurses never have time to talk…” The old woman’s facial muscles were too weak to maintain a smile, but the attempt was as genuine as the hand she extended toward the younger-looking woman. “Please, if you have the time… I haven’t had a good talk in a long time…”
A pity plea… Julia hated pity pleas, regardless of the situation. There was no point in explaining to this old woman that she was not there to sympathize or to comfort, because she probably wouldn’t understand. Few people ever did. Certainly, she could deny the elderly lady (and, often, she did deny this sort of request), but what gains would that make in the end? She was still stuck here until it was clear whether or not the woman was going to die, even if she already had a good idea which way the scale would tip.
Rolling her shoulders back, she wandered over to the side of the bed, directly between the headboard and the woman’s feet. Precisely where she was required to stand. “So… what? Are you going to tell me about your life?” That seemed to be a popular topic at the time of death. Even for those who didn’t know they were dying; even if their brains were not aware, something in them knew.
But instead, the woman said, “You look like my granddaughter. I don’t see her anymore… but I think you look like her.”
“I just have one of those familiar faces, I guess.” There was no humor or comfort in Julia’s smile, but the scales hadn’t yet tipped for this woman, so she kept talking. “Does your granddaughter know you’re here?”
“My granddaughter…” The old woman paused. Her eyes appeared to go out of focus for a moment, and then she returned her attention to Julia. “You look like my granddaughter…”
“You already said that.”
“I did? Oh…” She paused again, staring down at her wrinkled hands. “I won’t see her again, will I?”
Julia didn’t answer.
“That’s okay… I can talk to you. You seem like a nice girl… Why are you here, in the hospital? You’re not sick, are you?”
“No.” Julia snorted and raked her fingers through her damp hair. “I don’t get sick anymore.”
“Oh, good. That’s good. You’re too young to be so sick you need the hospital. Are you visiting someone?”
“You.” The young woman’s clear blue eyes met the clouded ones of the elderly woman. “I’m here to see you… Although I don’t think you really want to be seeing someone like me.”
“Nonsense. I never have company, except for the nurses… Are you sure you’re not a nurse?”
“I’m sure.”
“All right… I’m glad, though. The nurses never talk about anything nice… just lots of jargon I don’t understand.” The old woman paused and stared at her hands. Julia thought she was having another senile moment, until she said, “It gets lonely here… The nurses, they come and go, but they don’t really want to be here. They want to be home, with their families… I remember it. Having a family…”
Julia shifted uncomfortably and scratched the inside of her elbow. “Must be nice.” Family territory; not her preferred topic of conversation. She couldn’t relate, because she couldn’t remember. Not that it was her job to be relatable, anyway.
Fortunately, it didn’t appear that the conversation would persist for much longer. That familiar tug (gentle, now, but it would weigh like iron soon enough) was beginning to pull on her left shoulder—towards the head of the old woman’s bed. She wasn’t long for this world.
In a moment of preoccupied thought, the otherworldly young woman was startled to find the old woman’s hand suddenly touching her own, clenched into a fist at her side. It relaxed under the papery softness of the dying’s ancient skin. “Let me tell you,” she began, meeting Julia’s eyes with her own tired gaze. “Let me tell you, what no one told me, when I was young: it turns out all right, in the end. If it’s not all right, then it’s not the end.”
“That’s cliché.” Julia snorted. What of this old lady’s end? What was ‘all right’ about dying alone, without family or friends to see you off to the other side?
“It’s the truth, though. I promise.” And then, with a shaky smile, the dying lady whispered, “I know what you are. Thank you for keeping an old woman company… You look like my granddaughter.”
The pull, the lop-sided gravity that tugged at Julia’s arm, was stronger now, growing ever stronger by the second, until it hurt. With only the faintest pang of regret (although maybe it was just impatience), she took the woman’s hand and placed it gently across her chest as her eyes closed, before moving to the head of the bed where it was pushed against the wall, touching her shoulder and, with a sigh, marking her for death to take. “Good luck on your journey.”
The old woman sighed her last sigh, passing on with the faintest of smiles on her face. Julia watched as the soul—bright and feathery, one that was at peace—lifted from the body, and faded, heeding Death’s call with grace. It was such a relief when they went willingly, a transition that was as easy on the soul as it was the Fetch. There was nothing more frustrating than dealing with the ones who resisted Death’s inevitable pull.
“Is everything really all right, in the end?” She murmured, obviously not expecting the woman to respond. “Because I can’t remember if it was all right for me.”

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Of all the things that Julia could be doing with her conditional time, being a Fetch by far felt the shittiest.
Not quite an angel, not quite a ghost; not quite anything, but a presence that existed for a very specific purpose. It had never been her decision, and whoever’s decision it had been to do Death’s footwork was lost on her (apparently, she hadn’t been invited to that meeting). Determining the ebb and flow of lifeforce when a person’s beating heart and ability to draw breath was suddenly, crucially compromised, flagging the soul to be taken when it was too weak to persevere, was anything but romantic or charitable. It was thankless, tedious, and encompassed the majority of her half-existence.
The call always occurred in cycles, and even now, for as long as she had been doing it (though time was meaningless, and she truly had no idea how long it had been), she could not predict the encroaching end of any given cycle, when she would be forcibly torn from whatever engagement occupied her at that given time, and forced to attend the next person approaching Death’s doorstep.
At the very least, there were patterns that, over time, she had discovered all on her own (there was no Fetch handbook; if there was, Julia imagined it would be called something like Welcome to your Shitty, Unpredictable, Thankless, Partial-Existence). For one, the cycles all played out the same way. At the beginning, she was a legitimately corporeal being. People could see her; she could feel warmth and cold, pressure, pain. She could bleed (although injuries healed at an alarmingly fast rate). She could walk the Earth like a regular human being, footfall after footfall. She could taste and smell and appreciate the flowers that bloomed in the spring.
That was the beginning of every cycle, and as to how long it lasted varied from one time to the next. But as it progressed, the sensations she experienced would gradually diminish: the first to go would be her sense of touch. Temperature, pain, pressure all faded to absolute numbness. The same went for taste and smell, which she didn’t as readily recognize, since she seldom ate (what was the point, when you weren’t technically alive?). Next, people would stop noticing her without realizing it; she would fade, until the only ones able to see her were young children, with their innocent eye for the supernatural. Finally, she faded even from their eyes, and disappeared altogether as time and space transported her instantly for the wavering soul in question.
There were also patterns to her job, a task that made her feel like little more than Death’s own marionette. It was as simple as moving to the person’s head and touching them, alerting Death to the fragility of the struggling soul, or sensing a resilience in the life force, and moving to the feet. Signaling a sort of “false alarm”, an indication that, in spite of the dire circumstances, the person was going to live. It was never her decision to make, however; she merely followed the gravity of the life force. When it was giving up, it gathered at the head; when it persevered, insisting on its strength, it clung to the feet. Julia merely moved with it, a few simple steps to the right or the left; a brush of her fingers if the person was going to die. Nothing more. Boring, thankless.
The only time it wasn’t boring was when it was frustrating. And it only got frustrating when the soul put up a fight.
A feisty soul was not an indicator of its vitality; if it was waning to the point of death, the person still passed away. The difference was, as opposed to their delicate life force heeding the call of Death, it manifested into something else, and it ran—took off, booked it, left the party. And while it was not the job of the Fetch to track down a condemned soul (that was reserved for the Reapers; a far more exciting occupation, from what Julia gathered), the responsibility and blame often rested on the shoulders of the Fetch. As if they hadn’t tried hard enough to direct the life energy, that their touch had not been strong enough, or that they simply hadn’t cared to alert the other forces that be that the soul had a bite.
Unfortunately, this was not exactly a rare occurrence; few people wanted to die, and a disgruntled soul was not uncommon. If Julia had to guess, every one in fifty dying people gave her hell. Naturally, she returned that hell (sometimes it was a relief not to have to be civilized), but as a Fetch, there was only so much she could do. Dig her fingers into their skin, hold the soul at bay until a Reaper came to deal with it, but even then an occasional spirit slipped through her hands and went renegade. On a good day, the responding Reaper only shook their finger at her, but those guys had the capacity to be violent when they saw fit; and if they wanted you to hurt, it didn’t matter if you were corporeal, you hurt.
Either way, whether or not a soul passed peacefully, that was where the job ended. Julia returned to the place from where she had disappeared, with full visibility and feeling in her hands and feet, and the cycle began again.
It was still pouring when Julia found herself in the park again. Her senses returned to her, minded the dampness and the rapidly dropping temperature, and her entire body shook with chill. As she looked down long enough to zipper up her faux leather coat, a hand on her arm startled her enough to make her jump.
“Sorry! Sorry, I just thought you could use this.” A middle-aged man with a suitcase, decked full out in a raincoat, held his umbrella out to her. “I’ve got another one at home; you look like you need this more than I do, right now.”
“I…” Random acts of kindness always rendered the Fetch dumbfounded. She didn’t interact enough with the general public to know how to properly respond. In this case, however, she needed that umbrella like a fish needed water. “Thanks, man.”
But the moment she reached out to close her fingers around the slender neck of the umbrella, the cold suddenly stopped bothering her. And the weight of her sodden leather coat reduced until she couldn’t feel it at all.
The man with the umbrella blinked a few times, wearing the perplexed expression of someone who suddenly couldn’t comprehend what it was they were doing, and then moved on, across the park and towards the bus stop.
“What?” Julia hissed, squinting upward at the darkening sky. “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me.”

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The kid looked anywhere from sixteen to eighteen; or, maybe older, maybe younger. Julia was not a good judge of age, but all that mattered was that he was young. And he had tried to take his own life.
“The fuck…” Still sodden (and fatigued by how quickly that last cycle had passed), whatever dredges of sympathy remained in the Fetch’s useless veins depleted when her eyes fell upon the empty bottle of Tylenol on the floor, next to the toilet.
“…who are you?” The young man’s eyes cracked open, alerted by the Fetch’s voice. Still conscious, but his heart was rapidly slowing, his breathing growing shallower. “You’re… are you an angel?”
She was no stranger to this question, and the more she heard it, the less it amused her. In this case, however, it only pissed her off further. “You’d better fucking hope not.” Julia spat, curling her lip as she wandered over to the youth’s side, kicking the empty pill bottle out of the way. It rolled under the sink and hit the back of the wall audibly. “The only angel you see on these occasions are the Angels of Death, and you don’t want to fuck with a Reaper.”
“So I’m really… I’m dying, then.” The relief in the kid’s voice made the Fetch simultaneously sick and furious. “Good… then things will be okay. Everything is going to be okay. I won’t have to go to school… I can’t face Bailey ever again.” Voice catching on a tear, he added, “Not after she dumped me in front of everyone at the dance.”
That was the last straw. Julia just about lost it completely, then and there, and any composure she retained could only be attributed to the fact this wasn’t the first attempted suicide she’d had to deal with. They never enraged her any less, but they at least provided her with ample opportunities to practice not-detonating.
“You listen to me right now, you ungrateful little shit.” That certainly got the boy’s attention. The fetch knelt, water from her face and hair dripping onto the boy’s clothes. “Live or die, I’m going to tell you this right now, so that you never forget it. You don’t fucking realize what you have, do you? You don’t realize how fucking blessed you are that your stupid break-up affected you.” If he’d had the energy to flinch, she was certain he would have, if the acid in her voice was also written on her face. “Because here’s the deal, kid; pain is a gift. It reminds you that you’re fucking alive, that you hurt because something is wrong, but you are still alive! You can still eat and sleep and taste and feel, and time has meaning, and you are the architect of your own fucking destiny. So you were dumped: is she really the only fucking girl in the world? Are you really so sure that you’re never going to date another girl, maybe one who isn’t a big enough bitch to humiliate you in front of your peers? Are you really going to throw your life away over this? Do you have any fucking idea what you are giving up!”
Nothing infuriated her more than a suicide attempt. Certainly, people would argue one way or another, taking into consideration a person’s quality of life, but Julia’s world was black and white, now; live or die. There was no grey area, and even if there was, it wasn’t her job to understand or endorse it.
The boy’s lips moved, but no sound came out. He was speechless, though, not voiceless; she’d have felt the shift in his life force (which, incidentally, continued to struggle between one pole and the other). “I didn’t… I didn’t think—”
“No, you didn’t fucking think.” The Fetch seethed, climbing to her feet again. A puddle had formed on the white tiles of the bathroom floor where she stood. “You’re young, and you’re stupid, and you apparently don’t have the brain capacity to—” Gravity tugged at Julia’s arm; her left arm. Towards the young man’s feet.
And that was when she heard the sound of a door opening, and footsteps on the stairs. A matronly voice calling, “Alex? Are you home?”
He would be found in time, and rushed to the hospital. Unless something drastic happened between now and the sixty seconds it took the ambulance to arrive, he was going to live.
“You want my two cents? People who don’t appreciate life don’t fucking deserve it.” Her job was done; a mercifully quick, if not infuriating one. “Consider yourself lucky.”
“Who… are you?” The boy whispered again, fighting the poison in his system to keep his eyes open. “Tell me your name… I want to remember… in case I ever feel this way again. Please…”
“Names don’t matter when you’re only really alive half of the time, and only through complex circumstances. Or when you don’t even know who you are. ” Julia pursed her lips, the bitterness in her voice manifesting as an unpleasant taste on her tongue. “Your mother is calling you.”
She was gone, then, but the puddle of rainwater on the bathroom tiles remained.

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Still raining. This time, the Fetch wasn’t going to stand around and contemplate it, given how quickly the last cycle had circled to completion. For all time had no meaning, seconds were still precious, when you never knew when your world would be turned upside down again.
Taking long strides across the park to make for the curb, she hailed the first cab that came into view. Fortunately, it was the same cab driver who always circled this part of the city after 7PM. She didn’t need to tell him where to take her.
“Jeez, Jules. You don’t own an umbrella?” Raucous laughter tore from the bartender and bar owner’s throat at the sight of the drenched blonde who pushed through the door. His amusement only built when she flipped him off with both hands. “Hey, sorry, but you look like a drowned rat. Here’s a tip: don’t look in the mirror.”
“Shut up and get me something to drink.” Julia shed her sodden coat, depositing it unceremoniously on the ground at her feet, and wrung her hair over her shoulder for the umpteenth time that day. To her surprise, the pack of cigarettes in the pocket of her jeans had not been ruined by the deluge. “Hey, Mal,” she stuck a slim stick of nicotine and tobacco between her lips. “You got a light?”
With one hand, the older man with salt and pepper hair slid a brightly coloured cocktail in a tumbler across the counter towards her. With his other hand, he took the cigarette from between her lips and pocketed it. “You know the smoking section is outside, darlin’.”
“Oh, seriously? You’re gonna do that to me, Malachy? And after the day I’ve had…” The Fetch turned her attention to the orange and yellow drink before her and wrinkled her nose. “If this is a Shirley Temple, I am flipping this whole fucking counter.”
Mal only laughed again, that full-bellied chuckle turning heads. “Cool your jets; it’s a tequila sunrise, and it’s on the house. You look like you could use a little sun, right about now.” Folding his arms on the counter, the bartender eyed the sodden young woman with an air of curiosity. “You know, you’ve been coming to this place for years, and two things surprise me: one, that with all the smoking and drinking you do, you aren’t dead. And, two… I don’t think you’ve ever told me about your day job.”
“I smoke because I’m bored, not addicted; and I drink so I don’t lose my mind.” Julia shrugged and took a sip of her sunrise in a glass. The sweetness made her grimace. “And you’ve never asked.”
“Well, I’m asking now.”
Toughing through the taste of sugar and citrus to absorb some of the tequila into her cold veins, Julia only replied with a vague, “I deal with dying people.”
“Oh.” Malachy’s bushy eyebrows shot up his forehead, almost all the way to his receding hairline. “I see. In what way, if you don’t mind me asking? What does it entail? No offense, but you don’t strike me as someone who works in hospice…”
“Dude, hospice is definitely not up my alley. Here’s the thing: sometimes, dying people die. But sometimes they live. Sometimes they’re assholes, either way.” A shrug. “That’s about it, really. Do we have to talk about this? I really just want to get buzzed.”
The bartender patted the countertop with an easy smile. “Fair enough. Although, on the bright side—no morbidity intended—your job at least sounds rather… intriguing.”
Julia said nothing for an extended moment. When at last she spoke, it was in a sigh. “Sure,” she shrugged again and, with a deep breath, downed the remainder of her tequila sunrise. “That’s one way to put it. Now, can I have a real drink?”

Because death is just so full and man so small.
Well I'm scared of what's behind and what's before.
Re: [r. Astro] I won't hear you cry when I'm gone [18+]

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Te lucis ante terminum,
Rerum creator, poscimus
[ To you before the close of day, ]
[ Creator of the world, we pray ]
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When God created the universe, man was an afterthought.
Space and time burst into existence as though they had never been absent; dimensionalities took their ascending ranks alongside force and distance and dynamics and friction. Infant stars skidded across a new ebony void like slow-motion shattering glass on black asphalt; flecks of sparkling dust gathered in hazy technicolor storm clouds against a backdrop of desolate infinity. Planets, too, swelled from nothingness, bright baubles blazing to life like sun-ripened fruit and suspended impossibly in the great vastness of fledgling Creation.
Heaven flared to existence in parallel to the newborn galaxies. Though it was initially spun from the same wool as the physical cosmos, its power stemmed from an alternate source. This new retreat was to serve as God’s domain, God’s personal residence; it was to showcase His best work—to emphasize, on some level, that His labor was born not of love but rather of immodesty, a functional, locational trophy of His unwavering perfectionism. It was an elaborately chambered, thickly layered world of devastating beauty and undying love, a vast, edgeless expanse of all things sublime, all things holy—but also all things passionate and consequently terrifying.
Its utter lack of sentience lasted all but an imperceptible increment of time, however. With such immensity and such power concentrated between specific boundaries, there came a great need for its management, for the sharing of its capabilities, and ultimately for its protection and upkeep. Angels were brought into being to preside over the Heavens for those very tasks. They were gorgeous but altogether frightening vessels of pure energy and grace, existing not as solid, corporeal forms but as individual aura-like forces in order to best navigate their labyrinthine home. Their shapes varied greatly by rank and power, but they were all united in appearance by two distinct—and enduringly well-known—characteristics: halos and broad feathered wings.
Time, varying religion, and continuous re-telling of stories had managed to retain their authenticity by those descriptors alone. Spurned by liturgy and legend over the ages, the real truth of angels had been all but written out of history by men too selfish and frightened to acknowledge anything but graciousness and good from their benevolent God. The angels of twenty-first century Christian lore were as false as the bitter nonbelievers claimed; the image of tall, white-robed human figures with miniature wings protruding from muscular shoulder blades—and glowing disks hovering above heads of full, flowing golden locks—was laughable, a complete and total invention of humankind’s saccharine imagination.
Angels were not guardians. They were not servants, they were not messengers. They were neither kind nor philanthropic nor particularly merciful—they were soldiers comprising an eternal, ranked force that operated on cold faith and a strict chain of command established at the very beginning of Creation. Ruthless, fatally obedient, and emotionless, their lack of any sensation resembling human sentiment made them matter-of-fact and cruel by the standards of men. Their general cleverness was often overshadowed by the requirement to follow orders from superiors, as consequences were dire for questioning command. But they were smart; they were tricky. And they did not know fear.
Built to withstand the extreme pressures of Heaven—both psychologically and environmentally—angels were manufactured as weapons, and their hierarchy was as delicately balanced as the construction of their other-worldly habitat. There were three levels, or celestial spheres, of Heaven, each occupied by very different types of angels. High Heaven was the innermost sphere, the core; it was said that God dwelled just beyond its walls. Seraphim and cherubim resided there, rarely-seen beasts of immense power that were built for withstanding their proximity to God. They were known as the counselors, but their actual duties remained mysterious to all but their own ranks. However, despite their reputed grand capacities, they were not able to cross over to either of the other spheres.
Middle Heaven functioned as the second sphere, one additional step removed from God’s center. Hashmallim were Angels of the Dominions, tasked with the supervision and regulation of those beneath them in rank, including those who dwelled in the sphere of Lesser Heaven. The Virtues also resided in Middle Heaven, as did the Powers, who oversaw the distribution of authority amongst lesser angels and humankind alike. Together, the three groups comprised a team of heavenly governors that began, if only on principle, to bridge the gap between those of Heaven and those of Earth.
Lesser Heaven was the outermost layer, the skin of the divine. It was also the most vast, most densely populated, and most well-known of the three celestial spheres. Angels, including soldiers under the command of the Hashmallim, and Archangels, who served as Heaven’s most passionate protectors, lived in the third sphere among the lessers, who used their natural concern for humankind as a way to monitor outside threats. It was said that the Archangels held as much power as those dwelling in Middle Heaven, but their allegiances traced back not to the Second but to the First sphere on High. Though they often aligned themselves with one or more Hashmallim, they were the only subdivision of the angelic order that could, under necessary circumstances, operate in complete independence without fear of exile.


Sis praesul ad custodiam.
[ that in your constant mercy, ]
[ you would be our guard and keeper now. ]
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Disobedience was punishable in a number of ways depending on the severity of the misdeed. An angel could be silenced by their superior, cut off from Heaven’s power source, temporarily exiled to Earth, or they could be permanently banished—they could fall, forcefully stripped of their grace to ensure that the rest of their essence became a mortal human soul. They would then grow old and perish, oblivious to their past identity, and be lost forever to Death and Time.
Apart from that specific transformation, it was not easy for an angel to die, even if they had taken to Earth in a fleshly vessel. Obscure legend unacknowledged in any form of Christian lore claimed that only blades forged in High Heaven could slay or mortally wound an angel—but as only angel soldiers carried them, such mutinous violence was an extraordinarily rare occurrence. Archangels, despite originating in Lesser Heaven, were also powerful enough to kill their own kind, even without the assistance of a sword or dagger. But they were just as prone to other weaknesses as their brethren, things that could slow down, exhaust, or otherwise hinder any angel who walked the Earth’s surface—things that did not necessarily have to be performed by another of their kind.
The higher an angel’s rank, the less likely it was to find them outside of Heaven. Lesser angels were perhaps the most compassionate of their race, showing what little concern they were capable of harboring by alerting the higher-ups of any potential disturbances they observed beyond their borders. Unlike the style of demons, angels did not require a human possession in order to manifest on Earth; they could create their own vessel and change its perception at will. But they always shared the same distinguishing eye color, the same complex Enochian sigil branded into the flesh over their hearts—unavoidable clues to their true heavenly identities.
What humans did not seem to realize was that their fear was misplaced—it was angels, not demons, that should have had them quaking, that should have instilled within them a terror born of absolute reverence. Instead, angels were called upon to ‘watch over’ special someones; they were asked for guidance and mercy and miracles as often as God Himself. Modern church congregations practically begged for angelic appearances; they enthusiastically claimed full celestial sightings and visitations that in reality would have rendered them blind, deaf, and burned.
Architects of early Europe had had the right idea. It was little wonder the Gothic style of church construction had been met with such widespread success. Twisting spires adorned with thorns and spikes rose from massive dark stone structures, with narrow pointed windows and threatening ornamentation completing the elaborate look. It was meant to scare, to discourage not only forces of Satanic evil but also any unexpected visits from angels. Enochian warding spells were often disguised amongst the words of the sermons inside, and the angels had been content to leave all things be.
Ironically, it was in modern society when they were most loved and least feared that they had to exercise the most caution walking amongst men. With the hype and the twisted fables and the blasphemous untruths, angels were in very high demand—as were their services, such as healing and blessing and whatever else they had concocted in their dreams. Unfortunately for their wishful thoughts, it was not for the sake of mankind that Hadriel walked the streets of human civilization.
It was for the sake of Heaven.
Procul recedant somnia
Et noctium phantasmata;
[ Let all ill dreams be far from us, ]
[ and all fantasies of the night; ]
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The war had been raging on for decades.
It had started small—skirmishes among lesser angels that deserved little more than slaps on their metaphorical wrists. But the discontent and the doubt had spread like wicked disease, infecting the population one by one until the Powers—some of them newly wary themselves—had no choice but to take action. They split Middle Heaven in two, its jagged new seam cracking open the skies of the Lesser in parallel cause, unintentionally declaring an internal war with a gesture meant for maintaining equilibrium.
God is dead, was their argument, their mantra; their plague was nonbelief. Rumors had spread from both sides of the Heaven and Earth divide; the resounding thunder of absolute silence had at last shaken the foundation with enough force to draw attention to its structural weaknesses. The seraphim and cherubim were notoriously silent beings, but even they had been driven to speech by the obvious pressing absence of their Father. Heaven had begun to crumble from its previous majesty, and its keepers—those created specifically for its survival, to ensure its prolonged perpetuation—simply couldn’t build reinforcements fast enough to keep the stronghold of their order erect.
The rebels called themselves Areopagites, an ironic term originating from the location of Apostle Paul’s sermon to Pagan worshipers in Athens. Where Paul’s intention had been to convert and spread the word of his True God, the angelic Areopagites now aimed, in a way, to destroy it—not only to rebel against an order whose leader had become as “unknown” as the Greek Pagan deities, but to protest His sudden absence and apparent apathy. The silvery Athenian rock had once been the location of the high courts of ancient Greece—a place where fates were decided, justice was served, and revenge extracted all in the name of the Unknown God. Now, it took on another meaning entirely…one that had the potential to change it all forever.
The Areopagites were strong, but in this civil war they were outnumbered. Even with the Powers doing their best to distribute authority, they were too divided amongst themselves to settle with any degree of accuracy. The Virtues were perhaps the only angelic order to remain unseparated, siding, naturally, with God, their Father. But the Hashmallim, the generals, the supervisors—they had split like a feeble oak struck by lightning, exploding apart in a fiery cloud of sparks and debris. A few Archangels had sided with the breakaways, remaining faithful to the Hashmallim to which they had pledged their servitude, but even still, their numbers could not compare with those who remained faithful to their absent God.
Yet still they fought, and still they continued to win battles. Perhaps it was fate, perhaps it was the blessing of the Unknown God, perhaps it was any number of things, but the reality was that the truth remained a mystery—and blind faith was simply no longer a viable option for Heavenly sustenance.
Blind faith, they reasoned, could go to Hell.
Hostemque nostrum comprime,
Ne polluantur corpora.
[ Restrain our ancient enemy, ]
[ lest our bodies be tainted. ]
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Janet Swinson, the tired middle-aged waitress at Rhodesyde Diner, planted one hand on a jutting hip and tapped her toe impatiently against the scuffed gray linoleum. “What’ll it be, sweetie? Ain’t gotta memorize the menu to order from it, you know.”
Clenching her jaw from behind the laminated page, the curly-haired young woman resisted the urge to spit back a regrettable retort. “I would like to order pancakes,” she said slowly, lowering the menu delicately to the table and folding her small hands over its surface. “And a small glass of orange juice.”
The waitress, who had eagerly perched pen to notepad as soon as she heard the young woman speak, dropped her arms in exasperation after writing nothing. The girl had been there nearly a half an hour already, holding up a table and getting on Janet’s nerves.
“Please.” The syllable popped from the girl’s lips like a curse, and she looked up to meet the older woman’s gaze steadily. “I would also appreciate your patience in my selection of entree. I have every intention to provide you with monetary compensation for this meal, which will likely assist in payment for your livelihood at the end of the day. Am I correct?” She did not wait for a response. “Never mind. I know that I am. Please continue your task.”
The bemused waitress nodded once, startled, and scurried back to the kitchen. She should have known there was something strange about that girl the moment she walked in to the roadside eatery; for all the weirdo customers she’d served at that dive over the years, she had learned how to read people. She knew the generic crazies from the bat-shit crazies, the harmless from the perverted, the junkie from the Jesus, the whore from the virgin. But this girl…was something different entirely, and quite frankly she gave Janet the creeps.
She couldn’t have been more than eighteen. Twenty, at most. The young girls Janet saw come through the diner were typically runaways, but there was something about this one that did not fit the stereotype. “I think this chick’s, like…one of them psychopath types, you know?” she said, lowering her voice across the window to the diner kitchen. She clipped her scribbled order to the rail and slid it back, glancing over her shoulder.
Ronald, the cook, wrinkled his nose and wiped his sweaty brow with his sleeve. Behind him, the griddle sizzled. “This the one you were complainin’ about?” he asked, squinting at the note and pouring pancake batter onto the greasy surface.
“Yeah.” Janet propped her elbows on the metal serving shelf and gnawed at her lower lip. “One of them sociopaths. No feeling. Just an empty shell. Feel like if I blink at her wrong she’ll come after me with a table knife.” She shivered. “Gives me the heebie-jeebies.”
“She’s probably just some troubled teen. Probably got doped up at some motel down at the state line and hitched a ride with some nobody.” Red-faced Ronald shrugged, turning the pancakes mechanically. “She’s harmless. For flip’s sake, you said she was what, seventeen? What’s she gonna do?”
Janet’s gaze strayed back to the young woman sitting alone at the end booth near the windows. “I told you. Stick me in the belly with a knife. I don’t know.”
“You need a lunch break. Here.” The cook stacked three large pancakes on one plate, then slipped a smaller one on a coffee cup saucer for Janet. “Take the girl her food before she loses her mind.” He topped the big stack with a dollop of whipped butter. “Then take a breather while she eats. Theresa just got back from break anyway, I’ll tell ’er to cover for you in the meantime.”
Janet sighed and muttered a quick thanks, arranging the pancakes, a glass of orange juice, and a selection of flavored maple syrups on a brown plastic tray. She approached the girl from behind, prepping her face with a smile. “Here you go,” she announced, arranging the plates in front of the young woman carefully. “The syrup with the black handle is maple. The other three are blueberry, raspberry, and sugar-free.”
“Yes. Thank you. That will be all.” The girl brought the rim of her plastic juice glass to her lips and took a delicate sip, pausing for a moment while the liquid slid down her throat. “Why do you stand there staring?” she asked plainly, side-eying the nervous waitress.
“Oh. Sorry. Just…flag me down if you need anything else. Uh, enjoy…” Janet scurried away with the tray at her side, retreating to the kitchens where Ronald’s tiny meal awaited her.
She cut into her pancakes slowly, robotically; down to the smallest twitches of her fingertips, her movements were precise and calculated. Slowly piercing the top layer with her fork, she brought a plain morsel to her lips and took a bite, staring straight ahead as she chewed.
“I do not understand why I sense such fear in the serving woman,” she said once she’d swallowed, taking another sip of her juice. “I was under the impression that my form would instill the opposite of terror.”
The man opposite her narrowed his eyes in thought, his hands clasped neatly together on the table’s edge. “It’s a matter of blending in, Hadriel. Learning their ways,” he said smoothly, watching as she sliced through another layer of her pancakes. “For example, most humans would enjoy that particular delicacy with a drizzling of syrup.”
“But they have a tolerable flavor already.” The young woman stabbed yet another piece with her fork, bringing it to eye level to study its frayed edge and fluffy interior.
“Understanding will come in time, Hadriel.”
“And I suppose speaking to oneself is another one of those stand-out behaviors?”
“You could say this.”
“Perhaps you could do me the kindness of showing yourself, then.” Hadriel narrowed her eyes, her face otherwise expressionless. She ate in silence for several more minutes, her stare never straying from the companion who was invisible to all but her.
“Materializing in that way would be stranger than you prattling on to your own company,” the man said matter-of-factly.
“You mock me, Muriel. I do not appreciate derision.”
Muriel held up his hands in surrender as she bristled, shifting uncomfortably beneath the sudden heat of her red-brown glare. “I am only here to help you, Hadriel. I have done what you asked of me, and now you are here.”
“Very good.” The young woman nodded, dabbing at her lips with a napkin. The angel who sat opposite her was one of her fiercest and most trusted allies, a fellow Hashmal who had banded with her when the Powers split the Spheres. “So you have seen him,” she drawled. It was neither a question nor a statement.
Muriel took a moment to answer, leaning forward in his cracked vinyl seat with a somber expression. “I have seen him,” he repeated with a grave nod. “He was unguarded, but we must still move with caution.”
“So it is true?” Hadriel asked, her brows arching high above her forehead.
Her chestnut eyes flashed ambitious fire, and Muriel cracked a small smile in response. “There seems to be more evidence for than against,” he said.
“Then it is settled. You have done good work here, Muriel.” A grin spread across her face, the first that she had worn in human flesh for a very long while. “We will speak again soon.”
“We will speak again soon,” the other angel confirmed, nodding.
And just like that, he was gone, leaving the young woman truly alone this time around. She finished the last of her plate—never having added any syrup to the cakes—and swallowed her remaining juice. Tucking a twenty dollar bill beneath her empty glass, she followed Muriel’s example and blinked from the diner’s existence, leaving everyone—including the stunned waitress Janet—in the dust of her wings.

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Cloaked in night’s darkness, Hadriel appeared at the foot of the bed without so much as a displaced breeze. She rested her hands on the carved wooden bed frame and stared expressionlessly at the man slumbering beneath the quilts.
11:58.
Angels had no explicit connection with Death; as immortal beings, they dealt with it only from afar, watching as it took life after mortal life with each lap and rotation of the planet. But from where she stood, she could feel it; impending doom hovered in the dark corners of the modest bedroom as thickly as humidity on a hot August afternoon. It was a quiet, calm sort of feeling, providing a certain relief akin to a cooling palm on a feverish brow. The time was nearly upon him, and Hadriel was ready.
Anthony Michael Brennan, she thought, pursing her lips tightly together. I know what you are. The angel watched intently as the man’s chest rhythmically rose and fell. You cannot hide. Not from Muriel, and certainly not from me. Her eyes, a rich chestnut red-brown, flashed bright in the full moonlight filtering through the sheer white curtains on the window.
11:59.
At midnight precisely, Anthony Brennan’s heart would stop. His breaths would snag in his throat, and slowly he would choke, waking from slumber only to slip back into a merciless unconsciousness. His fate was spelled out in the stars. Hadriel, a member of the Second Sphere Hashmallim, ranked high enough in the celestial hierarchy that she had never before concerned herself with the demise of a human on Earth; she had never invested herself in any particular mortal destiny. But this was a special occasion, and this was not an ordinary middle-aged man.
She held her breath as the seconds wound down. Already the man’s breathing was becoming labored. The angel moved to the side of the bed between the mattress and the window, narrowing her eyes as she watched the beginnings of his struggle. It was now, or it was never, and soon she would find out which. The crimson digits of the bedside clock rounded out to midnight as she looked up.
12:00…
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Even if the vodka only quieted her mind for barely more than a half hour.
Julia was, for all intents and purposes, dead. All Fetches were, from what she understood; while most lucky bastards earned their passage into heaven, a select few were condemned to this treacherous half-existence as a first responder to the dying. Whether or not it was retribution for some evil deed committed during a mortal lifespan, she might never know, although more often than not, it felt like a sentence. And the worst part of it wasn’t even the cycling or the souls marked for Life and Death, but rather this inability to experience and enjoy the world of the living in all it had to offer. She could not get sick, but a cigarette was only enjoyable in its habit, and not in its substance. She need not worry about the state of her organs if too much alcohol was consumed, but the blissful numbness of being drunk was so short-lived that it was hardly worth the money in booze.
Nonetheless, it was just what she needed tonight, even though by the time 11:50 at night rolled around, she was right back to that same perturbed state of exhaustion in which she had arrived. On the bright side, the rain seemed to have let up.
“Leaving so soon?” Malachy raised his eyebrows as he watched the young woman slide from the bar stool and land soundlessly on the floor. Such an odd one… Always looking so angry and forlorn, never saying so much as a word to anyone but him, and even then their exchanges were often brief and to the point. “It’s not like you to call it quits before one in the morning, at the very least.”
“I dunno. I’m just not feeling it tonight; kind of tired.” Shrugging, the Fetch rolled her shoulders back. She was tired, moreso than usual; maybe she could catch a few hours’ worth of sleep before the cycle ended and she was dragged back to work. “Thanks for the booze.”
The bartender’s brow furrowed with genuine concern. “You watch yourself there, missy. I don’t care how absurd your tolerance is… Your liver can’t be enjoying your lifestyle.”
“Trust me, Mal.” The blonde tossed a sardonic smile over her shoulder. “My liver is the least of my problems.”
The air outside of the tavern was cool with the water particles that still clung to it, and Julia shivered—but only once. Because, suddenly, the cold didn’t bother her. And the weight of her jacket on her small frame was hardly noticeable.
“No,” she murmured, tired eyes snapping awake as she tried to pinch herself, but the reassuring twinge of pain did not register in her brain. “Oh, come on—this isn’t fair! I need to fucking rest, you know!” No one could hear her, and even if they could, she doubted they cared enough to answer. Because not a moment later, the cycle ended, and she found herself in a darkened bedroom, before a figure who was struggling to breathe, whose heart struggled to circulate precious lifeblood. Julia didn’t need to feel the pull of gravity on either of her arms to know this man’s destiny.
She approached his bedside slowly, hands at her sides, and exhaled a long sigh. “Lucky bastard.” Death during sleep, with no worrying and grieving relatives or friends to distract her; at least this would be the most subdued and peaceful passing she’d had to deal with in the pasty twenty-four hours’ worth of eleven cycles.
Anthony Brennan gasped, and that was when she felt the pull on her left arm—towards the head of the bed, signifying his impending death. It was also when the Fetch suddenly realized she was not alone in this room with the dying man; and that the other occupant wasn’t only looking in her direction, but that she could actually see her.
“…what the hell is going on?” Julia suddenly had a very bad feeling about all of this; a foreboding twinge in her mind that warned her that this was not about to go as planned. “Who the hell are you?”
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Hadriel stared, expressionless, as he struggled to draw breath. His inhales came in raspy, uneven gasps, and his body began to writhe in protest as it slowly began to drown. The man did not wake from slumber, but the ordeal was neither quick nor painless; he clung fiercely to his life, a life that was cruel enough to string him along with hope of snapping from the spell, and he fought for that chance with admirable valiance. The angel standing watch at his bedside was strangely moved, witnessing an act of fortitude she never would have expected from a weakened middle-aged man of delicate flesh and blood. A small smile curved the corners of her pale lips.
The Fetch would arrive at any moment now, the angel knew. Anthony’s movements had stilled, and the rises and falls of his chest were intermittent. 12:01. He had struggled for a full sixty seconds, and now his time was up—his soul had prepared for the breaking away from its corporeal form. Though Hadriel had never before perceived the sensation, she knew what it was at once—a cold, tingling awareness that originated deep inside her, somewhere behind her rib cage. Curious, she pressed a palm to her sternum, her touch hovering just above the Enochian brand seared above her heart. Even through the cloth of her shirt, the mark was cold against her fingertips.
She did not sense the Fetch before it appeared, but when it blinked soundlessly into the opposite side of the room, she was ready. Hadriel’s chestnut eyes followed the shadowed silhouette like a hungry predator tracking its prey. It was smaller than she imagined, thinner; it approached the dying gentleman with a grace entirely unlike the heavy, labored movements of the higher-ranking reapers. And when it—she as it turned out—stepped into the filtered moonlight at the side of the bed, her eyes widened. The fetch was a lithe young woman who, though taller than Hadriel’s form, did not otherwise appear vastly different. Blonde, straight-haired, and taller, yes; wearier, perhaps, and more determined, but nevertheless remarkably the same…
For a long time, the angel simply stared, her expression caught somewhere between wonderment and impishness as she regarded the Fetch that was, at least physically, nothing like what she had anticipated. “I am Second Hashmal, Soldier of the Second Sphere," she stated at last, her voice a light, crisp monotone in the quiet air of the bedroom. "And I am an Angel of Heaven.”
The silence that traversed the gap between them was filled with the tension of uncertainty, so thick the angel could almost slice it with her hand. The air had gone cool in the presence of the Fetch, and Hadriel, undeterred, breathed deeply before she spoke again, this time offering a smile.
“You are to leave this man be,” she informed the woman, the sudden seriousness of her tone completely contradicting the unnervingly cheerful look on her face. “You will make certain he is not found by those bound for Death. You will not mark him for their taking.” She paused, her expression falling. “You need not make this harder than it has to be. All I am asking you to do is to turn around, to walk away.”
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Perhaps not the wisest response to the “angel’s” request, but quite frankly, Julia called bullshit, simply for the weariness brought upon her shoulders by the day. The Fetch did not require sleep, just as she did not require food or water or fresh (well, in this city, more like polluted) air to fill her lungs. But the curse of her nature was that, although her evanescent existence was not fueled by the needs of normal mortals, her body still craved it, still thought it was what it needed. Lack of food would not make her starve to death, but her stomach would twist and turn to the point of pain and nausea. Likewise, lack of sleep would not make her faint, but her performance (as it already was) would go far downhill, without a few hours of blessed shut-eye.
And, too, her judgement, as it seemed…
Julia had never seen an angel. She had never met one, never heard one, and had honestly never heard of on—a true one—save for a passing comment from some religious fanatic. Heaven’s hierarchy and infrastructure was all but completely lost on her, as she imagined it was for all fetches. If there really were angels, they were not a part of her life or her work. And if there was a God, well… That was moot point, because the Fetch had long since denied his existence. After all, what kind of God would ever condemn someone to an existence such as hers?
Or maybe there is no Hell, and this half-life exists in its stead…
“Look, sister; it’s been a long and unforgiving day, and I’m not in a particularly forgiving mood, either.” Pressing her lips together, Julia’s blue eyes attempted to take in the smaller form on the other side of the dying man’s bed. She appeared to be human, but then, so did Julia. Another Fetch, maybe? No; two Fetches never arrived on the same scene to address the same departing soul. At least, none that Julia had ever encountered, for the year and year (and years…) that she had gone about the unrewarding job.
A Reaper, perhaps? That particular consideration made whatever superficial blood that flowed through the Fetch’s veins run cold. About the last thing that Julia wished to encounter at the very end of this miserable day was a Reaper, particularly one that had no right to give her hell when she had done nothing wrong. But this woman… She appeared to have far more grace than a Reaper, and her presence wasn’t suffocating, the way that a Reaper’s was; almost like inhaling smoke.
There was, however, something rather uncanny about the way the light seemed to hit her eyes, an intriguing shade of red-tinted-brown… But it was not enough to incite fear in Julia’s heart, so she thought no more of it.
“You can go back to wherever it was you came from, because I’m not leaving this place until this man’s soul decides on whether it wants to go or stay; I can only go with the flow. No pun intended. So why don’t you let me do my own fucking miserable job, and—whatever you are—I’ll let you get back to yours.”
With the gravity at Julia’s head pulling with enough intensity that it bordered on painful, the Fetch dropped her gaze from the woman with chestnut curls cascading over her shoulders, and returned to the task at hand. And as Anthony Brennan’s soul reached for the hands of Death, Julia’s hand moved to touch his forehead to allow it the release that it craved…
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Angels were matter-of-fact; jokes slid from their understanding like raindrops on a well-oiled jacket, and their understanding of satire was limited at best. Their lack of humor did little to dispel their general impression of cold arrogance, but frankly there was not much that could. They were arrogant, and naturally so; to be created and chosen by God Himself to defend His master work of Heaven was no small honor, and that pride was deep-rooted and difficult to subdue. Angels did not flaunt their perceived superiority outright, but when questioned they would defend themselves without hesitation. So yes, Hadriel could—and would, under other circumstances—tell this Fetch exactly how unintelligent or unaware she thought she was, but for the angel it would be a recitation of fact rather than a deliberate insult.
But that was for another time. The longer Anthony Brennan’s heart remained still in his chest with his soul intact, the higher the risk that they would be discovered—or perhaps worse, that there would be irreversible damage to the man’s physical form.
“You are no sister of mine,” Hadriel stated calmly, the laughter gone from her eyes. “I need forgiveness from no creature, let alone a false sister.” She placed both of her hands on the edge of the mattress, her fingernails digging firmly into the quilt draped over its side, and leaned forward towards the Fetch. Her hair fell in ringlets to frame her face, her young and innocent appearance undermining the seriousness of her tone. “As it happens, this is where my job happens to be. Right here, right now, with you and this man and his soul. I have warned you.” She stood back up, glancing down to see that brown scorch marks decorated the blanket where her palms had just rested.
She could feel it; the soul was about to break. It was a delicate time for a soul, and though it lasted only a moment—and typically the transition was smooth—it was that split second alone that would allow Hadriel to take advantage of its vulnerability before the Fetch slapped it with a supernatural target for the Reapers. But she needed the Fetch to draw it forward, to coax it from its interior hold…
Hadriel held her breath as the woman moved to the head of the bed and extended her hand out to Anthony’s forehead. She felt it when the man’s soul made its final call for Death, and it severed with a clean, calm break at the beckoning of the Fetch’s outstretched palm.
Without a word, the angel lunged forward, wrapping her hand around the other woman’s wrist as it hovered over the dying man. An explosion of white light filled the room at the sudden contact, the brightness collapsing back into itself to concentrate in the small gap of space between the Fetch’s fingers and Anthony Brennan’s skull. The silvery cloud remained half in and half out of the body from whence it came, pausing for an agonizing moment before it slowly began to trickle back into its former vessel.
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The word ‘angel’ certainly did not bring about a mental image similar to the woman she was seeing now (but then, she imagined that neither did ‘Fetch’; isn’t that a game you play with your dog?). Not some little bitch with wild, curly hair and unnerving brown eyes…
“Is that so.” The Fetch raised her eyebrows, comparatively dark to the golden sheen of her hair as the intruder proclaimed that here and now she was executing the duties of her own work. It didn’t sit well with her, of course; there was no tier of expertise that existed solely to fuck up the transition of a soul. Occasionally, a Reaper had dropped a line regarding ‘demonic forces’ that sometimes lurked to await that split second when the soul passes to inhabit the newly empty vessel, but even a demon would not find it beneficial to prevent the natural occurrence of death.
“Well, I’ll apologize in advance that our tasks clash, but this guy is currently my charge, and I don’t get to leave until I do something about him.” Just as her fingertips very nearly brushed the man’s pale skin, however, the other woman caught her wrist in a vice grip that very near cut off her circulation. “What the hell… What do you think you’re doing!”
There was no point in struggling, because the brunette’s grip was so tight that Julia hadn’t even the room to struggle—and in the end it didn’t matter, because it was too late before it had even begun. Anthony Brennan’s soul, having strived just seconds before to depart from its vessel, suddenly went quiet and acquiesced beneath her palm, returning to the still man’s body and starting his heart once again.
Mouth agape, Julia tore away from the other woman’s grip when her fingers loosened and faced her with a simmering look of anger and incredulity. “The fuck… What the fuck did you do!” She spat, clenching her fists at her sides after she was done rubbing the inside of her wrist. “You just fucked with a soul’s natural transition into the afterlife. You can’t fucking do that! What the hell are you?”
But as soon as the words passed her lips, Julia knew the answer to her own question. “No. No way. You’re not actually…” She didn’t have the aura of a Reaper, but there was no mistaking now that she’d felt the tingle of the other woman’s touch that she had some sort of aura. One that burned with the type of power that she, as a mere Fetch, would never know. Apparently, it had burned a hole in the sleeping (but not dead) man’s quilt, as well, she noted as the smell of singed fibers reached her nostrils.
In spite of the epiphany, however, she tried not to let her astonishment show. She wasn’t about to give this bitch the satisfaction of an over the top reaction, not when she had just royally fucked up her job. “You know what? I don’t even care. But why the hell do you want this guy alive, anyway? Because if you’re gonna start fucking with the natural cycle of life and death, then I’d hope you have a fucking brilliant excuse for it…”
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Of course, she knew the answer to that. Hadriel was not originally designed for the task of maneuvering the human world. That was for her soldiers, her underlings, the ones she had commanded since the beginning of it all. And the truth, cold as it was, remained that she believed herself above such missions; she had been made for the Spheres, and that was precisely where she preferred to stay. But desperate times—and they truly were desperate, particularly for the Areopagites—called for taking measures into her own capable hands, and she was the right—the only—angel for the job.
She was on Earth, as she was in Heaven, more powerful than her subordinates. But still she felt limited, and still she felt as out of place as a diamond on a coal face, surrounded by functional but unpolished pieces of a painfully temporary planet. She could not yet understand her ally Muriel’s ease at which he moved through this foreign territory. But as Anthony’s soul flared white hot in front of her, as the Fetch’s tendons tightened beneath the fury of the angel’s grip, as the dying man’s chest once more began to rise and fall in rhythmic succession, she could almost imagine it—she could almost see the appeal in scrutinizing the environment with a keener gaze.
But something was wrong. Well, perhaps not wrong…it seemed the angel had made yet another too-hasty assumption about the golden-haired Fetch. She relinquished her hold of the Fetch’s arm as soon as the realization struck her, watching the other woman carefully as she released her hold. She was furious, Hadriel could see; that was one emotion she could easily recognize in another. Knitting her own brows together, she swallowed, unflinching at the woman’s elevated voice.
“I did nothing of the kind,” she claimed. Her voice sounded hot and angry when she spoke. “It was you performing the return of the soul. I had nothing to do with that.” She paused, tilting her head as her expression fell. “But I am pleased. You did right, sparing him.”
Hadriel looked down to the oblivious sleeping man and leaned over him, squinting her eyes through the dim light. “We have plans for this man,” she said quietly, purposefully. “The fate of many things rests upon his shoulders. An interruption of a natural cycle is a small price to pay for long-term salvation.”
She moved to the foot of the bed, her eyes watching the oblivious man as he slept. “You know what I am as I know what you are,” she told the Fetch, looking up. “I do not understand how you overcame yourself in order to fulfill my demands, but I am gracious nevertheless. One day God will thank you.”
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No, this woman absolutely had to be lying, for otherwise therein lay the possibility that Julia didn’t know all there was to know about herself or her nature as a Fetch. Her kind did not fuck withthe ebb and flow of a life force; they merely guided it in whatever direction the soul chose. The idea that it was actually up to a third party whether someone lived or died was insane.
“No—okay, whoa, no. Don’t pin this one on me.” Julia held up both her hands, as if she were defending herself against an accusation that was downright heinous, some irredeemable crime that could condemn her to a fate worse than what she already suffered. And, really, was that so far a stretch from the truth? Who could speak to the ramifications of what had just occurred, if it had never actually happened before? What if it was worthy of inciting the wrath of the Reapers?
There was no fucking way Julia was owning this.
“Look, since you obviously aren’t entirely clear on what it is I am, if you really think I’m capable of that… I’m a Fetch. We don’t come equipped to determine whether someone lives or dies, we simply come to mark them for Death to take if the soul reaches for it.” For all this woman was an Angel—if that really was what, in fact, she was--, she was severely lacking in getting her facts straight. “In fact, I’m pretty sure not even the fucking Reapers have that level of authority over a soul, and they’re a rank higher than what I am. So I don’t really give a shit how important this guy is to you or your ‘God’, but you can kindly own up to your own parlor tricks, thank you very much. I won’t be held accountable for this one.”
But what was done, was done, and already the Fetch’s reason for being on the scene had come and gone. She could feel the first signs of the transition, the beginning of a new cycle, not so unlike the telltale symptoms of the end of one. Her fingers tingled and she began to lose sensation all together as her form prepared to return to where from which it had initially been taken. Julia hardly had what little time it required to shoot this interfering Angel an annoyed glare before she found herself outside the tavern once again, surrounded by the night and concrete pavement.
“The hell was that all about…” The Fetch murmured to herself, still rubbing her wrist from where the Angel had grabbed her. For all she was glad to have gained yet another reprieve from her tasks, the uncanny event weighed on her shoulders and continued to plague her mind, for several reasons: one, what sort of butterfly effect would stem from the prevention of a death that was supposed to happen? And, two… If the Angel had been telling the truth, and had not, in fact, been the catalyst of the act, then who had?
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Pondering this for a moment, she furrowed her brow tightly and looked up to meet the woman’s eyes. “I do not understand,” she said, her honesty so genuine that it became childlike, innocent. “Why would I not claim accountability if it was truly mine to take?” It was not a rhetorical question—it was truly a point of incertitude on her part—and yet somehow she did not expect the other woman to answer. Instead, the angel tucked her lower lip behind her teeth and tilted her head to one side, continuing. “You would have been useless to me were I capable on my own of restoring this man’s soul to his body.”
The remark was not meant as an insult; the angel’s utter ignorance in combination with her low expectations from any creature other than those of her own kind only served to intensify the impression she gave of emotionless scoundrel. If the Fetch wanted proof of the angel’s lineage and identity, that should have been plenty enough. Hadriel was as puzzled over the blonde’s newfound power as the woman herself, only the difference between them was that the angel saw no problem in believing what she’d witnessed. This Fetch is different, she thought, her expression brightening with curiosity as she studied her. She could be useful. And as a smile began to creep across her face, the Fetch was gone—fading from the angel’s human sight like a ghost on a foggy shore.
Hadriel narrowed her eyes, a little disappointed that she’d allowed it to get away. She lingered in the room for another moment, running her fingertips over the frayed threads she’d unintentionally scorched in the man’s quilt. She could feel the presence of the man’s soul, but it was changed somehow; it was solid, but its grip anchoring itself to the middle-aged vessel had weakened with its new return. Hadriel draped her hand across the man’s eyes, closing her own before calling it softly forward.
“In nomine Domini,” she whispered, her voice a barely-audible melody. “et cum spiritu tuo, male captus, bene detentus.”
A bright silvery light burst forth beneath her touch, its tendrils escaping the seam of Anthony Brennan’s closed eyelids. Hadriel opened her eyes and gathered the clouds in her hands, its texture simultaneously as cold as a frigid winter breeze and as hot as pure flame. In one swift motion, she ripped the crude necklace from her throat and clasped it tightly between her palms, forcing a small piece of the man’s soul into the confines of its small crystal. “In nomine Domini, et cum spiritu tuo, male captus, bene detentus,” she repeated quickly. The man began to stir.
Shoving the necklace unceremoniously into the pocket of her jeans, she blinked away with a flutter of wings and left behind a man with a partial soul—and a swollen destiny.
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It wasn’t that big a deal; the Angel had done something extraordinary (and why was that so hard to believe? They were, in themselves, extraordinary creatures, as she had recently discovered), and that was the end of it. A man was supposed to die, and he did not die—surely that was not the most breath-taking miracle ever performed in the history of mankind. Julia was a Fetch; her tasks simply included sensing the energy of a struggling soul, and marking it for release if that is what it sought. Dwelling on the tasks and abilities of other various and sundry creatures (unearthly or otherwise) was not her job… So why did it cause her so much bother?
Because the Angel had denied it. Because the Angel had pinned the miracle on her. Because that wasn’t fucking possible, and honestly, didn’t Angels have better things to do than play mind games their subordinates?
It bothered her, and because it bothered her, Julia had to see for herself whether or not the curly-haired woman with unnerving eyes had been completely full of shit, or if there had been some truth to what she’d said. Regardless of the repercussions.
Truth be told, repercussions didn’t particular faze her, though; no one had come after her for Anthony’s Brennan’s prolonged life. Perhaps the Reapers couldn’t even detect a soul stayed at its vessel. Either way, she couldn’t passively accept what had happened with Brennan without getting some answers.
So the Fetch chose to make her attempt worthwhile, and practiced on a child.
The little girl was only seven, and hospitalized and slowly dying of a congenital pulmonary condition that doctors had passed off as a simple case pneumonia, and as a result had not properly treated in the early stages where it could have gone into remission. Her parents sat sadly at her bedside, holding one another as they slept, exhausted from hours of praying and from crying. Their surprise and relief was palpable when little Amie Creaser opened her eyes and took a strained breath, still sick, but no longer beyond hope.
And Julia remained in the room, frozen. Terrified, for a split second, until that terror segued into plain astonishment. “I can’t believe it…”
She couldn’t believe it. Maybe it was a fluke; the child’s soul could have changed its mind at the last minute (it had happened before, countless times; and more often than not in hospitals, where lives were more likely to be saved). “I can’t do that,” she told herself, over and over. “I didn’t just do that. Not for the guy, and not for that kid…”
But she wasn’t sure what to believe anymore, so she tried a second time. An old man was the unknowing participant in this experiment this time around, and when another of Julia’s cycles came to an end and she was pulled from slumber to be summoned to this man’s bedside, she actively concentrated on keeping his fleeing soul at bay. It struggled for a moment, pushing against her hand, before settling back to its place in the elder’s heart. The Fetch had never felt so exhilarated, and so exhausted, watching the chest of a man who, at ninety years old, was supposed to be dead.
“What’s eating you, missy? It’s not even 10PM!” Malachy raised his eyebrows in surprise as his most frequent patron stood up from her stool and made to leave the tavern with only a single shot of vodka warming her veins. “Is everything all right? You know what’s said in here, stays in here, right?”
“I’m just tired, Mal. And… kind of having a bit of an identity crisis.” Dazed and confused (and not even slightly drunk), the blonde Fetch shook her head and slipped the bartender a five dollar tip before leaving the counter. “I’ll be back when my stomach can handle a little more alcohol.”
The evening air was cool on Julia’s skin as she wandered down her favourite, unpopulated back road adjacent to Malachy’s tavern. A good place to collect her thoughts and be free of the noise of the city.
But, unfortunately, not hidden from certain, all-seeing eyes.
The Reaper seized Julia by her long blonde hair before she even had time to draw a breath of surprise, giving it a painful yank that nearly caused her to lose her footing. “How about we cut to the chase.” The man—who looked like any other ordinary man, dressed, and sounded like one—heaved a sigh of bored annoyance. “Julia. How about you confide in an old friend. Three souls in the past week who were destined for the afterlife seem to have gone missing. You do know how important it is to report renegade souls, don’t you? Come on, we’re not that hard on you when you fuck up.”
“Up yours, Kale.” The Fetch hissed. It had to be him, didn’t it… The worst of the worst, and definitely not her friend. “No souls went renegade on my watch, so piss off—”
Julia hardly had time to finish her sentence and catch her weight on her hands and knees before the Reaper, with a spiteful shove, threw her to the ground. When she made to get up, the weight of something heavy and metallic was pressed menacingly between her shoulder blades. “…that’s low, Reaper.” She murmured, barely able to mask the fear in her voice. Yes. Reapers actually had scythes; big, heavy, sharp, fucking scythes that they whipped out of nowhere. They were of no danger to the living, but for renegade souls, they were a sentence worse than death. And for a Fetch, they hurt like all hell. “I don’t even have a weapon.”
“Not my problem. You’re fucking with my job, here, Julia. What are you trying to prove? That you can make a fool of me? Loose soul after soul to watch me have to frantically chase them down?” Kale was no longer attempting to mask the ire in his voice, nor the menace of his heavy blade, which was only the tiniest pressure away from breaking the Fetch’s skin. “I could make you bleed. But I’m going to be nice, and give you the benefit of the doubt to tell me when the souls fled, and where they went. You’ve got three seconds.”
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The roar of heavy interstate traffic provided a seamless background drone to the treble-heavy classic rock hits playing within the walls of the eatery. Hadriel stared through dusty floor-to-ceiling windows at the gravel parking lot, her hands folded in front of her as she watched the passersby. From semi-trucks to compact cars to minivans full of impatient, road-weary families, the vehicles rolled past the diner—some originating in the lot—and made their way to the on-ramp in clouds of yellowish airborne dust. Narrowing her eyes, she did not turn back towards the eatery’s outdated interior until she heard someone slide into the cracked vinyl booth opposite her, the cushion creaking beneath the introduction of sudden weight.
“Hello, Hadriel,” greeted Muriel, smiling.
Hadriel arched a sculpted brow. “You are wearing lenses that obscure your eyes to me,” she stated skeptically. “Do they help you see?”
“No.” The well-dressed man slid them from his face and hooked them in the collar of his shirt. “Their purpose is useless for us. Apparently humans have difficulty operating in bright light.” He unbuttoned his jacket and adjusted his posture, folding his hands to mirror the young woman’s pose.
“Noted,” Hadriel said with a nod. “Muriel, I have not asked you here to share a meal.”
“I would not have thought so.”
“Telepathic communication is too risky down here. Anything could be intercepted by anyone.”
“Sensitive information?” Muriel questioned, his brows rising with curiosity.
She nodded. “I have succeeded in preventing the death of Anthony Brennan.”
Muriel smiled instantly. “And the Fetch? How did you manage with the Fetch?”
“That is the sensitive information. More sensitive than Anthony Brennan, perhaps, now that I have collected a bit of insurance.” At her companion’s inquisitive look, she reached into her shirt and pulled out a pendant on a long chain whose links alternated gold, rose gold, and silver. A specimen of unpolished crystal hung suspended from bronze plating, and even in the bright light of the diner, it undeniably emitted a silvery glow. “Even if the man is marked again, he cannot be reaped with a partial soul,” she said matter-of-factly. “And if he winds up in the wrong hands—”
“They will be stuck without the missing piece,” Muriel finished. “I am, as humans say, impressed. But what of the Fetch? Why is it so…special?”
Hadriel hesitated. “It was only supposed to have the power to mark, and therefore assist in breaking the soul from its vessel. But it did have power, more power. She resisted marking the man at all, and beyond that, she forced his soul back inside. It was not my doing, yet she denied it completely.”
Muriel narrowed his eyes. “Her rank is low.”
“As should be her level of power,” the young woman said, combing her fingers through her tangle of auburn curls. “I think she could be useful to us.”
“Quite useful,” the man agreed. “What will you have me do?”
Hadriel pursed her lips. “You are needed upstairs in my absence. Barachiel and Camael will require your assistance in holding off what the Virtues throw. The Fetch here knows my face—I shall find her and speak with her myself. She was not the most…agreeable. But this is a victory, Muriel.” She wrapped her fingers around the crystal pendant at her breast, its smooth surface both hot and cold at once. “We are advancing.”
Muriel’s gaze, the same fierce red-brown as the young woman’s, flashed delighted menace. He nodded once wordlessly, then slid his tinted glasses back onto his slender nose. In a blink, he was gone, and Hadriel, sporting a very similar expression of wicked excitement, soon followed suit.
As it turned out, tracking down a Fetch was next to impossible.
For Hadriel, it was an incredibly frustrating experience. She could not comprehend how a creature so low in rank could evade her supernatural search. (Of course, it did not occur to her that the deficiency might rest on her head; it was perpetually the subject that was to blame, and this was no different.) It had been several days since their strange encounter at the bedside of Anthony Brennan, and even with the benefit of teleportation she simply could not pinpoint the tricky Fetch’s exact whereabouts.
It wasn’t until she happened upon an out-of-place icy breeze on the avenue that she truly caught the metaphorical scent. It was a cold she’d felt before—one she knew to be associated with death, the same that had lingered in the corners of Brennan’s room and clung to the Fetch’s spiritual being like the smell of smoke in hair or cloth. Halting in her tracks, she turned abruptly on her heel and followed the bizarre sensation, at last rounding the corner on a scene that took her completely aback.
The Fetch—her Fetch— lay crumpled on the sidewalk, a metal scythe pressed between her shoulder blades. The human face of the man who towered above her was twisted into a scowl, but Hadriel could see beyond his worldly flesh to his true features—the hideous visage of a full, furious Reaper. Gaunt, with skin stretched thin and bloodless over protruding bones, his teeth were bared below a flat nose and empty voids of eye sockets. She frowned, stepping forward.
“Silence would be wise,” she called to the Reaper, her chestnut eyes reddening with an angel’s fury as she approached, one step at a time.
For a split second, the Reaper looked confused; how can she see us? But he masked it quickly, expertly. “Oh? Who do you think you are?” Kale laughed, pressing the heavy blade of his scythe harder into the Fetch’s back. “She’ll get what’s coming to her.”
Hadriel smiled humorlessly. When the man looked down, the angel seized the opportunity and leapt forward—which the Reaper was apparently prepared for, because he lifted his monstrous blade effortlessly from the blonde’s back and swung fatally towards Hadriel.
She laughed—the sound surprised even her as it erupted from her throat—and caught the weapon as it fell towards her head. It should have been impossible; the scythe was impossibly weighted, and Kale was easily thrice the young woman’s size. But she carried the momentum nevertheless, dodging as it came down and using its own force to swing back up to slice straight across the Reaper’s chest.
The sound of angry agony that escaped his mouth could have shattered glass. Hadriel threw the scythe away, relishing in the sound it made as it clattered unceremoniously to the pavement where the Fetch lay. She was behind him then, suddenly, and she pressed her palm to the very back of his skull with her nails digging deep into his scalp. Blood (or some semblance of it) gushed warm around her fingertips, and with one strong forward shove of her hand, she smote him.
Bright white light flashed through his eyes and exploded from his mouth, a flash of his true face sparking into view like lightning. As quickly as it appeared, it was gone, and the Reaper’s form crumpled into ash black as ebony.
Hadriel, panting heavily, straightened herself and ran her fingers through her hair. “Fetch,” she called to the young woman, extending a hand. “Are you wounded?”
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The scythe’s blade cut through the back of her shirt and layers of skin like she was made of nothing (and just how close to the truth that was, was truly unnerving…), and the only reason that Julia did not cry out was because her lungs were too busy inhaling a sharp gasp of air at the rush of pain that dizzied her. Mercifully, it was only brief, because in the next moment, a flash of curly auburn hair flashed in her peripheral vision. Movement behind her, quick and purposeful, made her want to turn around, to watch what was happening lest it suddenly involve her, but she didn’t dare move for the pain in her back.
Suddenly, the most unearthly, inhuman cry shook her to her core, and through the curtain of blonde hair that had fallen forward and over her shoulder, a bright light cut through the dark of the evening. And then—silence, but broken all too quickly by the loud clank of something heavy and metallic meeting the pavement.
She couldn’t hear Kale anymore.
The Angel’s question only partially registered in her mind, because there was too much else for it to parse to focus on the stinging ache between her shoulder blades. She was probably bleeding (that fucking weapon of his could cut through iron), but it would heal, and in any case, she couldn’t die; so Fetch forced her spine to straighten, picking herself up slowly but steadily as she turned to face the Angel. Kale was gone…
He’s gone. Actually gone… He won’t bother me again. There were always other Reapers, of course, but Kale had had an ego complex and a vendetta against her (and for no good reason, other than the fact he was an asshole) for as long as she could remember. It was scary, how close she came to thanking this Angel.
But there were other things on her mind, for the time being.
“You again…” Ignoring the other woman’s inquiry all together (along with the biting pain in her back, the source of which probably answered the Angel’s question, anyway), Julia took two solid strides towards the other woman, all conviction. “Look, there are some questions I need you to answer; like, right now, if you don’t mind.” Whether or not she truly minded was a moot point; the Fetch was not about to let her take off without explaining just what the fuck was going on.
Stepping over the discarded scythe (and even that was enough to make her blood run cold), Julia hugged her arms and dug her nails into her sleeves, hating how strangely vulnerable she felt. Had it been anyone else, any other Angelic presence to which she could contribute her rescue, she might not have minded. But this woman had a cockiness about her that did not sit well with the Fetch. It was bad enough that the Reapers so often saw fit to ‘put Fetches in their place’; now she had someone who trumped even them to look down on her, despite that the auburn-haired woman stood a few inches smaller than her.
“What happened with that guy—the last time I saw you, I mean, and his soul… Oh, fuck it. You were right.” The words were bitter on her sharp tongue, but there was no other way to say it, without sounding directly avoidant of owning up to being wrong. “I tried it with two other people… A child and an old man. They were both supposed to die, but I just… It’s like, I blocked it. And I need to know how, and I need to know why, because for all that I know, Fetches are not supposed to be able to do that, and as you can see, it kind of got me into some deep shit with the Reapers.”
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She might have asked the Fetch about the phenomenon had the woman not immediately begun to ask questions, but the angel was easily distracted and the sound soon faded beyond her perception. It was also not the time for such curiosities, she reasoned; although it seemed a perfectly fine opportunity for the angel, the Fetch once again looked angry—or upset—or perhaps more accurately, both. “I will answer your questions to the best of my knowledge, but I guarantee no completeness,” she stated, a little warily. She bit her tongue and waited for the woman’s nervous tirade to end, her gaze straying downward to the discarded scythe on the pavement.
“Of course I was right,” Hadriel affirmed casually, bending down to pick up the elaborately carved weapon the Reaper had left behind. She rose back to her full height, balancing its long staff in both of her palms. “You should have taken credit for your actions from the beginning, but if this sort of thing…” She indicated the blade by holding it up higher. “…is your rank’s consequence for doing so, then I now see why you were so fast to deny your own capabilities.”
The scythe felt strange in her hands; in addition to its heftiness, its metal was frigid to the touch, and it left behind an unpleasant tingling sensation against her fingertips. She nevertheless gripped it tightly, swinging it gently back and forth with the blade pointed to the ground. “This is a curious object,” she murmured under her breath, watching as its razor sharp point hovered dangerously close to her toes. When she looked up again, she met the blonde woman’s gaze and lifted her shoulders in a nonchalant shrug.
“It was not wise to experiment so carelessly,” Hadriel told the Fetch, blinking slowly. “My understanding now is that disruptions are punishable by your superiors. These Reapers are not ones to anger, and I suppose I have done just that by eliminating your attacker so abruptly.” She glanced down to the pile of ebony ash at their feet. “The truth, Fetch, is that I do not know why you are able to block souls from full departure. It is not something I have ever seen.” The angel extended the scythe to the taller woman, arching her brows in offer. “Perhaps you are meant for promotion?” she queried, tilting her head. “Won’t you take this?”
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Truth be told, those sons of bitches made all of their own rules. Occasionally they would track down a renegade soul and do with it what they felt best (and more often than not, they saw fit to condemn it completely), but it wasn’t uncommon knowledge that the earthen plane bored the creatures with scythes. And in their boredom, they often rationalized tormenting and teasing those who they perceived to be ‘beneath’ them—namely, the Fetches. The irony of it all was that this subliminal hierarchy was completely contrived of the Reapers’ attitudes, and the fact that they carried weapons that were only capable of inflicting harm upon those not of true, human flesh and blood.
And what could the Fetches do about it, but try and avoid the scythe bearers as much as possible? They had no weapons, no defense. Their existence was as passive as their transient tasks. They were nobodies, worth nothing. Why souls even required a separate entity to mark them for Death to take made no sense to Julia; but she hadn’t asked for this. Not any of this, and she had stopped trying to understand it all eons ago.
“Consequence has nothing to do with it. Those fuckers look for an excuse to mess with us; if they can’t find one, then they make one up.” The Fetch pursed her lips. “And I wasn’t denying anything. I didn’t know I could do that… how would I! It’s not my job. In fact, it goes against everything that I am supposed to be… What are you doing with that?”
Julia’s heart did doubletime as she watched the angel bend at the waist, slender fingers wrapping around the dark handle of the scythe. The tip was painted red with blood; her blood, and the sight unnerved her so much that her feet, clad in dark leather boots, backed away until the heels met with the side of a brick building. “What are you doing with that?” She all but stammered. The Angel seemed curious about the object, but Julia couldn’t venture to interpret her. The woman’s seeming lack of emotion made her unpredictable, unreadable, and it left the Fetch unsettled.
“I needed to find out for myself,” she argued feebly, blue eyes never leaving the weapon in the Angel’s hands. The bloodied tip glittered a menacing contrast of red and silver in the sickly streetlamps. “I needed to know whether or not you were just bullshitting me… Will you put that thing down already!” Every movement it of the razor-sharp blade made the blonde’s nerves twitch. She feared the scythes almost more than she feared the Reapers themselves(when it came down to details, they were only frightening for their weapons), and despite that Kale had been reduced to a pile of ash at the auburn-haired woman’s feet, Julia was no less unnerved.
And on top of her edginess, any hopes of an explanation were trashed when the Angel proclaimed that she had no enlightening words to make sense of the situation. “What do you mean, you don’t know?” She breathed, dark brows furrowed in disappointment. “You’re a fucking Angel; how can you not know?” It all felt so hopeless; if a being who, Julia assumed, was situated towards the very top of this messed up hierarchy did not have answers for her, then she was even more lost than she’d imagined. “And will you please put that thing down? I don’t want it! That’s myblood on it… I’ll be damned if it gets anywhere near my skin again.” Reaching behind her back, she felt the sticky warm substance through the tear in her shirt; the wound stung, made her feel light in the head, but was no danger to her life. She technically wasn’t alive. “Look, I’ve got to get out of here… preferably somewhere where I can sit down. I’m visible to people until I reach the end of another cycle, and the last thing I need is to be seen as the victim of an attempted murder. How the hell would I explain myself out of that one…”
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But it was not her place to teach it. Her dealings with this Fetch were business and military in nature; her intent was not to meddle in affairs to which she did not belong and held no true authority. She realized, however, that she had inserted herself there nevertheless by smiting the presumptuous Reaper, and had probably drawn unnecessary attention both to herself and the not-so-innocent blonde Fetch. The woman had a point in her fretting that Hadriel could not deny, and as soon as she could sort out what was going on with the woman’s bizarre newfound abilities, she would be gone, her mission complete.
Hadriel rotated the scythe once again so that its long arched blade was facing upward. She ran a small finger along its flat side, trailing her touch through the crimson blood that ran from its sharp edge. “Your blood? You bleed,” she stated in surprise, rubbing her index finger and thumb together before looking up curiously at the Fetch. It was as though the peculiar curly-haired young woman had heard none of the words the Fetch had spoken. “Turn around,” Hadriel instructed curtly, propping the Reaper’s weapon along the side of the building. Without waiting for a prompt or a protest, the angel reached for the blonde’s back, running her finger along the slice in the Fetch’s flesh—and healing it closed in the wake of her touch.
“Now for your request,” she continued plainly, wrapping one hand once again around the scythe and reaching over to the blonde without yet making contact, “we will depart.” With that, she draped her hand on the woman’s shoulder, the world around them—the bar, the gravelly sidewalk, the distant thump of amplified bass—gave way to a diner that was becoming more and more familiar to the creature of Heaven. They sat at her favorite booth along the windows which, in the darkness of early night, reflected the outdated interior like a mirror. Hadriel reached down to secure the scythe on the floor at their feet, the blade facing the wall out of sight.
“Hey, how’d you two sneak in here?” a raspy-voiced waitress demanded, planting a hand on a jutted hip as she paused at their table.
Hadriel wondered briefly if all waitresses were required to adopt that pose—the skittish Janet Swinson had often done the same—and then smiled…unnervingly, if the older woman's reaction was any indicator. “We require the list of your offered dishes,” she told the server, looking to the Fetch.
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If Fetch was a nine-to-five job, the turnover rate would be astronomical.
“Are you nuts?”, were the first words out of Julia’s mouth as the brunette advanced on her, following her request that she turn around. “I’ve had enough otherworldly interference tonight, thanks very much and—hey, the fuck do you think you’re—”
The Angel’s hand was far from cold, but a chill traveled down the length of the blonde woman’s spine. And then, in a fraction of a second, it was gone… and so was the pain.
Reaching over her shoulder, the Fetch experimentally touched her shoulder blade which, just seconds before, had throbbed from the trauma to the skin. The astonishment on her face was palpable when her fingertips came away clean.
“Did… did you actually just…”
But Julia didn’t get the chance to finish her sentence, because the next thing she knew, the Angel’s hand was on her shoulder, and the chill of the evening on the streets gave way to the welcoming warmth of a greasy spoon diner. Teleportation, it seemed, wasn’t anything like winking out of existence at the end of a cycle; no numbness in her body, loss of all sensation, or invisibility to the untrained human eye. She was still very much rooted in her existence, still very much a part of her corporeal body. The Angel had simply taken her… somewhere else.
Julia had been to this diner before. It was far from her favourite haunt, and the food was always mediocre, at best. But it was out of the cold and off of the Reaper-ridden streets, and for that, she was reluctantly grateful to the angel.
“So you really mean to tell me that you’re… an Angel, and you had no idea that Fetches are just as vulnerable as humans when they’re not at the end of a cycle?” She asked right away, keeping her voice on the low, in case of eavesdropping ears. “Just how far removed from the frontlines are you? I mean…”
Apparently the Angel’s ignorance far surpassed the nature of Fetches, the blonde soon discovered, as she requested a menu from the perplexed waitress in what had to be the most roundabout and comical way the Fetch had ever heard. “She’d like a menu,” she clarified, offering a shrug. “She’s from… she isn’t from here. Hey, at least her English is clear.”
The explanation seemed to suffice, as the waitress simply reached over the counter to grab a couple of stained menus before walking away, muttering something unintelligible about ‘this place attracting all of the weirdos’.
“Do yourself a favor and try not to talk to people,” The Fetch offered with a shake of her head. “It’s called a menu. And would it kill you to show some emotion? People will think you’re a sociopath, or something… that smile really doesn’t cut it.” It was possibly the most unsettling thing that Julia had ever seen someone wear on their face. Apart from the smiles of the Reapers… “So. Do you have a name, or are Angels too good for that?”
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When she spoke, it was in response to her new companion but just as easily could have been a continuation of her thoughts. “Emotion is not something angels are familiar with from personal experience,” she said, hooking her fingers on the edge of the table and squinting across at the blonde. “I have been far from your ‘front lines’ until very recently.” The waitress brought by two glasses of water, splashing a little as she placed them hastily in front of the two women. Hadriel bit her tongue, taking the given advice not to speak, and took a sip of the tepid liquid without protest.
“I am Hashmal,” the angel finally said, her red-brown gaze straying back to meet the Fetch’s. “From the Second Sphere of Heaven. It is not our duty to relate amongst humankind, so perhaps that is why I do not understand why an angel would be too good to possess a name.” She looked questioningly to the woman, and realizing she had come up against yet another piece of mortal communication she could not yet interpret, cleared her throat. “I am called Hadriel. I presume you are asking because you wish to present me with your name as well?” Another roundabout way of asking for a name, but naturally the angel found no problem in her decidedly robotic phrasing.
There was power in a name, although it was less a problem for those of Heaven than those of Hell. Demons could be summoned with their true names as an ingredient, and as such they kept their titles well-guarded and close to the vest. Angels, particularly the chosen few depicted so vividly in certain volumes of the Christian Bible, had become desensitized to such magics over the years, and although they were still susceptible to receiving strong prayer, they were generally strong enough to ignore such calls and simply continue on without interference. Hadriel had never had such problems, tucked away in the Second Sphere as she had been; few outside of her angelic garrison knew of her existence, and even fewer knew her name.
When the waitress stopped by—again appearing uncomfortable; she wondered now if it really was as the Fetch suggested and the cause of the server’s anxiety was the angel herself—Hadriel ordered her usual stack of three pancakes and small glass of orange juice.
“Does it bother you that I took the Reaper’s weapon?” the angel asked, pursing her lips. The Fetch was no typical human, or even human at all, really—but it was somewhere to start, and by learning more about this woman Hadriel could better strategize how to win her over and find the source of her unusual power. “What are you feeling now?”
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When the Angel went into talk of ‘heaven’ and ‘spheres’, Julia was almost immediately lost. The brunette was guilty of ignorance regarding anything and everything that happened on earth (from what she could tell, in any case), but on the flip side, the Fetch had no idea what went on upstairs, who was who, who did what. Up until now, she hadn’t really cared. Not until this something from above had decided to interfere in her non-life.
“Not really; I’m asking because I have no idea what to call you, otherwise.” She proclaimed flatly. “No offense, but ‘Angel’ is a little too virtuous, for my liking. So ‘Hadriel’ it is.” A little pretentious, if anyone asked her… But it was something.
The only reason she offered anything in return was because it was of no consequence to her. That, and, well… Being a Fetch was one thing. Being Called a Fetch was something else entirely. It bordered on patronizing, and she didn’t like it. She got enough of that from the Reapers. “I’m Julia. It’s about the only thing I really know about myself.” And even that was debatable. But it was what everyone had called her for as long as she could remember, so it must have come from somewhere.
The Fetch had hardly had time to glance at the menu by the time the waitress returned, wearing a wary and reluctant expression on her pinched face. “Just coffee would be fine,” she said automatically, and that was just fine with the waitress, for it gave her an excuse to retreat back to the kitchens, leaving the odd and unsettling brunette and her blonde friend to their privacy once again.
“Honestly? I couldn’t give two fucks if you killed every Reaper in existence and harvested their scythes for some weird, twisted collection.” At last she replied to the Angel’s question, only when they were no longer in danger of having anyone hear. “I just… I’ve never seen someone do that before. Kill a Reaper and take their weapon. I didn’t think they could… you know. Die.” The very thought gave Julia stirrings of an extra-existential crisis. If Reapers could die, did that mean she could die, as well? “And… Do you really care what I’m feeling right now, or are you just asking because you’ll have no fucking clue unless I tell you?” The stoic expression on Hadriel’s face was all she needed as clarification. It exhausted her to the point where she didn’t even have it in her to shoot another sarcastic comment. “I’m tired. I’m a little freaked out, and I’m really, really fucking confused. But maybe you can remedy that last part.”
Elbows on the table, the Fetch leaned forward, lowering her voice to only a few decibels above a whisper, blue eyes sharp and intrigued. “What the hell are you doing down here? And why the hell did you try to stop me from guiding that guy’s soul to death? It was what it wanted, you know. When a soul wants to go, it wants to go. Who knows what kind of repercussions that poor bastard might suffer, now that he’s up and walking when he should be six feet under—thanks.” The Fetch tried her best to flash the waitress a smile when she sauntered by to hand her her coffee, barely pausing to stand next to their table as she did so. “Anyway, like I was saying… I’m assuming you have one hell of a good reason to be down here, interfering. And since you’ve officially dragged me into it, I’d like to know what those reasons are.”
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She wanted to begin her lessons right then, but if she had learned anything since reuniting with the strange Fetch it was that some things—specifically those having to do with these newfound capabilities—came first. Prioritizing thoughts and actions was different on Earth than it was in Heaven, where the rhythm of existence was far more cut and dry than the myriad possibilities of humankind and their concept of in-between. While she was proud of herself for identifying that quality in her companion, she knew too that even the mystery itself was a touchy subject. With the angel’s apparent lack of tact, she was almost guaranteed to offend—or, at the very least, infuriate. But it was nothing Hadriel couldn’t handle. Not after everything she’d survived in Heaven already.
“Julia,” the angel repeated, avoiding eye contact with the waitress when she brought over a steaming plate of pancakes. Instead, she stared straight ahead at the Fetch called Julia, hardly blinking. “It is a pleasure to meet you,” she said experimentally, nodding once, curtly. “Is that the appropriate response for introductions?” If the look on her companion’s face was any indicator, however, Hadriel could assume she was once again somewhat off-base from normality. Thankfully, she was in good company as far as deviation from the norm went; a Fetch and an angel were two very different creatures, and yet they were more alike to one another than they were to any of the other mortal patrons at the diner.
The angel, waiting for neither an answer nor criticism, cleared her throat instead and systematically began to cut the flapjacks in front of her. Neglecting the carousel of syrup as was (apparently) her preference, she stabbed her fork through the first layer of cake and took a small, thoughtful bite. “It would be unwise to slaughter all the Reapers,” she said as she chewed, her matter-of-fact tone implying that it would be excusable to kill some smaller quantity of the scythe-wielding servants. “But I do not believe Death will miss the one I turned to dust back there. And neither, I presume, will you.” Below the table, she placed her foot on the handle of the weapon she had stolen from the scene. “Most things can die,” she went on, the cryptic nature of her words lost on the young woman as she took a sip of juice. Hadriel looked up, meeting the blonde woman’s gaze expressionlessly. “I can die. I have no doubt you could die as well.”
“Not of natural causes, of course,” she clarified quickly. Her swift delivery could have been misinterpreted as pride by those unfamiliar with an angel’s demeanor. “Angels are notoriously difficult to kill. Your Reapers are also limited in the category of things that can end them. But it can be done, as you’ve seen.”
At the Fetch’s deeper questions, however, she hesitated. Her tone darkened considerably and she leaned forward, lowering her voice. “Heaven is divided,” murmured Hadriel, her eyes suddenly flashing more crimson than brown. “We are at war with one another within our own borders. We received whisperings from the First Sphere—the most divine layer of our kingdom—that a man on Earth held the key to the resolution. Anthony Brennan was that man.” She took another bite, which loaned her an appearance of childish innocence that sharply contradicted the dire truths she spoke. “We need Anthony Brennan on our side. And I am starting to believe we need you, Julia, on our side as well.”
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For all Julia wasn’t human (not quite; not anymore, at least), at least she didn’t have trouble being part of the crowd. She didn’t stand out, which was more than she could say for this heavenly being of questionable intent. Even as she sat there, across from her with a plate full of pancakes on the table and a fucking scythe beneath, upon which she was resting her feet. She was anything but normal… And the fact that she was trying to come across otherwise was about as painfully obvious as a painted rose in a bush of flowers that were naturally red.
Taking a long swig of coffee to calm her nerves, the Fetch raked her fingers through her hair, unconsciously mirroring Hadriel’s casual gesture. “When I said you could kill all of the goddamned Reapers, I was being sardonic,” she sighed, and vaguely wondered why she was bothering to explain any of this at all. It wasn’t as if it mattered; it wasn’t as if it was going to make the Angel any less conspicuous. There were far too many unwritten rules about the human language, an entire unwritten curriculum that Hadriel couldn’t even hope to master; for by the time she had it down pat, the times would have changed, and she would be back to square one. The only reason Julia was fortunate enough not to have fallen victim to that same predicament was for her very nature… The fact that she was stuck among the living and the dying. The Angel couldn’t even begin to understand.
But then, it appeared that there was much that she didn’t understand, either.
“That… really doesn’t sit well with me.” The Fetch admitted, staring into the white swirls of cream in her coffee. “At all. The fact that things like us can die… I mean, aren’t we kind of ‘above’ that?” There was no humour in her grin. “Considering I had to die to become what I am. Most lucky bastards get the benefit of an afterlife, or so I’ve heard. But me? I get to stick around... watch people who used to know me forget about me, even if I’m corporeal half the time. I get to watch people die. I mean, what the hell happens to something that is already fucking dead to begin with?”
But for all the power that this woman before her appeared to wield, she wasn’t certain that Hadriel had the answers that she wanted. Death was, after all, a whole other side of this multifaceted coin called existence. And the Angel seemed far too disconnected from everything that did not concern this heavenly discord of which she spoke…
“Okay… hold up, just a second.” Julia held up her hands, leaning against the padded back of the booth. “So that guy—Brennan, was it? The one who was supposed to be a gonner a week ago, and who you stopped me from marking for death… He’s supposed to be some kind of divine messiah, that’ll help you in this big ol’ clash of the Titans you’ve got going on upstairs?” But the Fetch realized too late that the pop-culture reference was more than likely completely lost on the Angel, so she decided to simply cut to the chase. “Okay, whatever; so shit’s going down, this guy is supposed to help, so you desperately want him on your side. What the hell would you need me for? I mean, in case you haven’t noticed, I’m a fucking Fetch. Bottom of the food chain in the field of work concerning everything that is Death. Even if my newfound… well, ‘trick’, is kind of neat and could possibly come in handy under certain circumstances, what would make you want me to join ‘your side’…What side are you even on? And why would I want to, for that matter?” The Angel could reply with a threat, of course, but she would soon learn that the only way to elicit any sort of cooperation from Julia was to make it clear precisely what was in it for her, in this whole ordeal.
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It presented something of an existential quandary for the Hashmal, who had spent an eternity tucked away, sheltered from the woes and workings of humankind. She was more powerful than this Fetch; why she couldn’t simply belong summoned unwanted questioning. In truth, the disconnect was far wider than the angel had ever realized. And although it was for good reason—she certainly hadn’t needed the interference of mankind, especially of late, and in all likelihood any prior meddling on her part would have ended badly for the opposite party—it was presenting itself now as an issue she could not overcome on her own. It seemed Julia was the answer to a prayer she had never slipped, a question she had neither asked nor thought to ask.
But there was reason for her ignorance aside from her Heavenly life shielded from mortal routines. Angels functioned on hierarchy and adhered to a strict organizational structure, but they were largely solitary creatures by nature (with the exception, of course, of the Lessers). Hadriel was not necessarily pleased to have to rely on a guide or a mentor, but neither was she irritated; her indifference was tied to the immensity of her innate calm, and she couldn’t help but feel some semblance of gratitude that the role of her mentor was to be played by someone as interesting as this hybrid of life and death, of spirit and corporeality. Julia was a specimen to be studied for more than the advice she had to offer.
“We may be above Death in the mortal sense,” Hadriel said thoughtfully, making eye contact with the Fetch with an unfocused, distant gaze. “In our case it is believed by many that we simply stop existing. There is no afterlife for us.” She broke her stare away and sliced through another section of syrupless pancake. “The Reaper I smote is nothing now,” she said, tapping her toe on the scythe beneath the table as if to reassure herself it was there. “We do not possess souls to carry us to an alternate world when our true forms fail.”
She spoke the words in her usual matter-of-fact tone, but the truth of the matter was that she had considered the concept of Death far more often of late. She had hardly given it a moment of thought until the great civil war had begun, when angels at the forefront of the clash had been slaughtered at the celestial blades of their own kind. Angels were loyal until betrayed, and when that trust was shattered there was little to be done to snap the pieces back in place—and those shards became blades against the mutineers, wielded by furious creatures who possessed no real emotion to hold them back against bloodshed.
“Did you have to die to become what you are?” the angel countered, quirking a brow. As ever, her tone was curious, not accusatory. “Tell me, Julia, what do you recall from your previous life?”
At the unrecognized reference, Hadriel tilted her head as she slowly chewed. “Titans?” she repeated, bemused. “I do not see how the Titans have anything to do with this. The ancient beasts have been put to rest for millennia, and…ah.” She pursed her lips, realizing she must have missed something, and silenced herself as the Fetch continued. “We are the on the side of truth, Julia. God has disappeared. There are many of us who refuse to take orders blindly from a force who has gone silent and abandoned his favored creations. For all we know, He could be dead Himself.” The expression in Hadriel’s eyes darkened as she spoke, and the smile she wore now was genuinely wicked. “We call ourselves the Areopagites, after the ancient men of the Unknown God.”
The waitress refilled Julia’s coffee and placed another glass of water in front of Hadriel. The angel paid her no heed. “We could use more allies, however,” she went on, “and I believe it wise to have Death on our side. Particularly someone like you, whatever your rank. You have information, if nothing else, yes?” She stepped on the blade beneath the table with enough force for it to make a soft clatter. "I can protect you from the Reapers, in exchange. As a start."
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“It’s unfair,” she heard herself murmur her thoughts before she could stop them. “I have led people to Death who had never truly deserved to live, if you ask me. They get to pass on, in one way or another… Yet if one of those fucking Reapers were to get one up on me someday, cut me clean in two with their damned scythe, I just stop fucking existing? For all I do for the cycle of Life and Death?” Bringing her coffee to her lips, she muttered into her mug, “A little fuckin’ thankless, if you ask me. You may not have a soul; I don’t know for sure. I know shit all about Angels, just like you know shit all about everything that happens down here. But I’ve got news for you, sister; I am a fucking soul. I’m a soul who didn’t go to Heaven, didn’t go to Hell, and didn’t even decide to wander the world and haunt people out of fucking boredom. I’m a soul who was forced into the work of a Fetch, whether or purpose or by some really freaking unlucky draw…”
And, as if the Angel had completely tuned out the last five minutes of Julia’s one-sided conversation, she dared to ask her if she’d truly had to die to become a Fetch.
“…you’re fucking kidding me, right?” The Fetch was too incredulous to even come across as annoyed, at this point. “Of course I had to fucking die to become what I am. What, do you think Fetches just come from nothing? I don’t know what kind of weird logic rules your Heaven, but down here, on Earth, you don’t get something from nothing. Yes, I was a person once. Yes, I had a life—a real life, not this bullshit half-existence of a Fetch. And, Yes, I had to die to become what I am now.”
Julia’s eyes remained on Hadriel as the waitress passed, topping up her coffee, darkening the beige liquid to a shade just on the lighter side of mocha brown. Maybe it was just the fatigue, or how running into that reaper had sapped her of most of her composure, but the more she talked to this Angel, the more she hurt. Specifically, the more Hadriel asked her to talk about herself, the more she was forced to think about what, most days, she spent a good deal of time and energy repressing. “I don’t remember a fucking thing about being alive.” Swiping a cigarette from the pocket of her (now torn) coat, she cupped her hand around a plastic and lit the stick of tobacco and other noxious chemicals. The calming effect it had on her frayed nerves was almost instantaneous.
“Like I said, all I know is that I have a name, and it’s Julia. I don’t remember being alive; like, really alive, not winking in and out of existence the way I do. But I know that I was… and I also know that I died. Don’t ask me how I know, because I can’t say for sure. Call it intuition.” Rolling her shoulders back, she slumped in her booth, inhaling on the cigarette and exhaling a cloud, and then drawing the cancer stick away from her mouth and tapping it on the side of an ashtray that was in desperate need of being cleaned. “Sometimes I’ll see people… I don’t know, do things, and I feel like it’s about to trigger a memory. But I’m pretty sure it’s just the power of desire; I want to remember having done what they’re doing, but chances are, it never happened. Or, if it did, then the memory is still lost to me.”
Julia stopped there, simply because she didn’t like treading that territory. It wasn’t any of the Angel’s business what she remembered, and in any case, she wasn’t the one who needed to do the talking. That fucking Reaper wouldn’t have come after her, had she not met Hadriel; she’d never have discovered this uncanny power that went against her very nature. This supposedly holy creature was, already, nothing but trouble.
“The side of truth, huh? Whose truth, exactly? A little subjective, if you ask me.” The Fetch snorted, tapping her cigarette on the side of the ashtray again. “I’ll be honest with, I’ve often wondered if there was ever a God at all. He makes the ultimate decisions, right? So if that’s the case, I’ve got Him to blame for forcing me into this line of work.” Wouldn’t it have been ironic that, in her life, she’d been a church goer… “Gone, dead, never there to begin with… It’s all the same thing. And I still don’t know what the fuck you want me for. Your little ‘messiah’ is already saved. But…” Protection from Reapers wasn’t what the Fetch would have called for a price. She was good at avoiding them, most days; they were not problematic, as a rule. “Honestly, I couldn’t give a rat’s ass about the Reapers. You think I can be useful? Fine; your call, not mine. But if you really want me on your side of ‘truth’ so badly…” Julia reached over to extinguish her cigarette in the ash tray. The conversation had suddenly taken too interesting a turn to worry about occupying her hands with the bad habit. “Get me my mortality back. I want a life, Hadriel. Fuck all of that immortality and eternal life shit; I want what everyone else has. I want to live long enough to get old, and be able to look back and feel significant. So; if you can promise me that, then I’ll gladly be at your disposal. Those are my terms, and they’re not up for negotiation.”
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The angel had seen her fair share of celestial battles; she had killed and given orders to kill, organized attacks and defended points important to whatever cause it was she commanded. Heaven, despite the reputation human Christians had assigned it, had not existed in eternal peace. But it was perhaps the closest a world had ever come to harmony, to equilibrium; God had designed it and its inhabitants for continuous, flawless function, and those who interrupted that flow were cast out or punished. Christianity cited the archangel Lucifer as its prime example, but he was not the only one to have disobeyed over the ages. The Fallen were numerous, but never as innumerable as those of Grace.
Hadriel was not programmed to feel fear in any natural sense, but relentless uncertainty had begun to plague her with a discomfort she likened to human worry ever since the Spheres split in two. She did not know how to communicate the significance of their new war to her unexpected companion, nor did she know how to say that the concept of nonexistence bothered her so much—and that was precisely the root of their heavenly feud. If an angel could perish, why couldn’t God? And, more alarmingly, what were the implications of a God who simply vanished without a trace, leaving His kingdoms—all of his kingdoms—to rot in his absence?
“There is a significant difference between God being dead, or gone, or simply never have existing.” The words left her lips before she had planned what to say, and she watched her blonde companion carefully for any sign of a reaction. “Heaven’s very structure is held together by the assumption of God’s existence. His power fuels our Spheres. I have felt Him.” Her voice, though quiet, had become more severe; her bitterness was palpable in the heavy diner air. “God has existed, but He has long since disappeared. Or perhaps He has truly died, I do not know, and I do not know what could kill Him. But Heaven cannot function on a false pretense, and I would rather Fall than serve the mere shadow of His greatness for the sake of tradition. Angels are meant to be followers of God, protectors of Heaven, but we will not stand idle while Creation crumbles in His absence.”
The angel realized she had clenched her fists in her lap, and she forced herself to relax, closing her eyes for a moment to recover. “You can be certain of Death’s existence,” she continued, her tone once again light and neutral. “Even if its aftermath is nothingness. It is a perk I would like to have on my side of the divide. As for your terms,” she drawled, pushing her empty plate to the edge of the table when the waitress stopped by to deliver the check, “my hand will be forced to do nothing, least of all at the command of a Fetch. But I will promise to do everything I can to return your mortality to you when the war is over, and only then. If you make it that long. And if I make it that long.” She blinked slowly, watching as Julia extinguished her smoldering cigarette in the dirty ashtray.
Hadriel, after a long pause, extended her hand across the table. “Do we have a deal?”
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Half-existence was still better than no existence at all. That was the scary part; that there was something she actually preferred less than her very nature.
“You say you felt him; but are you trying to tell me you’ve never actually seen him?” The surprise was more palpable in her voice than Julia had hoped to convey, but what she was learning—those few details between the lines—startled her. “You’re a fucking Angel, and a big shot, at that, and yet you’ve never seen this God that you work for.” Shaking her head, the Fetch raked her fingers through her hair and downed the rest of her coffee, then placing the mug audibly back on the table. “That really doesn’t inspire confidence in me, you know? How’s it any different from the deluded church goers and Bible thumpers down here? Sorry, but my line of work earns a fuckload of pessimism. I’m not sure my blind believe can really stretch that far.”
Something had struck a nerve in the Angel, however; Julia watched as her delicate hands clenched into fists, the set of her jaw tensed, and amber-brown eyes blazing. And, for a split second, the Fetch could almost name something that feared just as much as that lack of existence that accompanied the death of an immortal being. “So you’re all running around up there like a bunch of chickens with your heads cut off,” she said slowly, arching a dark eyebrow that contrasted peculiarly with her light hair. “And this ‘war’ is the only way the lot of you can sort things out. Jeez… And the people here on Earth are considered barbarians?”
The Fetch folded her arms across her chest, sparing a glance beneath the table, where the heavy scythe sat at Hadriel’s feet. Are people going to see that? She wondered quietly, not well versed in the universal laws that governed Reapers. Those creatures were eternally invisible, without even a chance of appearing to a human unless they assumed a physical form (which the older, stronger ones were able to manifest with little effort). But what of their weapons? Could they really make use of the scythe, or would it be too conspicuous?
Snapping out of the thoughtful tangent, Julia returned her attention to Hadriel, meeting the Angel’s unsettling gaze. “I’m not forcing your hand to do anything; I couldn’t if I wanted to.” She wasn’t stupid enough to fail to acknowledge the gap in power between the two of them; Hadriel hardly needed to bargain with her, she expected. In fact, she had a feeling there would be nothing to stop the Angel, should she decide to simply make her do her bidding. The Fetch resolved to tread lightly around this issue, but the Angel wasn’t stupid, either; earning her genuine cooperation would yield far better results than divine manipulation. “We’ll work better together if we get along; I give you what you want, you give me what we want. Simple as that.”
Except that it wasn’t that simple. Because, as Hadriel had implied, there was no guarantee that either of them would see it to the very end. Meaning, not only would she lose her chance at mortality, she would lose the sorry excuse for existence that she already had. The only thing she had going for her. “I’m trusting you to keep your word, is all.” She said, her voice dropping as she reached across the table to clasp the Angel's hand. “If there is even a chance that you can restore my mortal life, then yes—we have a deal. It’s not like I have much else going for me on this plane of existence.” As frightening as the concept of a permanent death was, Julia truly couldn’t say that she had anything of great consequence to lose.
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But God and His power were not the same thing. Over the centuries, the latter had taken the place of any obvious presence of the former—a shadow, an afterglow, an empty shell of what once was, as evidenced by Heaven and Earth’s very existence. The fire remained but the match had burned away at the mercy of its own vigor, consumed by the very flames it had launched from the potential it carried. As much as the Hashmal wanted to believe, it had become apparent since the Divide that Hadriel harbored more capacity than most to question and to doubt, and it was not easy for her to accept what no longer sported evidence. She had not initiated the rebellion, but she had recognized the side she was meant to fight for.
And fight she would. But that was too much to explain, too much to reveal; for the time being, what little this Fetch seemed to know about Hadriel’s kind would have to suffice. To fully explain the reasons and motives behind their war would mean traversing lengthy territory regarding angels and their very nature, none of which she thought Julia was ready to hear. Subconsciously, she reached up and wrapped her fingers around the softly-glowing crystal suspended by a chain around her neck. It was warm and cold at once against her fingers, and the prickly feeling on her skin reminded her of one of her purposes there—that it was inevitable her home conflict should spill over into the mortal realm should she not act quickly.
“There is a rift in the Spheres,” the angel continued, as though it should have been perfectly clear from her previous vague description and any further elaboration was superfluous. “Those who remain faithful to the old ways outnumber those who have recognized an absence of what once we felt so strongly.” She looked down to her empty plate, connecting the remaining crumbs with invisible lines that tracked the movements of her troubled gaze. “I do not expect you to understand just yet. But I believe you will try.”
The curly-haired young woman grasped the Fetch’s hand firmly, meeting Julia’s gaze with a ferocity that was laced with satisfaction. “Your trust is not misplaced,” she told her confidently, her tone boasting a certainty that the angel wasn’t sure she could actually afford. “I am an angel of my word, and I—”
Suddenly, she froze—her hand still clasping the Fetch’s—and her gaze flicked over the blonde’s shoulder to focus on something beyond the bubble of their cracked vinyl booth. She pressed her lips into a flat line and relinquished her grip without shifting her stare, lowering her hand slowly to hook her fingers on the edge of the table. With her other hand, she dipped lower, reaching to bring the scythe at her feet to rest upon her lap. She did not need to say it aloud, but the word escaped her lips nevertheless.
“Reapers,” she whispered, tensing. “Outside. Do not turn around.” The angel at last looked back to the Fetch, extending the heavy scythe to her under the table with one hand. “You must take it.”
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Particularly since, all of a sudden, she was able to tip the scales at the moment of life and death.
Or, maybe it hadn’t been so sudden… On top of the possibility of reconnecting with her mortality, this Angel could have answers for her. If she ever decided to divulge.
It was in that same moment, when their hands met, that uncertainty dampened Julia’s resolve, however. If I live long enough to get the answers I want. “Yeah… I guess we’ll see about that,” she drawled, wishing bitterly that she had something more reassuring than this Angel’s word (which was not reassuring at all) to instill her with the confidence that she was, in fact, trusting the right person.
And, like oxygen to a fire, that lingering doubt very quickly ignited into something dangerously akin to sore regret.
“What?” Eyes fixed on Hadriel, the feisty blonde searched her face in hopes of one, small possibility. “You’re kidding. Tell me that’s a really bad joke.” A pause: “…oh, fuck. You don’t know howto joke.”
As if she required further confirmation to that sinking feeling in her gut, the cold metal of the scythe beneath bumping against her knee sent a jolt cold reality coursing through her veins. The Fetch was on her feet in seconds. “Are you fucking crazy! What the hell do you expect me to do with that thing? I don’t even know if I can lift it!”
Whatever paranormal heart pumped blood through her body killed leapt into her throat. She could practically feel their stares—their, fucking plural—, the reapers just beyond the spotty windows of the old diner…
…which, according to the ticking Felix the Cat clock on the wall across from her, was closing in fifteen minutes. It was only a matter of time, and Reapers had all the time to bide.
“Okay. Okay, no, this is fine.” Julia breathed out, hands clenched into fists on the table as she met Hadriel’s amber gaze. “We’re just sitting ducks here… They won’t do anything. Not right out in the open, when I’m corporeal and people can see me—and not with a fucking Angel around. Come on.”
Breathing deep and slow to calm her fraying nerves (it didn’t work, incidentally), the Fetch did just as Hadriel had advised not to do and turned around, face to face with three Reapers, only a thin pane of glass as a shield.
But glass was no shield, and she might as well have been standing in the same room. That was the logic that pulled Julia’s feet one in front of the other until she was once again surrounded by the cool night air.
And, soon enough, by Reapers. Three of them, two of us… Do Angels count as more than one person in a fight?
“Julia. It’s always you. Why is it always you?” The first Reaper to approach her—and to seize her by the front of her jacket—was another young woman, ironically one smaller and younger in appearance than Julia herself. “Three souls go missing, and it’s on your time. Then, we find one of ours dead, and your blood on the ground. I think you need to tell us what’s going on. We might even decide to let you walk away with just a few broken bones, if you’re quick about it.”
“What? No, that wasn’t me—I mean, not the dead Reaper, just…” The Fetch started to stammer when she realized all too suddenly that she didn’t really have a plan. And that it had been stupid to assume that the Reapers cared about who witnessed the spectacle, when normal mortals would forget all about it the moment they vanished from sight. “Don’t look at me… She’s the one holding the fucking scythe!”
The female Reaper frowned and looked up, her expression taking on that of someone who sucked on a lemon when she laid eyes on Hadriel. “So I see. But that doesn’t make you any less of a problem. Someone was already sent to deal with you, and now he is dead. Why are you always more trouble than you’re worth?” Stretching her neck, the Reaper met her the eyes of her comrades and angled her head in Hadriel’s direction. “You want to go find out just who the hell that bitch thinks she is, carrying around a Reaper’s scythe? I’m a little occupied.”
Julia became up close and personal with the ground for the second time that night, when the Reaper shoved her hard onto the ground. A flash of gunmetal grey sparkled in the street light as the bitch pulled her scythe out of fucking nowhere, as Reapers often did. “Oh, don’t look at me like that. You know how many people give a shit when a Fetch goes missing?” The Reaper smirked and brought the middle finger and thumb of her free hand together to form an O. “Zero. Because you aren’t real to anyone, Jules; you Fetches are a dime a dozen and don’t weigh against your purpose. Send me a postcard, tell me what Death is like for the un-alive.”
The blade came down upon Julia so quickly that she didn’t even have time to let out a scream, didn’t even have time to register the pain…
Wait a second…
No pain. There was no pain, none at all. Not from the scythe that had passed through her without drawing a drop of blood, or from the fall she had just taken. There was no cold night air, and no pressure, no feeling as she sat up, hysterical laughter tearing from lungs that had not been severed.
“What’s wrong, Elizabeth? I thought you wanted to hurt me… Oh, wait, you can’t. Because I’ve reached the end of another fucking cycle. Not so disadvantageous being a nothing, sometimes, is it? Suck on that, baby!”
The last that Julia saw in the yellow light of the street lamps as she was summoned to another departing soul was the Reaper’s angry scowl, and the shock of Hadriel’s curly brunette locks, suddenly right next her.

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The angel’s expressionless regard of her new companion was a false façade, a default look that, though it was not quite neutral, betrayed nothing of the sudden rush beneath her skin. The Hashmal was built for battle and programmed to command, and the flood of human feeling—fear, she imagined, as well as anticipation—on top of her celestial instincts quickened her pulse and brought a flush of excited rose to her pale cheeks.
Julia’s reaction was far more straightforward; fear and dread were spelled out in her eyes the moment Hadriel made her identifying remark. The angel had suspected they might encounter the scythe-wielding creatures again, especially after her own interference; like any proud or loyal species, Reapers undoubtedly harbored the need for vengeance when one of their own was so unexpectedly taken from them—and when their rules were blatantly broken by those of lesser rank. But even if she could relate on some level of principle, Hadriel’s natural inclination was not something she could fight off or deny—and that was to eliminate threat in whatever form it decided to take. She and the Fetch had struck a deal, and part of their agreement had been keeping breath in one another’s lungs.
The angel may not have known the secret to getting back Julia’s mortality, but she knew how to survive. Whether or not the Reapers could detect Hadriel’s identity as an angel, she wasn’t sure, but the Fetch had a point—in full view of the other patrons, with the blonde in her corporeal state, they wouldn’t dare initiate an assault. They would have time to formulate a plan. Hadriel could even take them somewhere else, as much as she would hate to run away. But all of that didn’t matter, it seemed, because as soon as the angel drew a breath to speak, the Fetch was turning around—and suddenly the reflective glass was nothing, and the blonde was stepping into the night as though physical objects possessed no hold.
Hadriel, forgetting about other people in the diner that might witness her spectacle, stood so quickly that the displaced air from her movement sent her empty plate clattering to the scratched linoleum. She held the scythe across her body, its blade angled downward, and watched in stunned silence as Julia boldly began the confrontation. Fool, the angel thought bitterly, standing completely still as she watched the scene playing out beyond the glare in the glass. She narrowed her eyes when the Reapers turned their attention to her, but still she remained where she was—perhaps there would be no need for violence. Perhaps she needed to give Julia more credit.
But the angel couldn’t have been more wrong, and she knew it even as the thought occurred to her—not because she had no faith in Julia, but because she knew better than to presume any semblance of peace from a Reaper. And sure enough, as though it were in slow motion, she watched through a reflection of a paralyzed waitress behind her as the petite female outside raised her scythe to Julia and brought it down like a lightning strike—
—where it met Hadriel’s stolen blade with a screech powerful enough to rattle the windows of the diner, a trail of blue-white sparks exploding from the impact of the icy metal just above the ground. Julia was there only for a moment before she disappeared—their blades having sliced through the air where she once was—and the Hashmal heard her companion’s laughter echoing behind her departure like the ringing after a gunshot.
The female reaper growled her annoyance and then laughed, her chuckles simultaneously grating and melodious, and looked down at the crouching angel with a disdain the Hashmal had never seen outside Heaven. “And who do you think you are?” the Reaper demanded, pressing down harder on the scythe.
Hadriel was at a disadvantage in position so low to the ground, but she held her own, her knuckles white with the effort of countering the Reaper’s force. The angel looked up and smiled nevertheless, her red-brown eyes gleaming like wet crimson blood in the moonlight. “You presume to think I would give my name to something like you?” she said, her voice laced with sweet venom. She could see the woman’s true face behind its innocent human mask.
The Reaper laughed—precisely the response the angel had hoped to coax from her foe—and Hadriel wasted no time in acting upon the momentary distraction. She relinquished the pressure she had been exerting against the Reaper’s weapon, using the sudden forward motion of the Reaper’s blade to propel the back of the angel’s stolen scythe into the woman’s slender ankles. The shriek of pain was precisely as Kale’s had been only hours before, and the woman stumbled to the ground in a fit of agony that caused even her two Reaper cronies to hesitate.
Hadriel was on her feet now, blade gripped tightly in both of her small fists, and she turned to face the two shadowy males as the woman writhed on the ground. “Consider this your warning,” the angel told them, her voice soft and yet thundering as she dropped to her knees at the fallen Reaper’s side. Draping her palm across the woman’s forehead, Hadriel bit her lower lip and exterminated the injured creature, its eyes glowing bright before its body disintegrated into ash. Ignoring the second scythe (what would she need with two cumbersome weapons?), she flashed the remaining Reapers one final look before she vanished, sending the gray dust of their fallen comrade swirling into the night air.
She reappeared, panting, at Julia’s side, somewhere the angel did not recognize. “They will undoubtedly follow,” she whispered, looking around beneath furrowed brows. “Where are we?”
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It had all happened so quickly, like a twisted mosaic of darkness and pain and street lights and yelling and steel and laughter and lightning—
And then it was gone. All of it was gone; the reapers, the Angel, the greasy spoon diner and its near vacant parking lot. Julia brought herself slowly to her feet, the sharp ache of being thrown to the ground for the second time that night shooting through her lower back, eliciting a wince and a gasp as she straightened her spine. For all it hurt, her condition certainly did not hold a flame to the pitiful creature that had apparently summoned her.
The man was young, with blonde hair and an athletic build, all tawny arms, strong-looking legs and flat abdomen. Distant streetlights did not do justice to the natural tan of his complexion, undoubtedly a result of his frequent outdoor pass-times; a hobby that, as it seemed, would lead to his ultimate demise. The bent body of a mountain bike sat, twisted and fully beyond repair, several yards from the athlete’s unconscious form, somewhat mirroring the condition of its unfortunate owner. The young man’s arms and legs did not lie at any angle that would suggest bones broken beyond a fracture, and he might have been considered lucky were it not for the blood that streaked his slack face, trickling from his nose.
“Fatal concussion, huh…” The Fetch mused aloud, her feet carrying her forward, to stand at his side without even thinking about it (the knee-jerk habit had become so engrained in her nature that it was almost as impossible to resist as blinking). Julia had seen death manifest is so many creative and incredible ways that it had become something of a morbid game, guessing at the exact cause that was the catalyst for severing the mortal soul from the immortal body. A single glance upwards showed her the rotted, missing guardrail where his bike had undoubtedly swerved, carrying him down into the brush off the highway overpass. In the gathering darkness of night, he must not have seen estimated the sharpness of the turn he had taken.
Hadriel’s voice startled Julia out of her silent musings such that the Fetch jumped, glancing to her right as the Angel approached. “How did you even find me- you know, nevermind. It probably doesn’t matter.” Something told her that this would take some getting used to, the higher being’s propensity for doing whatever the hell she wanted, going wherever she pleased, with little more difficulty than the use of her own divine willpower. “The Reapers always try to follow, but it’s not like they have a homing device on everywhere that my corporeal cycles end and begin again, so I’m not worried. This guy,” she motioned to the fallen young adult with her foot, “was apparently the one who called me out of my cycle. By the looks of it, we’re just off the highway leading out of the city.” It did occur to her to thank the Angel; although her corporeal form had begun to fade the moment that Elizabeth’s scythe was about to come down on her, Hadriel had blocked it nonetheless, a fail-safe in case her body hadn’t begun to dissipate fast enough. But the reminder that it was all part of the Angel’s own agenda somehow dampened her gratitude, so she decided to currently let it lie, unspoken.
“Looks like he took a bad turn on that fancy bike of his and suffered a fall that he won’t survive. Damn… Not that there’s ever a good way to die, but to die from doing what you love? What a shitty way to go. He’s not even that old.” Already she could feel the pull of his fleeting soul at her left hand, begging her to facilitate its release. There wouldn’t be long to wait; he was dying fast.
But, the Fetch realized with a start that almost made her laugh, he didn’t have to.
Without a word to the Angel, Julia moved to the young athlete’s head, placing her hand above his mop of blood-streaked blonde hair, but she did not bring it down, did not mark him for the passage from life to death. Like she had thrice before, she felt the desperate soul struggle, glowing bright beneath her palm as it sought release, but within moments that warm glow faded, receding, settling back into that sacred space from whence it came. And the young man, almost dead just seconds before, drew a long, congested breath.
“…you know what I don’t understand? Why I can do this, but you can’t. Or won’t.” Julia glanced sidelong at Hadriel, before bending to pick up the cell phone that had flown from the young man’s pocket. “I mean, you’re an Angel, right? Don’t you guys, like… perform miracles, and stuff? Surely it would be within your power to do exactly what I just did.” Dialing a 9 and two 1s on the impeccably undamaged cellular device, her finger paused before pressing send, brows furrowed as she met the Angel’s eyes. “Hey, don’t give me that look. This guy’s like, what—twenty? Surely he’s got more of a right to a second chance at life than your Anthony Brennan did. Heart attacks happen at fifty-five; freak accidents like this shouldn’t happen to twenty-somethings.”
Julia delivered a brief description of the emergency and the location when the operator picked up on the other line, but hung up before the woman could ask her name, or for any more details. All that mattered was that an ambulance would be sent for the guy, and unless further crises arose, she would not be seeing him again until he was very old and in frail health.
“I’m surprised your kind don’t do this more often—if you, in fact, do it at all.” She added, dropping the phone next to the semi-conscious young man. Her fingers were beginning to lose feeling; another cycle was about to begin. Hopefully one that was long enough to let her rest; and Reaper-free. Julia extended her hand to the Angel. “I’m about to transition back; you can come along or find me later. The Reapers have probably already taken off, looking for me; they won't be there when we get back.”
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They were alone, too, another stark contrast to the dirty restaurant on the highway. Even when the diner was slow, it was never truly abandoned; the motel behind its south wall kept a steady flow of patrons at all hours of the day, and even when the trucker lots were vacant, there was always the steady stream of traffic thrumming just beyond the gnarled hedges out front. Here, it was comparatively silent. Hadriel took a moment to listen closely to the cry of cicadas in the treetops above, allowing her eyelids to flutter closed as the breeze ran its invisible fingers through her curly auburn mane.
Julia’s startled question brought her attention back, however, and she shifted her gaze from the Fetch to the crumpled young man lying limply in the underbrush. “You disappeared close enough in proximity to me that I was simply able to follow your trail before it grew cold,” she explained quietly, instinctively lowering her voice in response to the new environment. “You should be thankful you are otherwise so difficult to locate. The female has been taken care of, but I left behind the two men. I imagine they will not be satisfied with your escape. Nor mine.” She tilted her head, studying the blonde carefully, and tried to smile.
The weak expression fell as soon as Julia began to speak about the athletic young man in front of them. As poorly versed in appropriate human behavior as she was, Hadriel instinctively knew that this was a moment for introspection; while she was not trained in the management or guidance of human souls, that breed of respect was deeply engrained in an angel’s psyche. Humans had misconstrued that fact for their own reassurances—using it to explain kindness, even mercy done to their kind—but their interpretation took far too much liberty from the truth of it all. There was a place for good human souls in the afterlife, after all, but it was not the Heaven that Hadriel had anything to do with.
“Miracles are events that humans cannot explain with their logic. Events that perhaps their brains are not equipped to understand,” the angel said leisurely, watching the Fetch as she picked up the man’s cell phone. “I can perform miracles by that definition, yes. I could answer prayers if they were addressed to me as well. But that is not my purpose. It is not my…job.” She paused before murmuring the last word, the syllable feeling strangely inadequate to describe her duties.
“I am not well-versed in the manipulation of human souls,” she went on, looking down to the unconscious man at their feet. “My duties are militant in nature. Being closer to humans, angels of the Third Sphere are better practiced in those matters than we of the Second.” The angel cleared her throat softly, running her thumb along the carved handle of her cumbersome weapon. “Perhaps I could, were I to try. But the soul, I fear, would not recognize my hand as it recognizes yours. What I can do, assuredly…” She trailed off, lowering the scythe to the ground and kneeling before the victim in the grass. “…is heal damage to the flesh.”
She draped her hand across the boy’s forehead and closed her eyes. In hardly more than a moment, she opened them again to find his snapped bones repaired, his scrapes healed over, and his breathing deep but not labored. Hadriel looked up to Julia stoically. “Perhaps it is two means to the same end, your ability and mine,” she commented. The angel rose slowly back to her feet, retrieving the scythe with one hand and gently grasping the Fetch’s outstretched palm with the other. “I would like to accompany you,” she said, the words barely spoken before she felt the beginnings of a departing tug…
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What she hadn’t considered was the bizarre harmony of their conjoined skills. Her influence, as it appeared, was on the soul. She could guide a soul to Death, or coax it back into a human body, but if it had initially been compelled to leave the body because it was damaged beyond repair… That was not something that she could fix. For all she knew, the person might still die soon after, tended by another Fetch (although that seldom occurred; a Fetch was typically assigned to a person for life, for every brush with Death that they suffered). She could not undo what had caused them to die or to nearly die in the first place.
But Hadriel could. Without any effort whatsoever. While the Fetch was suddenly a first responder in the crisis of a life, that barrier between Death and the soul, the Angel could restore the soul’s environment to its optimal conditions. Funny, how—should they choose—their partnership could save and restore so many lives. But that wasn’t on Hadriel’s agenda.
“So answering prayers is below you, huh?” The Fetch did not even attempt to mask the mild disdain from what she read between the Angel’s words. Sparing one more glance at the unconscious young man, she wrapped her fingers around Hadriel’s hand as she (and, vicariously, her divine companion) faded from the scene to return to the parking lot in front of the diner. The beginning of another precious bout of hours where the flesh that Julia wore was real, and the world could see her once again. “Well, as you so eloquently put it before, the likes of me can’t ‘force your hand’ to do anything you don’t want to do. But it might do you good to get a little more in touch with humankind; I mean, what happens up there inevitable affects the people down here, doesn’t it?”
Julia released the Angel’s hand when the streetlights in front of the diner (whose front light was out, and bore a white and red CLOSED sign on its door) flooded the pavement with yellow, and the night air had taken on that faint smell of burnt rubber and gasoline once again. “But me, on the other hand… I mean, I can pretty much stop death, can’t I? There’s got to be a reason for it… So many people aren’t ready to die. That guy back there sure as hell wasn’t. Maybe my duty to those people isn’t to sit back and watch their soul fly away; not when I can fucking save them.”
“You. Both of you.” A booming male voice that Julia did not recognize interrupted the silence of the night like nails down a chalkboard. And, for the third time that night, the Fetch found herself seized by an unwelcome pair of hands. But these hands did not seek to harm her; not right away, at least. Instead, the Reaper shoved her so hard out of the way that she at least had time to break her fall with her hands. “We’ll deal with you later, you little punk. You think we didn’t sense what you just did? You think you’re too fucking good for your role, then we’ll just have to find a way to rectify that. But right now, you’re not our biggest problem.”
“Just what the fuck are you?” The first man’s companion demanded. Julia was discarded and temporarily forgotten as the two of them advanced on Hadriel. “You wield a Reaper’s scythe, but you’re no fucking Reaper. You’ve killed two of us in one night, and you’re glued to this Fetch’s side. Frankly, we wouldn’t give two shits, except that now, not only did murder our pals, you’re getting in the way of our work.”
In no time, the Reaper’s hands were occupied with their own scythes, and they circled the Angel like predators. “You wanna play with scythes? Let us show you how it’s done.”
It was like watching a bad thriller in slow motion, and for the longest time, Julia felt positively frozen in place as soon as she got to her feet. Hadriel was a warrior, that much was clear, but even she could not hold her own against two practiced Reapers out for her blood.
And if Fetches in their corporeal flesh could bleed and be wounded… For all she knew, the same went for Angels. And there would be no self-healing if she was mangled beyond repair.
But it wasn’t until the Fetch heard the distinct clang of metal hitting the ground that she suddenly, helplessly, felt compelled to act. Because in the streetlight, she saw a scythe hit the ground and skid on the pavement with the force with which it had been dropped. And that scythe did not belong to either of the Reapers.
“Fuck…” Julia cursed, drawing a breath as she did what could possibly be considered the stupidest thing in the history of her existence, and she ran directly into the chaos. The Reapers had their backs to the discarded scythe, and were advancing on the Angel, slowly backing her into a corner against the old diner. They didn’t notice when the Fetch picked up the scythe (which was not nearly as heavy as it looked) with shaking hands and gripped its handle so tight that her knuckles turned white.
“Hey, douchebags.” She spat, her voice bolstered by more confidence than she actually felt. “You mind if I say something? I’ve always want to say this to a Reaper.” Julia waited until the men turned their heads, and watched the surprise and confusion register in their faces. It was the most satisfying expressions she had ever witnessed, but not nearly as satisfying as what she did next. “Who’s got the shit end of the stick now? Oh, and fuck. You.”
Brandishing the scythe in a clean arc, Julia swept the heads clean off of their shoulders with the crook of the blade. She didn’t even clue into the victory until she saw their bodies crumple at her feet, leaking a dark substance akin to blood.
Snapping out of her temporary stupor, her wide blue eyes fixed on Hadriel seconds later, relieved to see the Angel still intact. “I take it back,” she said, still gripping the scythe like her life depended on it. “I’m glad you grabbed this when you did. Can we go somewhere Reaper-free, now?”
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Despite the disconnect in information, the mismatched pair was more similar than the angel had initially presumed. It startled Hadriel, too, that their abilities were so contradictory to the nature of their beings. Where it could easily be imagined that an angel of Heaven would be familiar with the soul, it was bizarre to think that the Fetch—the creature associated with Death, with endings, with physical finality—was the one who initiated the trek to the afterlife. Hadriel could heal; she could repair the vessel in which the soul resided, but there was little she could do to reassure the grace-like essence of a whole, complex person. Feeling a sudden pang of inadequacy, the Hashmal tightened her grip on the Fetch’s hand and allowed herself to be pulled away, thankful for the distance between herself and the faint unexpected twinge of insecurity.
Traversing time and space with the Fetch was an entirely different experience than Hadriel’s method of flying (which was really another way of describing divine teleportation). It was more gradual this way, less jarring; the angel took comfort in the familiar surroundings of the diner fading in from the momentary nothingness around them. But something wasn’t right…the air was too cold for the season, and the very wind itself seemed to shiver in the presence of something venomous. She was too distracted by the sensation of uneasiness to process Julia’s words, and before long, they were both being interrupted—by the scythe-wielding beasts that Hadriel had allowed to live.
She immediately placed both hands upon her stolen weapon as the ghastly-faced creatures circled around her, sparing a quick glance to Julia, who had been tossed aside with more force than Hadriel had imagined Reapers capable. Angels could indeed bleed; they could be wounded and damaged and battered in their human bodies, a feat the Hashmal did not doubt their razor-sharp scythes could achieve. But she was better-versed in combat and had power in her palms to smite, and a surrounded angel would be hard-pressed to surrender. Whatever these Reapers wanted from her, she was not willing to give it—and she would sooner die than allow the satisfaction of their victory.
But for all she was a soldier, it was clear that the angel was out of her league with a weapon as foreign to her as a scythe in her small fists. She crouched low, tensing her muscles, and spun in place as the icy vultures circled. Sparks burst forth like frigid fireworks when she parried the first blow with her borrowed blade, and she growled, using the backwards draw as an opportunity to strike. But in the blinding aftermath of the initial explosive impact, she misjudged the distance of the second enemy to her side. He struck quickly as she wound back, knocking the weapon from her hands and sending her small form teetering off-balance.
She fell to her knees on the sharp gravel of the parking lot, rolling lithely to her side and launching herself back to her feet—or so that was her intention, had the first reaper not slammed the staff of his scythe into her left shoulder. The burst of resulting pain was distant for the angel, however, and with lightning-quick reflexes she wrapped both hands around the horizontal handle and shoved upwards with more strength than her tiny form should have been capable of producing. She used the momentum to haul herself to her feet, and she stepped backward slowly as the sneering Reapers rebounded and began once more to advance.
Hadriel reached into the folds of her jacket and drew out a long dagger, the length of its blade catching the glow of the diner’s sickly yellow floodlight. The Reapers’ response was to laugh, and they spun their blades in unison, the curved metal slicing through the wind with audible hisses. She was prepared to spring, but the shriek of blood-curdling agony froze her muscles in place—and she watched, stunned, as their skulls dropped unceremoniously from their severed necks.
For several long moments, the angel did not speak, but simply regarded Julia with what could have been described as shocked gratitude. Slowly, Hadriel replaced her blade inside her coat and stepped forward, looking down at the fallen Reapers expressionlessly. She knelt between their toppled heads, placing her palms on each, turning their corpses to ash without a trace of excess light. The Fetch, it seemed, had done a thorough job.
“Hold on to that,” she instructed hoarsely, nodding to the scythe in the Fetch's hands. She extended a hand to the blonde. “Let’s go.”
And with that, they left the diner—and the gray embers of the fallen Reapers—behind.
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Regardless, it didn’t pay to be brave as a Fetch, even when there was a need. But in the heat of this fight, this third terrible encounter with the very scoundrels that plagued her partial-existence, she realized too quickly that nothing good would come of allowing the Reapers to slay this Angel. Perhaps there’d be consequences; Hadriel was apparently something of a ‘big deal’ (too good to answer prayers, at least), and there was always the possibility of divine retribution taking down these two assholes once and for all. But then all of them would be dead—along with whatever chance Julia had of regaining her mortality, and walking among men as a real person once again.
It was not out of necessity alone that the young woman embraced the surge of courage required to decapitate the Reapers in front of her; Hadriel had saved her more than once, and whether or not the Angel was keeping tabs, the Fetch wished to be in nobody’s debt. But, even so, courage was still a stranger to her. And it dissipated as soon as her divine companion turned the Reapers’ bodies to ash, and as soon as she took a closer look at the scythe in her hands, dripping with the dark blood-substance of the creatures she had felled.
“No—no way, it’s yours. You picked it up, you wanted it. You can keep it.” No sooner did the Angel suggest she keep the scythe that Julia pushed the weapon back into her hands, before wrapping her arms around her middle and speed-walking in the opposite direction of the diner. “I just fucking killed two Reapers… Hadriel, I am going to be in so much shit. It’s bad enough the lot of them are all pissed off because thanks to me, souls destined for death are now going unaccounted for, but now I’ve got their blood on my hands. No offense, but I’m not sure you’re cut out to protect me anymore. And I’m not even sure why you’d want to.”
It had long since gotten late, and if Julia hadn’t been exhausted before, she was now. As the streets finally gave way to the park at the heart of the city, the Fetch made a beeline for the rustic wooden benches, so relieved to sit down that one would think she hadn’t rested in a month. “I really don’t get it. You’re some big shot Angel, and yet you want to enlist my help on your side of this ‘holy war’, or whatever… Don’t you have any friends in your ‘sphere’ that can do what I can do? Or are they all too busy acting important, like you?”
The Fetch snorted and pulled her knees to her chest, staring up at the starless black sky. That was the downside of being in a city; you didn’t even have the luxury of starlight.
“Anyway… I think you’re in over your head. Because now you’re associated with someone who royally pissed off some of the most dangerous semi-existent beings that lurk on this Earth. Believe me when I say the Reapers never have enough renegade souls to chase…” A sad truth, but a truth nonetheless. As little as Julia thought of her own purpose, she couldn’t say she envied the Reapers; must be really fucking boring to not have a steady stream of work. No wonder they were such assholes. “They’ll track me down, eventually. Which means they’ll find you, as well. And—no offense—but you just about got your ass kicked by two of them. Imagined if we’re faced with ten, next time. What then? Somehow, I imagined you’d be able to do more than wield damage with a lesser weapon. Like unleash some unstoppable, divine power, or something… But then, I know shit all about your kind.”
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She did not set off after the woman for several moments. The air still tasted of death; the wind still reeked of what Hadriel could only assume was the blood of the slaughtered Reapers soaked into the gravel. It was brackish and strange, and all at once it was too much. The angel at last picked up her feet and followed the Fetch, weaving her way through the night and the city streets with a long-handled, long-bladed scythe balanced upright on her slender shoulder. It was fortunate that the weapons were invisible to mortal eyes; to see a girl as small and young and wide-eyed as the curly-haired Hashmal striding down the avenue with a blade as huge and ominous would be a scene straight from a mainstream horror flick.
The angel caught up to her unlikely companion at the benches, placing the weapon on the grass before lowering herself to sit next to the Fetch. The adrenaline that had coursed through her human body was finally subsiding, and for a moment she thought she recognized within herself the same exhaustion that was spelled out plainly in Julia’s posture. She sighed, gazing across the expanse of short-cropped green.
“I have many friends in my sphere,” the angel said at last, a deep weariness creeping into her voice that her physical expression was incapable of portraying. “They are holding their ground in Heaven. We can spare only a few soldiers to venture here at a time.” Looking down as if to reassure herself the scythe was still at their feet, she folded her hands in her lap and threw back her shoulders. “We act as important as we are. Surely you understand that.” She shifted her gaze to Julia, her red-brown eyes searching the Fetch’s blues. “Our ranks were clear before the Divide. If we do not maintain that order now that we have broken apart, then there is no hope for peace. And chaos above can only spell chaos below. Perhaps not right away, but eventually. There will be no going back.”
She slid her hands into her pockets and leaned against the wooden bench, ignoring the way the weathered planks dug into her bony spine. “The blade I carry is a valuable weapon,” the angel said, staring back across the city park. “It was forged in the First Sphere and has etched on its blade some very formidable spells…spells that are designed to kill. It will slaughter an angel, it will smite demons, and I am certain it would kill a Reaper. I am more skilled with it than with this”—she nudged the scythe with her toe—“but you are right, there were…other things that I could have done.” She drew a breath to continue, anticipating a demand for explanation before the blonde could ask it. “But it does not differentiate between ranks of Death. It would not have known you from the Reapers, and it would have taken you. We made a deal.”
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“Huh. Pretty sure if the Reapers knew that it was capable of that—and that you were capable of using it—they wouldn’t even think to fuck with you.” She said all the same, not bothering to voice her doubt. “Did it ever occur to you to maybe, like, tell them you’re an angel? They might back down, and then no one has to die.”
Die… Four Reapers had been killed that night. Two by Hadriel’s hand, and two by the Fetch’s. And although they might have deserved it, although they were assholes and Julia really didn’t want anything to do with them, although it had been so dangerously satisfying decapitating those two fuckers with one swing of the scythe… There was no denying that, directly or indirectly, their fates and existences had been changed indefinitely because of her. They were gone; the very essence of them was gone. They would not have another afterlife, another second chance.
Had the really deserved it, though…?
“…what happened to them?” The Fetch turned her attention back to the Angel, brows furrowed contemplatively. “Are all of those Reapers, like… gone for good? What happens to the preternatural when they die?” It wasn’t a question she really expected Hadriel to answer and, in truth, it was not one to which Julia was convinced she really wanted to know the answer. Up until the past evening, she hadn’t been convinced that she or any other semi-existent entity could actually die. Part of her was glad she was now in the know; a stronger part wished she were still ignorant to the fact.
Adjusting her posture on the hard wooden bench, she watched with cautious eyes as the Angel replaced the dangerous blade. It would not have known you from the Reapers, and it would have taken you. If that was true… What the fuck could the thing do? Julia decided she didn’t want to ever find out. She’d find her own scythe, next time, if it came to it. Funny, how self-preservation had never been more important, now that she was no longer technically alive.
Suppressing a yawn, the Fetch raked her fingers through her hair, sorely tempted to ignore the Angel in favor of a few precious hours of dreamless sleep. “Well, I don’t know about you lot that float around in your ‘spheres’, but I’m tired and kind of feel like I’ve been run over by a truck…Hey, what is that, anyway?” The glow near Hadriel’s chest had caught her attention before, piqued her curiosity, and now that fatigue was dimming her judgement, she finally reached for the cord upon which hung a pendant far brighter than she’d anticipated. Her blue eyes were compelled to squint, looking at it directly. What was that inside? A crystal? “Frig. Wouldn’t be hard to find you in a dark place, with this thing… No wonder the fucking Reapers were on us so fast and so frequently.”
Julia let the pendant fall from her fingertips and back against the Angel’s chest before she could react unfavourably, finally letting her lids fall over her tired eyes. “Just in case you happen to have an answer, though I’m not betting on it… Do you know why people like me turn out the way they do? Why some are Reapers, some are Fetches, and some just get to pass on? Is it all just some shitty luck of the draw, or did I royally fuck up when I was alive?” It was a shot; nothing ventured, nothing gained, and it had always been something that the Fetch had wondered. Something for which no one had been able to provide her with an answer. “Though if your ‘Heaven’ is as chaotic as you say it is, and the only alternative is Hell… maybe I’m one of the lucky ones. It’s not so bad down here, I guess. Just…” Lonely, she almost said, before realizing it was none of the Angel’s business. At least it was only lonely half the time; that half when she was an invisible nothing, among the living and the breathing.
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Of course, it was the people, in all their innocence, that were the guiltiest of ignorance; they laughed and walked and joked and talked without the burden of knowledge weighing on their shaking shoulders. Hadriel, watching several pairs stroll across the open green of the city park, wondered what it was like to endure such a blocked existence. Heaven may have been strictly regimented, but Earth was organized into walled-off sections that seemed to defy the natural order of cause and effect. By contrast, Heaven was hyperactive and electric, a world of absolute ubiquity and immediate result—a fight on one plane was sensed by all on each of the others; a deviation in one sphere was instantly felt reverberating across the whole of their contained celestial universe. It would have been impossible for other angels to go on in such a state of blissful ignorance. In Heaven there was nowhere to hide.
The magnitude of her thoughts manifested in a heavy sigh, and she turned back to Julia, crossing one leg over the other. “I don’t believe it wise to broadcast my identity,” she said softly. “As much as I want to believe you are right, I doubt the Reapers would find it suitable to leave me be. Even with a blade like this up my sleeve.” She shrugged, a very human gesture, and wet her lips with her tongue. The Fetch had no business knowing how it worked, she supposed, but the angel continued anyway, finding a small comfort in sharing what she could never explain to another.
“It can be used as a regular dagger,” she went on, “and it will kill angels, demons, anything bound by flesh. But do you see this?” The Hashmal held the handle towards the blonde, angling it so that it caught the light of the nearby street lamp. Etched in the silver were a series of intricate symbols that wrapped around the frosted hilt in a swirl of contrasting shapes and lines. “All I need do is put my own blood on its blade. It can only be done on Earth, as you might guess by the necessity of blood, but once the spell is activated and thrust into the ground, it unleashes the power to smite from a distance. And it spares very little.”
She cleared her throat, tucking the blade back into the folds of her jacket and looking down at the rudimentary scythe in the grass. She didn’t look up again until she felt a tugging on the chain around her neck, and she turned, suddenly face-to-face with the Fetch as the blonde studied the glowing pendant.
The Hashmal hesitated, knowing very well she had every right to refuse an explanation. But they had forged an accord with one another that was built on trust, and that breed of reliance was not born of silence and secrets. “I doubt its light is what attracted the Reapers,” the angel said matter-of-factly. “It’s probably more due to the fact that it is a captured piece of human soul. Anthony Brennan’s soul.” She tried to smile, succeeding only in making herself look especially mischievous. “But whole or not, it would not have made it into the Heaven from whence I came. My Heaven is not the Heaven of souls. They go to the outermost sphere, the Fourth, and angels have very little to do with it. I could not describe it to you because I have never been.”
Hadriel looked to the Fetch with something akin to sympathy. “I’m afraid I can offer you no explanations that would satisfy you or put you at ease,” she said. “That is a question only Death can answer. But it is perhaps something we will learn more about along the way, as you hone your talents. Perhaps it is not such a curse as you believe your position to be.” She lowered her gaze. “You seem fatigued,” the angel commented. “Do you wish to sleep?”
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Clearing her throat, the Fetch tucked her hair behind her ears, her attention deviating from the weapon of divine destruction to the beautiful, albeit eerie, pendant that hung around the Angel’s neck. The most peculiar piece of jewelry she’d seen in a while, and something about it made her intensely uneasy. She discovered just why that was when the Angel ventured to explain.
“Soul. Wait, you took a peace of that guy’s soul? As in, part of him? Part of what he is?” Though having been on the verge of falling asleep just a moment before, Julia was startled awake by the uncanny revelation, spine straightening as she sat upright. “You can’t… you can’t just go and do that, Hadriel. Taking a part of someone’s soul, that… That is some fucked up shit. It’s all they’ve got left of them when they die. I don’t care how little you know about people, but surely to hell you know that.”
The defensive rebuttal was borne of a sympathy to which the Fetch had never really been attuned, towards the dying with which she dealt every day. It was easy to shut out the crying and pleading, a little bit of a pain in the ass to deal with the souls that rebelled, but what Julia had never been able to shake was the permanent nature of the essence that kept human beings alive. Creatures so finite, so fragile, all pushed along like clockwork by a part of them that was so much bigger than they could ever imagine. Admittedly, there were times during the great release, when the soul severed from its host and departed for that other place beyond, that the Fetch found herself in reverent awe at the subtle glow of the essence that only she could see. Good or bad or in-between, there was nothing more pure and more whole than raw lifeforce.
Except, of course, when some asshole of an Angel decides to take part of it, to accommodate their own agenda.
“You realize that poor son of a bitch is probably changed, right? You’ve taken part of who he is. He’s probably a different person, now, and he’s probably going to wonder why he’s going to live out the rest of his life feeling so incomplete.” No, the pendant wasn’t nearly so pretty anymore. Pinching the bridge of her nose to refrain from saying something she might regret, the Fetch stared at the ground, at the head of the scythe in the soil, of the tip of it that was still tarnished black with the blood of four different Reapers. How could so much wrong happen in a period of under twenty-four hours? Bad luck was supposed to be for the living.
“Not to mention, I think it’s exactly what drew the Reapers to us. You know what Reapers do, right? Well, what they’re supposed to do… They’re first responders to deal with renegade souls. So what you’ve got in that jewelry of yours is going to be like a fucking homing beacon to them, and they’re going to keep fucking coming at us… And I am way too tired to deal with this shit.” The Fetch pressed her fingertips to her eyelids and pressed gently to ward off the threat of a headache. “I think I will sleep, if you don’t mind. Just do me a favor and wake me up before I get my ass kicked by any more Reapers. If one more person throws me on the ground, I swear to God—” Julia failed to catch herself, and her words stuck in her throat for fear that she’d offended. That was until she realized the hilarious irony of it all, considering the possibility that there might not be a God, after all. Not anymore. “Or… whatever. Give me fair warning if you decide to smite anything so I can take cover.”
Leaning her head back against the bench, the young woman wrapped her arms around her middle and relaxed her shoulders. Some people might have taken comfort and found it easy to drift off, with an Angel next to them. Those people, apparently, were idiots; and Julia’s sleep, for all she was exhausted, was restless, at best.
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But she could sense anger, or at least discontent, and with the revelation of the true contents of her glowing pendant Hadriel could detect immediate irritation in her new ally. The moral implications of taking a piece of a man’s soul—however small it happened to have been—had been lost on the Hashmal until that moment, and it was still puzzling to her as to why her actions had been problematic. “He is a single soul,” she said in defense of herself, her tone not argumentative but rather genuinely perplexed. “His is one soul against billions of others, against the whole of Heaven and the million angels it contains.” The curly-haired young woman looked up, searching the Fetch’s azure gaze for answers. “If he is changed, it is for the greater good. And the change was meant to be, it was written in his fate.”
Did she really believe that? Subconsciously, she reached up to finger the crystal at her neck. This time she wasn’t so sure of herself. The Fetch had unwittingly put a crack in the angel’s steadfast resolve, and now the hairline fracture was threatening to lengthen its jagged, serpentine path beneath the pressure of new information. Hadriel was a warrior, a commander; she was a fierce creature of the Lord who had risen up to stand her own heavenly ground against an impossible foe, and certainly she had killed in the name of what she believed, but she had never fancied herself a bad person—she was not inherently a malicious beast. Where the binding of Brennan’s soul had seemed a necessary move before, in the aftermath of the Reaper attacks she was not so sure her insurance had been worth the price of the policy.
Nevertheless, what was done was done. Hadriel cleared her throat quietly, tucking the necklace inside the collar of her shirt to rest against her skin. “Perhaps it was foolish,” she admitted, her uncertainty still obvious, “but there is little to be done now. You know as well as I that releasing it will only attract them faster, and I do not believe it will survive long without the remainder of its essence.” Saying it aloud brought an inexplicable lump to the angel’s throat that she couldn’t swallow away. The pendant sat against her sternum like a patch of hot ice, and she did her best to ignore its nagging presence. Perhaps she was experiencing a small degree of what Reapers knew—an itch, a discomfort, a restlessness that suddenly made her all too aware of its proximity to her flesh.
As Julia prepared to sleep, the angel nodded her agreement to stand watch, folding her arms across her chest as the cool night breeze caressed her face. The night wore on in relative harmony, the hours passing uneventfully as the time slipped towards dawn. Hadriel sat still as a statue, unmoving but for the way the wind played with her curls, her eyes trained straight ahead. But as the eastern sky began to brighten, painting the lingering rain clouds above the city skyline a saccharine peach, she felt the cold again—the frigid shift that could only mean one thing.
“Reapers,” Hadriel whispered, nudging Julia sharply with her elbow. “Not far.” She moved to the edge of the park bench, her brown eyes wide as they scanned their surroundings. “We could run before they’ve spotted us,” she suggested, more excited than appropriately frantic, “or we could stay. It’s up to you, Julia.”
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But that did not make him worthless. With all of the souls she guided towards or away from death on a daily basis, it was probably hard to believe that any given Fetch could value life in all of its individual forms. But the truth was that not every dying person she encountered had the same face. None had the same story, the same fate, the same personality… They were all different. And, whether or not anyone (herself included) chose to acknowledge it, they all mattered to someone. No soul ever flew under the radar as being insignificant; no soul was more important than another. They all weighed the same, exactly twenty-one grams of pure, unadulterated energy. How did that not count for quality?
If he is changed, it is for the greater good. And the change was meant to be, it was written in his fate.
And that was where the Fetch called bullshit. This wasn’t that man’s fate, to escape death, only to wander around for another thirty or forty years with a fractured soul. At least, it hadn’t been. Not until a certain divine entity had decided to intervene—and to make Julia have a part in it. It would take more than Angels and Heaven to convince the feisty blonde that there really was such thing as divine predestination. Mankind carved its own destiny; until decisions such as stealing away part of their souls were made without their consent.
Julia was lucky that she didn’t dream, for the disquiet in her mind wouldn’t have painted very pretty pictures in her slumber. Nonetheless, she remained tense and relatively on edge for a good part of the night, only beginning to fall into a deeper, truer state of rest when a sharp jab to her ribs startled her awake with a gasp. “…ugh. Do you mind…?” Through her squinted, sleep-fogged eyes, the Fetch couldn’t make out anything out of the ordinary in the amber light of dawn. It wasn’t until a moment later that the Angel’s belated warning registered in her mind, bringing her fully, startlingly, awake. “Wait, where? How far? How do you know? Oh, fuck all, like hell I’m hanging around here. Come on.”
Staggering to her feet, Julia seized the Angel by the sleeve, perturbed that she wasn’t moving quickly enough, and hurried through the park. “Reapers, already… It’s that fucking necklace of yours, isn’t it? I told you they’d smell it from a mile—”
They appeared out of nowhere, all five of them, scythes already drawn, all at once; literally. No extravagant entrance with music or fire or any heroic poses, but a simple matter of absence, and then presence. Reapers—the Angel had been right—but not the usual assholes that Julia faced on occasion. But that was what worried her the most.
“…you don’t belong here. I’ve never seen you before. ” The Fetch murmured, her feet carrying her backwards until she bumped into Hadriel. “You… you can’t be here, this isn’t your jurisdiction!”
“And your jurisdiction is not denying souls their rightful release.” A tall Reaper stepped forward, one who might have been grandfatherly in appearance, had Julia not known what he was capable of. “Nor is it destroying four of your own city’s Reapers. We’re here to replace what has been displaced; and to stop you, both of you, before your antics throw off the balance of nature any more than you already have.”
The resolve in the Reaper’s voice unsettled Julia, not because of the menace that it already promised, but because it was too assured. Almost to the point of sounding scripted, or planted. “Oh yeah? What gives you the right, anyway?” She challenged, though didn’t dare move far from Hadriel, despite her bitter doubt that the Angel could save both of their asses. “Or rather, who?”
“Right?” The elderly-looking Reaper raised his eyebrows in surprise. “No, it’s not about a right, little Fetch. It’s more about…incentive.”
Before Julia had a chance to further inquire into exactly what ‘incentive’ this asshole was talking about, the sound of advancing feet impelled her to turn, shoulder to shoulder with Hadriel. More Reapers… There were ten of them. Ten fucking Reapers, ten fucking scythes; in a matter of seconds, they had not only been outnumbered, but surrounded.
“If, by some miracle, we manage to get out of this one alive,” she murmured, glancing over her shoulder at the Angel, “you are going to ditch that fucking necklace of yours, or this whole camaraderie is so over.”
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But whatever the method of detection, the fact remained that they were once again being pursued, and Hadriel wasted no time in following her blonde companion’s lead as she leapt to her feet and strode swiftly away from the park bench. We should fly, the angel thought, pursing her lips, but it was already too late—the vultures appeared, ghostlike, in the open expanse of the park. Scythes drawn and glinting dangerously in the early morning light, five Reapers formed a tight arc around the unlikely pair, their faces dark and shadowed as they sneered.
The obvious elder of the group stepped forward, exchanging words with the Fetch that Hadriel hardly paid any attention to. Her gaze focused on each of the man’s cronies in turn, her red-brown glare peering through narrowed eyes and long lashes. She was at the disadvantage, but no one would ever guess as much by her stance, her determination—with an expression as cold and hard as the metal of the scythe in her tight grasp, she was poised and at the ready, her muscles tense as stone. It wasn’t until she registered that she was being addressed that she shifted her attention to the old man, and even then, it was only with an infinitesimal turn of her chin.
“Yes, you,” the man was saying, his voice too smooth, too calculated. “We know all about you. Who you are, who you work for.”
Hadriel bristled. “Then who am I?” she demanded quietly, her lips hardly moving as they formed the words. The elderly Reaper hesitated, and the angel’s eyes narrowed further in an expression that could have been mistaken as a smirk of satisfaction. “I thought so,” she said, her voice hardly louder than a whisper. “A bluff.”
The man threw back his head, his laugh just as ugly and inhuman as the true face behind the wrinkled visage. And that was it, that was all it took to trigger a flurry of activity, an explosion of black movement and frozen air as the Reapers simultaneously converged. Hadriel, not expecting such a synchronized strategy from creatures who had only proven themselves greedy and hasty, threw herself to the ground as the beast closest to her swung its scythe where her neck had been just seconds before. “Julia!” she exclaimed, throwing her own scythe to the unarmed Fetch as she scrambled to her feet, her hands finding the silver blade tucked away in her sleeve.
The two Reapers who faced her laughed, raising their intimidating hooked blades high above their heads, pausing in the position while Hadriel held out her dagger. Without missing a beat, she seized their moment of confounded distraction and lunged forward, striking the first in the heart with her blade—he collapsed immediately into ash at her feet—and swiping the second across the chest and shoulder. He screamed, dropping his weapon as he fell to his knees, and the angel wasted no time in severing his head from his wounded body. Wasting no time in celebrating her victory, the Hashmal spun, catching sight of Julia (who seemed to be holding her own for the time being) before the angel was knocked to the ground from behind.
Had the wind not been knocked from her lungs, she would have swore. Instead, she fell to her knees and rolled to the side before being pushed back to the dirt with a Reaper’s harsh foot. He reached down slowly with the tip of his blade, nicking the tender skin beneath her chin as he hooked the chain around her neck and tugged free the glowing crystal. No, her thoughts screamed, and she tried to right herself, writhing beneath the pressure of the Reaper’s shoe. She watched in horror as he wrapped his long, skeletal fingers around the pendant. A snarl escaped her throat, and she sliced at the creature’s ankle only to be cut short as the blunt end of his scythe collided sharply with her cheekbone. They couldn’t win, she realized, pain shooting through her limbs. There was only one way…
The rest seemed to play out in slow motion—Hadriel brought her dagger not to her assailant, whose skull she could not reach to smite, but rather to her own free hand. She gripped the razor-sharp blade as tightly as she could, coating silver in deep crimson as the edge sliced open her palm. As the Reaper raised his scythe to deliver a fatal blow, the Hashmal cried out, twisting against him before planting the dagger firmly into the soil.
It cut through the earth as though it were warm bread, embedding itself between the blades of grass as though it were the most natural thing in the world. Hadriel released the hilt. A burst of yellow-white light as blinding as a thousand suns exploded outward from the blood-covered silver, sweeping across the dewy lawn to seize the Reapers and render them ash.
She collapsed backwards behind the force of its swift expansion, lying flat on the ground until the last of the Reapers’ cries were silenced from the force of the divine power she had unleashed. When at last she dared move, she sat up slowly, surrounded by a motionless field of gray ash and abandoned scythes—and Julia.
“Are you hurt?” the angel called tentatively, glancing to the blade still embedded in the ground and back again.
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Or, maybe, Julia simply never learned, never reacted quickly enough. Were she to be questioned in this instance, she would have laid blame to the fact that the bastards had been on their way while she was still waking up from the fog of a dreamless sleep. There really was no outrunning them in her experience, not unless she were to reach the end of a cycle (or were the Angel to put her own abilities to use and get them the hell out of danger).
But that was neither here nor there, and the fact remained that they were taken off guard, outnumbered, and shit was going to go down very quickly…
“Hey, look, we wouldn’t have had to fucking kill any of you jerks if you’d stop taking your boredom out on people like me,” The funny thing was, this was the Fetch’s solid effort put forth to be diplomatic and reason with the gaggle of Reapers before them. “You guys do realize that your job isn’t to makes Fetch’s afterlives a living hell, right? Hadriel was only acting on my behalf when she took down Kale and— ”
Too late, and even if it hadn’t been, Julia was no diplomat. The orange dawn-sky glinted on the collection go menacing scythes that were soon airborne with their owners, and the Fetch was certain that she’d have seen her life flash before her eyes (had she been alive to begin with). In the next handful of seconds, the Angel was calling her name. Julia’s hand outstretched to catch the scythe on a kneejerk reaction, before she had time to even realize what she was doing. She didn’t like the thing, the cold piece of jagged metal that had severed her own flesh in the hands of Kale. But now was not the time to contemplate likes and dislikes when she was faced with an eternal death at the hands of these bastards, and she didn’t even have time to call a ‘thank you’ to the Angel over her shoulder before two Reapers were on her, and the scythe was being put to good use.
Or… perhaps not good use, but use all the same. There was something to be said about beginner’s lucky, perhaps, for while only hours ago she had saved Hadriel’s ass and decapitated two Reapers with a single swing, that skill apparently did not generalize to saving her own ass. Two bodies against one, two scythe’s against one, two fighters against someone whose experience with a weapon was so limited it could be counted by minutes. The Fetch appeared to hold her own at first, taking a defensive as opposed to offensive approach, saving her limbs ad body from being nicked and sliced by the merciless blades at the hands of the dark creatures who, as far as she knew, didn’t have to be her enemy.
“You don’t have to do this!” She growled, hardly able to catch a break or even her breath, for that matter. “We’ve done nothing to you, can’t you just—”
Julia’s words were cut short the moment the weight in her fingers gave way, the scythe flying from her hands as the butt of one of the Reaper’s weapons came down hard on her wrist. She could have sworn she felt bone fracture, but that was the least of her worries. Stunned with pain, that was all the opening that the Reaper’s needed to sweep her feet from beneath her. Once again, the Fetch became intimately acquainted with the cold, hard ground. Her wrist aching and throbbing, the wind knocked from her lungs, insult was added to injury as one of the Reapers pinned her to the ground—literally, with the long tip of his scythe, more angular and slightly less curved than the others. The only reason Julia did not scream is because she did not have the breath; not to yell in pain, and not to call for her heavenly companion.
Who, as it appeared, did not appear to be any better off. The both of them were down for the count, and there didn’t appear to be any mans of turning the tables in their favour.
Fuck, Hadriel… The Fetch mouthed, looking on passively as a glint of silver in the Angel’s hands caught her eye. That dagger, the one with the runes, and Hadriel was… She was cutting her own hand?
No…
“Hadriel…” Julia bared her teeth, her voice barely a rasp over the wind. “Hadriel, no, don’t…” It was one thing to be fucked because they were outnumbered and outsmarted by a bunch of Reapers. But ’fucked’ didn’t even begin to cut it if that blade, covered in the Angel’s blood, made contact with the earth…
Too late.
The light came on so fast and so bright that it was physically painful to behold. Exhaling her defeat, Julia squinted her eyes shut, the burning ache in her wrist and the agony in her impaled shoulder falling to the back of her mind as she prepared to wink out of existence completely, hardly sparing a moment to even feel sorry for herself.
Cries all around her, shrieks and yelling and profanity that at one moment was deafening, and in the next, was gone completely. As the light passed over the Reapers, incinerating them on contact, the Fetch held her breath, hoping that the process of being burned to death would be quick. Sure enough, something warm, hot, and potent passed over her body from her head to her toes, but not hot enough to burn, or even to hurt, for that matter. And then, it was all gone, all over, and so were the Reapers.
Silence enveloped the park at dawn, save for the laboured breathing of the Angel and the Fetch. Once again, they were alone. Safe. Alive. But, in Julia’s case… how?
“You tell me.” The blonde called back, still flat on her back with the tip of a scythe keeping her a companion to the soil. With her uninjured hand, the Fetch gingerly reached up, wrapped her fingers around the blunt part of the blade, and pulled. And she cried out, feeling more skin tear as the blade came out the way it had gone in; one agonizing minute later, it fell to the ground with a heavy thud, and she forced herself into a sitting position, accompanied by groans the entire time. “How did… how did you do that? I mean, how did you know that little knife of yours wouldn’t send me to oblivion with the rest of those fuckers?”
The expression on Hadriel’s face was all she needed to glean an answer.
“…no. You’re kidding, right? You’ve got to be fucking kidding me, Hadriel.” Fury alone brought Julia painfully to her feet. Fractured wrist hanging at her side, she pressed her good hand to her injured shoulder, blood immediately pooling between her fingers and from the exit wound on her back, without the soil to absorb it. “You were ready to incinerate me along with the Reapers, weren’t you? You had no idea that I’d still be standing, you… you are un-fucking-believable! What happened to all of this partner bullshit? You team up with someone, you don’t do something that can kill them, you socially-impossible idiot!” So consumed by anger and betrayal was the Fetch that the thought didn’t even occur to her that the fact she was, in fact, still standing, might be something to consider.
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The scythes lay scattered in the open like haphazard markers next to gray-black graves. It was curious how the weapons remained behind when the Reapers bound to them had gone, but the novelty of their survival had worn off for the miffed Hashmal. With a groan escaping her throat, she reached over to pull her dagger from the ground. It had been unwise to assume she could efficiently wield as foreign a weapon as a scythe against creatures who used it instinctively, and yet the one she had stolen from Kale had saved both herself and the Fetch on more than one occasion. Now, though, she would have been content never to see one again.
“Socially-impossible idiot I may be,” Hadriel admitted between ragged breaths, her delicate features twisting into a grimace as she forced herself to her feet, “but I did just rescue us from a horde of Reapers.” She gritted her teeth and pressed one arm across her abdomen, taking one step in Julia’s direction before halting abruptly in her tracks. The woman’s tone—anger, she told herself gingerly—was warning enough that the angel should not approach. “I am programmed for command and leadership in battle,” she said hoarsely, looking away. “I have had millennia to learn that there is no sense in the death of two when a chance remains for one.”
But the truth was, she hadn’t considered that logic in the rush of the moment. She should have; it was part of her nature, her training, her purpose. But all she’d been able to think about was the entrapped soul of Anthony Brennan, the injustice not only in Heaven but the idea that she, a high-ranking Hashmal of the Second Sphere, could be slaughtered by a lowly, sniveling Reaper—it had taken her, possessed her, knocked sense from her calculating mind and forced her to justify her actions solely in hindsight. She would have made the same decision, she realized, but nevertheless it alarmed her the ease in which her instincts had been thwarted.
“Perhaps you’d rather us both be dead?” she posed, bitterness creeping into her tone as she turned back to the Fetch. This time she took several unsteady paces forward, purposely kicking a discarded scythe in her path. The angel bit her tongue and reached out quickly before the blonde could dodge her touch, placing her uncut hand on the Fetch’s slender shoulder to heal the wounds she had suffered—including the fractured wrist.
She decided against following up her question, turning her back towards her companion and sighing heavily once more. Warm blood still oozed from her severed palm, dripping down her curled fingertips and into the grass at her feet. Tentatively, she opened her hand and studied the self-inflicted injury—two deep parallel lines—watching as the crimson liquid pooled and stained her pale skin.
“The dagger is harmful to angels,” Hadriel said quietly, unsure even if the Fetch was listening. She had taken care of the rest of her aches, including a fractured cheek, but the raw cuts throbbed distantly with each beat of her heart. “I cannot heal it, not straight away. It hurts,” she added, surprise creeping into her voice. She looked to Julia questioningly. “Perhaps I should…cover it.”
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Julia exhaled her anger, nostrils flaring as she approached her supposed comrade, whose face wouldn’t know the look of guilt to see it, let alone replicate it. It was difficult to determine the extent to which she felt hurt versus just plain angry. “You know what? I really don’t give a rat’s ass about how you were ‘programmed’, or how long you’ve had on the battlefield. You don’t have an army, not here. It’s not the same, and the same rules don’t apply. Just like all of your other rules and mannerisms don’t exactly apply down here.”
Hadriel’s question finally confirmed her hurt-to-rage ratio. For all the Fetch was quick-tempered and verbally volatile, and was not one with any particular penchant towards violence, she came very near smacking the Angel then and there, flat across the face with the back of her good hand. “As opposed to what? Just me dead? I mean, I’m just a nothing, right? What’s another Fetch? Nevermind my abilities apparently go above and beyond what they should.” Lip curling, she was about to throw more words (and possibly a fist) like stones, when to her surprise, she felt Hadriel’s hand on her shoulder, covering her own bloodstained fingers. A feeling akin to dry ice or searing heat shot through her shoulder, front to back, and then all the way down her arm until it reached the hairline fractures in her wrist. As soon as the feeling was there, it was gone, and in its wake was healed flesh and the absence of pain. Not to mention a distinct dampening of the fire that fueled the Fetch’s outrage.
Julia’s attention was then directed to the clean cuts on the Angel’s palm, nowhere near life-threatening, but bleeding freely. So they do bleed… just like the rest of us. “Of course it’ll fucking hurt: you just sliced your own skin, genius. Maybe you should’ve thought about that before you went slicing your own skin with that thing.” Came her apathetic reply, but contrary to her reaction at face value, the Fetch shed her torn up and bloodstained coat, and tore along its hem over and over, until it was about half the size it was before, and the remainder of it consisted of rough strips of faux-denim in her hand.
Wordlessly, she took the Angel’s hand and pressed a thick wad of fabric against the small lacerations in her palm, before wrapping the remainder of the strips horizontally to keep it in place, and tying it tight (and, perhaps, a little less gently than she could have managed). “Hold that tight; keep your fingers wrapped around it, even if it hurts. You can thank me later.” The last part was added without even attempting to mask the sarcasm, knowing full well that Hadriel probably wouldn’t find reason in her analytical mind to be thankful at all. Someone who justified self-preservation when there was even a hint of possibility that a comrade might not be lost… The Angel was beyond socially-impossible. It might not have been entirely inaccurate to describe her as being heartless.
“And, for the record, Hadriel?” The Fetch had begun to walk on, in hopes of finding somewhere slightly more populated to take refuge, in case witnesses were anything of a deterrent against renegade Reaper activity. “You ask someone to join your cause, it’s kind of common courtesy to have their back. Or, you know, at least consider tactics that might not fucking get them killedwhen faced with adversity. If you’re only concern is your own self-preservation, then I really don’t know what the hell I am doing here.” Only then did the glaring anomaly of the situation occur to her, preventing her from turning her back to the ruthless Angel.
Brow relaxing, she took a pause to consider her question before asking, in case the answer was obvious. It wasn’t. “Why didn’t your little knife trick kill me, anyway? Just the other night, you were saying how you wanted to refrain from using it because the both of us wouldn’t be walking away from it alive.”
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But that routine could be disrupted; the system, despite the angels’ divinity, was nevertheless imperfect. There were spells that could ward away and banish her kind just as there were rituals that could do the same to demons; there were ways to entrap and weaken them with little more than select Enochian syllables and a handful of key ingredients. But perhaps the worst weapon against angel-powered flesh were the creatures’ own Heaven-forged silver blades, which were capable of killing her kind with a single stab through the heart. Hadriel was either tremendously foolish or incredibly courageous for voluntarily wounding her own flesh with its razor edge. Though it took an angel’s blood to activate the magic it contained for self-defense, it was not a cut from which the angel could recover quickly—and the Hashmal was learning firsthand that painful price.
She said nothing as Julia bandaged her wounded hand, pursing her lips tightly together as the pressure of the makeshift gauze caused the parallel slices to sting. Hadriel was not altogether a stranger to pain, but she was so rarely subjected to its nagging discomfort (since her healing was generally instantaneous) that it struck her anew as a curious, and completely unwanted, sensation. She shook her wrist gently as though the gesture would rid the feeling from her severed skin. It only succeeded, of course, in making it hurt worse, and she looked forlornly to the Fetch as though the blonde held the cure.
But, of course, she did not. The angel found only disdain in the woman’s glare, and for the first time she felt a pang of something that might have been remorse. But it passed as quickly as it had welled, and she cleared her throat, watching as the Fetch started to walk away. There would be no use in apologizing; even if the angel was enough in tune with her emotions to mean it, there was very little chance Julia would find Hadriel’s words genuine. It was better, she figured, to remain silent, to traipse after her companion wordlessly and without complaint, to take the scolding and anger with pursed lips and expressionless eyes.
Hadriel caught up to the Fetch when the blonde paused, her bandaged hand still in a tight fist. The sensed that the bleeding had slowed if not stopped, but the fabric at the base of her fingers was stained dark with moist crimson. “The blade will not kill those who have bled on it by choice,” she said, looking up stoically at the taller woman. “I knew I would be spared. I do not know why you survived…” She hesitated, biting her lip. “But for what it is worth, I am very glad that you were spared. I will…consider my actions more carefully next time.” It was the closest thing to regret Hadriel had ever attempted to express, and judging by the Fetch’s face, she had not done well with its conveyance. “But it does present an interesting quandary. I imagine it has something to do with your abilities. You are a Fetch, but it also seems that you are not a Fetch, not by tradition.”
They had started walking again. When they crossed the threshold between the grass and the pavement of the city sidewalk, Hadriel breathed a sigh of relief to have the makeshift graveyard behind them. “Do you have any way of predicting the start and end of your cycles?” she asked.
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Even the Reapers, those bastards with a shoot first, ask questions later attitude, were not void of simple human emotion. In fact, they harboured all too much of it, many gone mad with the power of their scythe and the thrill of the chase when it came to hunting down renegade souls. They felt; they just felt in all the wrong ways.
The exception to the rule, as it appeared, was Angels: not immoral, but amoral creatures of black and white, who only saw the goal, the end, and gave little thought to the means. To say that Hadriel was socially inept was a gross exaggeration of what she lacked; as soon as Julia watched that blood-soaked blade part the green and brown fibres of grass and earth, if she survived, then she would conclude the Angel was downright hopeless.
Perhaps that was why Hadriel’s apology did not resonate in her like it should have. She didn’t miss the look that flickered across her face, but even that look itself appeared to be conflicted, some confused mesh of remorse and surprise and bitter hindsight that somehow made the Angel appear even less genuine than she really was. That rag around her injured hand was more than she deserved for overlooking the Fetch’s life—especially considering that part of their deal had been the restoration of her own mortality.
Really, it was all just very rude.
“Yeah. You do that.” Julia muttered, hugging her now bare arms, with naught but a bloodstained white T-shirt as a shield against the early morning chill since she abandoned her ruined coat back the park. “Here’s a reality check, Hadriel: down here, you’re gonna want to fucking think your actions through. Here, we’ve got things like ethics, and not to mention, if someone is on our side, they are not collateral damage!”
The Fetch breathed deep, exhaling as quick and sharp as she let her anger seep out in tendrils on her breath. But it was gone almost as soon as it was there; it was impossible to be angry at someone who hardly understood what they had done wrong. Like a child breaking a favoured heirloom, bewildered at the raised voices of their parents.
Leaving the park behind them, Julia made for a stretch of red-bricked apartment buildings, coloured more vividly in the maturing sunrise. Racks of clothing long-since dried sat adjacent to one another in front of the two-feet of dead lawn in front of the doors, forgotten since they had been hung, and Julia made a beeline for the swaths of fabric. “What I’d like to know is how long I’ve been apparently deviating from the norm,” the young woman mentioned, grabbing a blue graphic T-shirt that looked like it would fit, along with a still-damp denim jacket that was far less ratty from her other one, before it had been torn to shreds. “None of this starting happening until you showed up. How are we to know you aren’t the catalyst for all of this weird shit? The Reapers, too… They’re messed up, but not so messed up that I get more than ten of them on my ass in a span of twenty-four hours. If you ask me, something’s not right.”
Without bothering to spare a glance for onlookers, Julia pulled her bloodstained white shirt over her head and replaced it with the new short-sleeved tee, accompanied by the jacket (that, as it turned out, was a size too big; but beggars can’t be choosers). For all intents and purposes, it was stealing, but Julia hardly ever saw it that way—because no one ever missed what went missing. Perhaps one of the few perks of being a Fetch, bordering on only a partially-existent plane; just like they forgot that they had ever spoken to her the moment her during the end of a cycle, nobody ever seemed to miss what she took. Convenient, perhaps, but the thrill had died off long ago.
“You realize you’re basically asking me if I know how much time will pass between people dying,” came Julia’s flat reply as she smoothed the wrinkles out of the jacket. “and the answer is no. I never have any idea how long I get to actually have a physical body before I’m called to perform my duty. The shortest cycle has lasted minutes; the longest, an entire day. And I’m not only on call for people who are going to die, but people who might die. So a shitload of false alarms also factor into that. Honestly, it’s worse than being a doctor; at least they get the choice to say no.” Wrinkling her nose at the blood on the Angel’s clothes, she turned back to the rack and pulled another shirt from it before tossing the garment to Hadriel. “Put that on; you’ve got blood on your clothes, and if people can see you, it’s gonna look pretty fucking suspicious.”
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The Fetch was right in one regard, at least; angels were not necessarily immoral beings, but they pointedly lacked the natural morality that seemed innate in the majority of mankind. They had their traditions, they had their orders. They were a species that consisted largely of followers, beings who had no need to question ethics because their obligations were to their superiors. The higher-ranking angels, therefore, had a greater responsibility to uphold honor and goodness and logic on behalf of their underlings, but their positions in the hierarchy did not guarantee their being reasonable. And some, like Hadriel, had simply never been asked to deviate from their black-and-white norms.
Each angel was different, after all. And like humans, some were stronger, more intelligent, more in-tune than others. Hadriel belonged to the group who was smart, quick to act, and absolute—but she was also brutal in both attitude and tactic, and she could be strict to the point of cruelty. Those characteristics seemed apparent now more than ever. The Hashmal had been hidden away in Heaven for so long that she had forgotten how to emote anything else, never having need for other feelings deep within the Second Sphere. Beneath it all she was compassionate, however, and contrary to what the Fetch might think of her now, she was quite loyal to the causes in which she believed—including the beings she loved, and those with whom she allied herself.
She followed the Fetch without a word, letting the other woman’s angry speech ring unanswered in the air between them. They arrived at a tall apartment building constructed of red brick that looked orange in the early morning light, and Hadriel watched as Julia unpinned clothing from the stretched wire in the yard. She pursed her lips. She didn’t know whether to be curious or bitter, whether it was appropriate to maintain the current state between them or to act as if nothing had ever happened. At least, she reasoned, the Fetch was answering her question—that had to be as good a sign as any.
“You cannot predict these…deaths. Or near-deaths. But how are you assigned the souls?” she asked, not accusatory but rather curious. “Is it predetermined, is it random, is it proximity? Surely more people are dying in this world at this very moment than you could possibly mark.”
Robotically, she caught the shirt Julia tossed in her direction and slid her old jacket off her shoulders to land in a puddle at her feet. She slipped off her own blood-stained v-neck and slipped the new shirt over her mass of curls. Another jacket, this one made of corduroy, swung from the line, and she tugged it free while the clothespins spun in protest. Like Julia’s denim coat, this too was much too large for the angel’s tiny frame, but it would have to do. Hadriel had no notion of fashion; she cared only for function.
Tucking her crystal necklace into her new garments, she reached down to the pile of discarded cloth at her feet and fished out her bloodstained blade. She wiped it clean on her old shirt before carefully threading it into the sleeve of her updated attire, careful to avoid slicing the bandage Julia had fastened on her wounded hand.
“Thank you,” she said, although the timing was so bizarre that it was unclear what, exactly, the Hashmal was grateful for. Continuing as though nothing were strange, she asked, “What is it that you normally do between cycles?”
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Perhaps that was the reason why it was too tiring to remain annoyed with her, ludicrous though her questions might be. She knew nothing about Fetches; from where she hailed, she was too important, and earth was not her usual jurisdiction. Being angry over such technicalities was nothing but a waste of time and energy, and while the blonde was not lacking for the former, she did not have an endless supply of the latter.
“You know, I really wish I had these answers.” Julia laughed at the irony of it all. Here she thought pairing up with an Angel would get her some answers to long, long-sought questions; and, instead, Hadriel was parroting the very inquiries that had plagued the Fetch for what felt like eons. If an Angel doesn’t have the answers, then who the hell does? Maybe this absentee God of which she spoke?
Raking her fingers through her hair, she returned to the sidewalk, not bothering to look over her shoulder to see if the Angel followed; she could hear her soft footfalls not far behind. “I wish I could say for sure; hell, I wish I knew for sure. But, when it comes down to it, I don’t know much more than you, sister. So all I can do is guess.
“That said, my best guess is that the answer is both. From what I know, this is my city; I can’t remember ever attending the death or near-death of someone in a place that I don’t recognize. Maybe it's because I died here, too; I can't say for sure. But there are a fuck-tonne of people here, and more death than even I can realistically deal with on a daily basis… I’m not the only Fetch in this city.” Again, it was just a best guess, and all the young woman could do was shrug for emphasis. “If I’m assigned to someone, from what I gather, they’re on my agenda until they finally die. The only time a soul who I was summoned to is ever out of my hands is when they go renegade; at that point, they’re fair game for Reapers.”
Julia wasn’t paying any special attention to where she was going; after multiple ambushes by Reapers the previous evening, she was doing well to put one foot in front of the other. It wasn’t until a familiar tavern came into sight that a spark lit the burnt out wick inside of her, lending some life to her tired face. “You wanna know what I do in-between cycles? Come on, I’ll show you. Don’t prepare to be amazed or anything.”
Picking up her pace, she flashed her heavenly companion a wry smile and pushed on through the city’s slowly awakening streets, all the way to the only tavern in town that opened as early as it closed late, just as good a hub for breakfast as for beer.
The front doors had barely been unlocked for a solid five minutes when Julia stepped inside with Hadriel in tow, grinning at the surprised expression on the owner’s face. “What? I guess I just can’t get enough of your hospitality, Mal.”
“Do you even know what time it is? This is weird, even for you, Jules. I’ve never seen you during morning hours.” The older man shook his head of salt and pepper hair. “Everything all right? Who’s your friend?”
“She’s not—” Julia paused, stopping herself just in time before she made this look even stranger than it already did. After clearing her throat and recollecting her thoughts, she went on, “This is Hadriel. She’s not from around here. We both kind of had a rough time, last night, and you said it’s pretty quiet in here until about 10AM…”
“By all means; you’re both welcome to stay.” Malachy informed them warmly, tossing the dishrag he’d been using to clean the tables over his shoulder. “I hope you’ve got a hankering for coffee, though. We don’t start up with the booze here until noon.”
“A couple of coffees would be great,” The Fetch agreed, taking a seat in the corner, away from the blinding beams of early morning sunlight. “This is where I come between cycles.” Came her reply to the Angel’s most recent question. “It’s… pretty safe, here. It’s been my haunt for the past five years, but… in another five, or so, I’ll probably have to find somewhere else. Mal over there is sharp; he’d get suspicious when suddenly I don’t look as though I have aged in ten years.” Her tone took on an embarrassingly melancholy current as she looked down at scratched tabletop. “I can’t speak for the other Fetches, but basically, this is what I do. Find a place where I can pretend to be real for a while, until reality insists I move on, before I rouse suspicion… Not gonna lie, it isn’t exactly all that ideal, but...hey.”
Something glowing faintly beneath the collar of the Angel's shirt caught Julia's eye, and before she could think twice, the Fetch reached across the table to tug on the cord around Hadriel's neck. "I thought I told you that if we survive, you were going to fucking get rid of this." The Fetch hissed under her breath, eyes wide with paranoia. "If that's what keeps drawing the Reapers to us, then we could be putting people in danger just being here!" Technically, the Reapers' scythes were not designed to tear living human flesh... But everything was going awry, and Julia was not so certain of what she thought she knew, anymore.
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Julia was proving herself to be different. She was not human, Hadriel knew, but she had been once—and, if that were true, it counted quite a lot in the woman’s favor. For any creature conscious of the passage of time, immortality could be daunting; few, if any, emerged completely unscathed from being thrust into the throes of forever, especially when they had once known the prospect of finality. It was a testament to the Fetch’s strength and endurance that she had existed so long in her position without having gone completely mad, having lost all capacity to relate to a world (and life) so dependent on the passing of minutes and hours.
And so the angel was presented with yet another internal quandary, a contradiction whose dissonance was too strong to maintain allegiance with both sides of the realization. It was precisely the Fetch’s humanity—the very substance of which the angel was dubious, the inherent faults of mankind that she had been designed to distrust—that drew Hadriel in, that proved to her that this young woman was far more than the initial impression had revealed. This Fetch had beaten the odds, and more than that, she had agreed to aid in the angel’s quest with her own unique set of skills—all for the hope of returning to the mortal realm. How much of Julia’s success was a direct result of her unusual abilities, Hadriel did not know, but she was in no position to complain; if ignorance was the price, she would be forced to pay it in installments until a better offer came.
And so, it seemed, would the Fetch. Neither of them had the answers, and the questions they voiced only served to frustrate the opposite party with lack of information. Hadriel pursed her lips as the blonde explained herself, listening carefully to responses that were decidedly non-answers, and was surprised to find herself outside the very establishment before which she’d smote Kale, their first Reaper antagonist, when at last she resurfaced from her clouded thoughts. She followed Julia inside, completely ignoring the greetings from Malachy, and silently took a seat when the Fetch selected a table. Had the woman not already been familiar with the angel’s bizarre demeanor, she might have mistaken Hadriel’s expression for a childish pout—which it may as well have been, given her current state of silent discontent.
But that did not stop the Fetch from reaching out to snatch away the glowing crystal around the angel’s neck. The chain, already damaged from the Reaper’s assault, easily gave way to the sudden grip and tug; Hadriel bristled. “What do you propose we do with it, then?” the angel demanded softly, balling her hands into fists in her lap. “A human soul left behind, however small a fragment, poses more danger to innocent lives than if we keep it and protect it. We need to focus on larger matters, and this may be the key to some kind of explanation.” Unsure if she actually believed the words she spoke, she cleared her throat. "Explanations, it seems, are few and far between."
“Oh, come now, Hadriel, surely it’s not as bad as all that.”
The familiar voice startled her, and she turned her head quickly to face its source immediately to her right. Her brows knitted together. “Muriel,” she said quietly, tersely. “What are you doing here?”
“You never checked in per our arranged schedule,” the other angel, dressed entirely too suavely for Julia’s establishment of choice, said casually. He pushed a pair of thick-rimmed spectacles up his nose and tilted his head curiously, suddenly aware of the Fetch’s presence across the table. “Who’s this?” he asked politely.
Hadriel looked more confused now than irritated. “You know who—”
Muriel silenced her with a friendly sidelong look, and he extended his hand to the blonde woman. “Forgive Hadriel,” he said, smiling crookedly. “My name is Muriel, Archangel of the Third Sphere. And you are…?”
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But the more Julia thought about it (which, often she did not, for the sake of her own sanity and preservation of her ego), he was the only one with whom she could have a prolonged conversation, the only person who did not make her trip over her own tongue trying to interpret intentional rudeness from sarcasm. Truth be told, Julia not only did not have friends because she was afraid they would find her out to be something other than mortal (it wasn’t a lie so much as it was an excuse), but because she simply did not trust herself to make them. People were unpredictable, and there was little enough that she was able to predict in her sad partial-existence; it was a burden that she did not need, and a luxury she simply did not trust herself to handle.
That, however, was far too deep an insight than she was willing to share with the Angel across from her at the table. And for all Julia’s faults, Hadriel still paled in comparison as a socially capable creature. Not to mention, interpersonal intelligence wasn’t the only area of expertise in which the Fetch was beginning to suspect her unlikely comrade lacked.
“How the hell am I supposed to answer that? I don’t go around stealing fragments of peoples’ souls.” The blonde argued under her breath, just in time for Malachy to return with a coffee for each of them. Thankfully, the older man hardly spared Julia more than a curious glance before being on his way, and returning to the duties of his establishment.
Turning the pendant over in her hands, she quickly decided it was far too creepy for her liking, and set it down on the table between them, deciding instead to occupy her hands with the mug of hot coffee. “So did it not occur to you, prior to stealing part of that poor sucker’s soul, that it would put a fucking homing beacon on you for the Reapers? No, of course it wouldn’t… you hardly fucking knew about Reapers until about fifty of them did us in last night.” Once again, the irony of this higher being’s ignorance was not lost on the blonde. “How is it ‘dangerous’ to anyone, anyway? And what the hell kind of answers do you think it’s going to provide? Because if you ask me, all it’s done so far is gotten us into some real deep shit…”
And she could have gone on, were in not for the sudden interruption by another presence at the table, who had not been there just seconds ago. Hadriel’s startle response was nothing compared to Julia’s who, unfamiliar as she was with this man in smart spectacles and with a suave haircut, jumped about a foot from her seat and jerked her coffee mug, spilling a third of the hot beverage over the table. “But how did… You weren’t here just…” It occurred to her soon enough that trying to rationalize anything that pertained to Hadriel (this man included, as they appeared to be acquainted) was only a waste of time and energy, so the Fetch exhaled her exhaustion and incredulity and slowly sat back down. The dude certainly had been discreet about his entrance; no one else in the establishment appeared to have noticed.
“Right now? I’m a lot of things, confused, tired and a little be irritated, to name a few. Oh, and I’m a Fetch, though something tells me you’re already aware.” The young woman responded, sarcasm coming as a natural defense to the fact she’d been taken off guard. But this guy—yet another Angel, although she shouldn’t have been surprised—had more of a way with words, gestures and overall affect than did Hadriel. That ought to have earned a little bit of respect; a handshake, at the very least, so she obliged the well-dressed newcomer by accepting his hand, however tentatively. “But if you’re looking for a name, it’s Julia. And since I’m at a total loss, maybe you can convince your friend, here, to ditch this little fragment of human soul she decided to take,” she added in a low-toned whisper. “Because it almost got us—well, at least, me—killed multiple times last night. It’s drawing Reapers out way, and I’ve had about enough of them, thanks very much.”
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The young woman at his side reached up to rake her fingers through her thick mane of curls, her expression unreadable. Hadriel was always pleased to see her angelic companion; Muriel had proven himself a thousand times over a loyal and intelligent ally, perhaps even a friend. But now, in the aftermath of the multiple Reaper attacks, she felt a pang of concern—not for his safety, necessarily, but for the way in which he might perceive the assaults. She had emerged victorious from each battle, it was true, but she had resorted to drastic measures that she could not sweep beneath the metaphorical rug. It was important to her that she have Muriel’s respect. For him to question her logic—or worse, her orders—would be hugely detrimental to the Hashmal’s status, even if only in her own eyes.
“But Hadriel is a creature of very few words, and she is not the most receptive being in Creation,” the light-haired angel continued, reaching over with his arm to drape it over the back of Hadriel’s chair. He pressed a finger into her shoulder gently, but it was obvious the teasing nature of the gesture was completely lost on the inexperienced Hashmal. Muriel looked to Julia. “I would like to know more about you,” he stated simply, ignoring Hadriel’s bemused stare in his peripheral vision. “What I want to know are the things you have not divulged to our mutual friend.”
Hadriel narrowed her eyes in silent understanding. She was proud—perhaps entirely too proud—but at the same time she was unbendingly factual. And the fact was, Muriel had far more experience with humankind than she did, both from careful observation and direct interaction. From her space in the Second Sphere, Hadriel had virtually no contact with the mortal realm if she did not seek it specifically, whereas Muriel had originated far closer. It was one of the many benefits of their comradeship; he could read her shortcomings and make up for them with his strengths, just as the opposite was true. They were inseparable, as close to siblings as was possible for angels of differing Spheres—though it was perhaps difficult to detect on Earth.
“What I mean, Julia,” Muriel went on, “is any little detail you can possibly provide, like your preferred brand of cigarette, or your recurring dreams—you do dream, do you not? But what I am really curious about…” He paused, his gaze straying to the necklace the Fetch had discarded on the table as if seeing it for the first time since his appearance. Reaching out, he took it in his hand and closed his fist around the glowing crystal, his expression falling just enough to indicate his surprise. But even with Julia's prompt, he said nothing about it, even as Hadriel seemed to stiffen at his side.
“What I’m most curious about,” he repeated, momentarily ignoring what he had just clasped in his grip, “is your memory. What memory is your earliest, as a Fetch?” He held out his hand towards the other angel without breaking his gaze from the blonde. Hadriel opened her palm, taking back the fateful necklace and holding it in her lap, out of sight. She had the distinct suspicion that Muriel was unhappy, but without the extreme cues of Julia's anger she had a difficult time confirming any negative emotion from the easygoing archangel.
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“Okay… in case you didn’t understand the first time around,” she began slowly, uneasy under the scrutiny of one of Hadriel’s kind, let alone two. “There are Reapers out to get me. In the past twenty four hours, I am pretty sure I have almost fucking died aboutfour times, and fought off—how many, Hadriel? Ten? More? Does this not mean anything to either of you?” Apparently it didn’t, if their expressions were anything to go by. Come to think of it, short of doing what had to be done (slaying the Reapers with her bright, angelic light, and then by way of that eerie little dagger), the woman with the mane of curls hadn’t reacted much at all on any of the near-death accounts. Hadriel hadn’t feared for her life much more than she had cared for Julia’s, at least during their last encounter, when that dagger was supposed to have killed any living thing within miles of that park.
Reaching for her coffee, the Fetch took a long swig, wincing at the way the hot liquid burned her throat in excess. “Let me make something clear, Muriel; we don’t have a “mutual friend”. She—” Julia angled her head towards Hadriel in emphasis, “very nearly got me killed, thanks to that little knife I’m sure you already know about. What was it about it, Hadriel? It’s supposed to basically kill anything that’s not an Angel when you ram it into the ground?” No, she was far from letting that go, and would probably perseverate on it for days to come; nevermind that the Angel had saved her life more than once. In Julia’s mind, that didn’t count when Hadriel continually put her in danger.
But that, she realized, was more than Muriel deserved to know; particularly that she survived some angelic smiting that should not have left her standing. She didn’t trust him; she didn’t have a reason to. The only reason she was at all invested in Hadriel and her cause was for the promise that, when this madness had resolved, she would be reunited with her mortality. Were that possibility not on the table, she have turned away from the very beginning. Just because she was an anomaly as far as Fetches went did not give these celestial beings leave to fucking study her. And if this Muriel thought for one moment that his slightly more personable demeanor would convince her to open up, he was wrong.
“I’m not… there isn’t anything about me to know.” She sighed, overtired and irate. “And there sure as hell isn’t anything special about my brand of cigarettes or any other ridiculous detail you’re looking for. I’m a Fetch; I get summoned when people die. For the rest of the time, I’m in and out of reality, depending on where I am in any given cycle. And I really don’t understand what Ihave to do with this war you’re both involved in, because let me tell you, there was nothing weird about me or my existence until your friend here forced her way into it. And now, suddenly, I’m able to keep souls at bay and ‘save lives’; maybe Hadriel is the one you should be looking at, not me. And, for the record, I don’t dream.”
That last bit was, however, only a half truth. As far as the blonde knew, she dreamed just like everyone else, but it was memory of her dreams that evaded her; she couldn’t remember the last time anything from a dream had ever occurred to her during the day. At the odd time, a snippet of something—an image, a thought—would force its way to the front of her mind, only to fizzle out before she was able to properly process it. But if she couldn’t remember, then it only stood to reason (in her mind, anyway) that it couldn’t be too important to begin with.
“…memory? Are you serious?” Julia put down her coffee before she feared she’d feel inclined to throw it. “What is it with you Angels not knowing a fucking thing about anything beneath you? I’m a Fetch; I don’t have an earliest memory. As far as I know, somewhere along the line, I died, and this is what I became. I don’t remember being alive, or dying, or the first soul I guided to death; hell, the name I died with might not even be 'Julia'; it's just something I've always been called. I feel like I’ve always been what I am now…” Her voice trailed off, then, knowing full well that she hadn’t always been this meager half-existing entity. She’d been mortal, once, and Hadriel was going to help her regain that. But just trying to imagine what it had been like, that time before she'd been condemned to this half-existence... The Fetch furrowed her brow and pinched the bridge of her nose. It gave her a headache just thinking about it, sharp pains behind her eyes, so she stopped trying. “Seriously, though, don’t you guys have bigger fish to fry than picking my brain for answers I don’t have? I don’t even see how you think I can help, at all... Not unless you've got a hell of a lot more dying people who you don't want dead.” And even then, she didn't feel that her uncanny ability to force a dying person's soul to stay put wasn't something that Hadriel or her kind couldn't do, given their superiority in the celestial hierarchy.
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But what he possessed in more advanced social skills he lacked in battle experience, and that was where Hadriel had him bested. He might have had a point in cutting straight to the personal chase, but the facts were precisely as the Fetch spelled out—the two women had been attacked more than once in the past twenty-four hours by creatures whose numbers only seemed to multiply, and the only reason they had survived was because of Hadriel’s dagger. Even that had posed a great risk—one that the curly-haired angel had recklessly been willing to take—and it was only by very strange happenstance that the both of them had emerged relatively unscathed.
“It’s important to know what she remembers, even if they aren’t human memories,” Muriel insisted, looking naively surprised when not only Julia protested his prodding, but Hadriel as well. He could feel her cold stare at his side, and he resisted turning to meet it until he could tolerate the sidelong attention no more. “Hadriel, you cannot pretend to know what I am getting at with this,” he said, his tone suddenly as stonily matter-of-fact as the angel’s he addressed.
The young woman quirked a brow. “I will not presume to understand your motive behind this interrogation,” she admitted, tone icy. She rested her feet on the scythe’s staff beneath the table, drawing her posture a little taller in her seat. That small change in stature was enough to humble Muriel, who suddenly seemed to shrink; in an unspoken exchange, she had established her superior rank and momentarily pulled the focus from his line of questions to her own line of concerns. “The Fetch—Julia,” she corrected quickly, “is right to be wary. We have been targeted by Reapers who are relentless in their pursuit.” Pursing her lips, she reached into her sleeve and drew out the long dagger, placing it parallel to the table’s edge and nudging it towards Muriel.
His eyes narrowed. “So it is true,” he said, neither critical nor celebratory.
Hadriel nodded once, then opened her injured palm. Clad in Julia’s stained makeshift bandage, the pain radiating from her wound had thankfully dulled, but the cloth was still damp with fresh crimson blood. “We do not know why Julia was spared in the blast,” she went on, returning the dagger to her jacket and taking a nonchalant sip of her steaming coffee. “But in combination with her ability to manipulate the destiny of souls, I believe her significance is far greater than she might think, even if we do not yet understand her role. And there is a great and powerful connection between a human soul and Heaven.” She looked to Julia. “They may not reside within our Spheres, but they are a part of it nevertheless. And you, by nature, are part of that cycle. That is perhaps why the Reapers are so desperate to recover this piece.” She opened her uninjured hand and allowed the necklace to fall unceremoniously on the table. “It is too powerful to have loose. And you are too powerful to have loose.”
Muriel nodded, but he looked skeptical. “Do you think it wise to hold on to the necklace when it does nothing but summon enemies?” he asked, shifting his gaze to the blonde Fetch before studying the glowing crystal between them. “It may hold power, but it is not power that can be utilized for our purpose. Or any purpose, really, other than its own.”
Hadriel gestured to the young woman across the table. “It is as Julia has told me,” she proclaimed, not without a hint of pride. “It is not about power, it is about balance. I believe this stray energy has upset this balance, which in turn tips off the Reapers. Julia has also seen fit to use her abilities on other occasions, which has likely angered them as well.” The angel’s voice contained no trace of accusation. Facts, pure and simple, were what fell from her lips, and Muriel couldn’t help but find amusement in her delivery. He looked to their companion, who seemed, as ever, far from charmed.
Hadriel, oblivious, tilted her head curiously to one side as she addressed Julia. “Do you truly think the Reapers would leave us be were we to surrender the pendant?”
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Although the barrage of complicated questions came to an abrupt halt, as the two Angels spoke amongst one another, their open conversation that blatantly and shamelessly concerned Julia did nothing to temper her early-morning ire. The only thing worse than being subject to an impromptu interrogation was to turn their backs to her (and not even that much; physically doing so might have been more polite) and speak as if she wasn’t there. As if she wasn’t privy to a single word they were saying. Perhaps they had nothing to hide (which, in a way, should have been reassuring), but this wasn’t exactly what she had in mind for passing her precious moments as a fully corporeal being on this early morning.
“Do you mind?” She said at last, tense fingers gripping the ceramic mug of coffee in front of her. “Am I so close to the end of this cycle that even you two can’t see me anymore? Because if you’re going to talk about me like I’m not sitting right in front of both of you, then you might as well go fly off to your war room and do your planning there.”
But they weren’t listening, their attention having fully shifted to one another now, in a debate that was as silent as it was vocal. “Hadriel, you cannot pretend to know what I am getting at with this,” the newcomer was saying, with his partner promptly agreeing. That they didn’t even appear to be on the same wavelength as far as planning went did not exactly inspire confidence in the Fetch, especially not where it concerned her.
Nevertheless, Hadriel at least had the decency to acknowledge the startling number of Reaper attacks to which the two of them had been subject in the past twenty-four hours. It was far from enough to make the Fetch feel Validated, but at least she was no longer excluded from the conversation by some invisible wall that divided a third of the table. “Wait… what exactly is that supposed to mean? That I’m too ‘dangerous’ to be loose? The hell do you think you’re gonna do, put me on a fucking leash?” Julia furrowed her eyebrows, looking accusingly from Hadriel to Muriel and back again, silently faring them to confirm. “Because from what I’ve seen, the only ‘danger’ I am to anyone is myself, right now. I didn’t see anyone else almost about to get wiped out by about ten different Reapers lately.”
But it wasn’t all as one-sided as the Fetch tried to make it out to be, of that she was reminded by Hadriel’s words, and a mildly amused glance from Muriel. Colour blossomed faintly in her pale cheeks, and she offered a simple shrug in response. “All right—all right, yes. So I’ve been experimenting a little; can you blame me? You didn’t seem to have any answers for why I can do what I can, which goes against the entire nature of what I am.” She raised an eyebrow pointedly at Hadriel, but her expression was defeated. “Kale came after me because he detected some souls pegged for death had not completed their journey; I should have realized the Reapers might be sensitive to that. And, hell, knowing that, maybe I shouldn’t have saved that bike-accident kid off the highway. But, if you recall, the next couple of those bastards attacked out of vengeance because you killed Kale. Taken that far, I’d say we’re equally responsible. But…”
Julia’s gaze returned to the faint glow of the pendant, and she pursed her lips contemplatively. “I feel like there’s more to it than what either of us did. Maybe more to it than even this stupid necklace; I’ve never known the Reapers to be that… well, you saw.” Sighing, the Fetch turned her hands palms up, indicating that she was no more certain of anything than either of the heavenly beings sitting across from her. “But this morning, when you woke me up… What else would have attracted that many of them, all at once? It’s the only variable left that hasn’t been dealt with… but to answer your question, no. I don’t think letting those bastards get their hands on that soul fragment is the answer. They might be pissed that it was taken, but if it’s some source of volatile power, then I wouldn’t trust them to get their hands on it.” It all sounded too ominous, to her… Renegade souls were Reapers’ concern. Not shards of souls. It didn’t belong in their hands any more than it belonged in the hands of the Angel.
“How about this.” After a moment’s thought, Julia sat straighter in her seat. “You—” She jabbed a finger a Hadriel, “—lay off killing Reapers. Incapacitate them, break their legs, I don’t care so long as they're still breathing. And I’ll lay off altering what happens with a soul at the moment of death. If this is really about balance, and a disturbance in the balance has the Reapers all pissy, then we restore it. That said…” she closed her fingers around the pendant, which felt surprisingly warm to the touch. The essence of what it contained remained very much alive. “What are the chances we can give this back to Anthony Brennan? The guy’s alive: that’s all you wanted, right? Put this shit back where it belongs, and I’ll forget I ever discovered I’ve got some sort of weird influence on souls. I’ll make good on our deal, Hadriel, but any further disturbances you decide to create? Leave me the hell out of it. Admit it, you don’t need the Reapers on your ass any more than I do, and I don’t want to find out exactly who either of us will have to answer to if we kill any more of them. ”
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It was not so with Julia, as the Fetch was so keenly aware. Muriel’s place in the complex angelic hierarchy had afforded him more opportunity and more natural ability to become attuned with humanity than Hadriel’s comparatively sheltered position. But even still, and even with all the missteps already on her record, the curly-haired angel had developed a bond with the strange Fetch that she was not yet entirely aware of. As she searched the blonde woman’s face now, the angel managed somehow to transcend her own characteristic bemusement and catch a glimpse—for a split moment that came and went so fast she was tempted to dismiss it as a misfire of her mortal neurons—of what she could only describe as Julia’s essence. Her furrowed brow relaxed, and her entire posture shifted slightly forward, a move out of character for an angel who tried so hard to distance herself. But she shrugged it away with a literal lift of one shoulder, settling back into the vinyl booth as if nothing had happened.
Muriel had not failed to notice this momentary shift in his fellow angel’s demeanor, and a quick glance to Julia confirmed his assumption that she had witnessed it too. Even as Hadriel resumed her previous mannerisms, he could sense by the way she gently tapped the scythe beneath the table with her toes—even if she was no longer aware of it herself—that something was amiss. Not even amiss, he realized, pursing his lips; he was frustratingly unable to identify just what it was that had changed within his friend and, perhaps more importantly, what had prompted the shift.
“But we can see you regardless of where you are in the cycle,” the Hashmal was going on, unfolding her arms from across her chest and resting her fingers on the edge of the table. “Why would it matter where—”
“Hadriel.” Muriel’s interruption was patient, and the look he cast to Julia was almost apologetic—almost. “It is common courtesy to include those in physical company in present conversations. She was merely protesting that we were leaving her out of it when the discussion clearly involves her.”
It was clear from the Hashmal’s unchanged expression that she did not truly comprehend what she deemed a bizarre social nicety, but she knew better than to protest. Instead, she listened to the Fetch’s reasoning, nodding when she figured it was appropriate to affirm her understanding, following Muriel’s lead in terms of showing any sort of reaction to her words. Neither angel spoke until she had finished, and when silence followed, Hadriel (not surprisingly, but not altogether rudely either) was the first to jump to fill it.
“You’re right,” she said simply. “The Reapers are an unfortunate adversary. Less for us than for them in the grand scheme, admittedly, but I think Muriel will agree that matters have taken far too complicated a turn.”
Muriel nodded vigorously. “They have no place in this war. They needn’t be involved at all.”
“And yet they are trailing us.” Hadriel’s gaze fixed on the glowing pendant. “I am inclined to agree with the Fe—with Julia.” She cleared her throat. “The fragment is not the answer. They may not like it, but neither is it a suitable enough reason for the trailing and the violence. It seems they are using it as an excuse to cover up something larger, something perhaps worse. But whether or not it is happenstance that it coincides with our conflict, I cannot say. Neither can we determine whether their motives are ultimately offensive or defensive.”
A sigh escaped her lips, and she looked once again to the blonde across the table. Despite the angel’s youthful appearance, she seemed suddenly a thousand times older. “The arrangement is logical and fair. You stop manipulating souls, we…” A glance from Muriel interrupted her, earning a pause. “I,” she subsequently corrected, “stop killing Reapers.” She was quite pleased that she had not been forbidden from wounding them, but she kept that piece of information to herself as she went on. “In the meantime we shall find a way to reunite Brennan’s soul.” The angel sounded decidedly less certain about this, but could see no way around Julia’s absolute resolve. There would be time for negotiation later, she reasoned, and despite her relatively limited knowledge of human souls (those matters were for far lesser angels) she highly doubted they would be successful in repairing what Hadriel had purposely shattered.
“Do you know how much information to which the average Reaper is privy?” She raked a hand through her mass of brown curls. “I could not help but notice the way some of them yielded to the silver haired creature in our last conflict. I am thinking, of course, of torturing information from them.” The way she spoke the words was chilling in the casual nature of the delivery; even Muriel seemed surprised, but his lack of protest betrayed his agreement. The scythe beneath the table rang a metallic chime as the Hashmal purposely kicked it with her heel. “I can see no other method of discovering their motives, which we know now lie beyond a silly pendant. I would not, of course, lure them intentionally to us,” she assured Julia, making certain the Fetch knew she would make good on her promise. “But if one presents itself, do you have qualms against this? More importantly,” she added, lowering her voice and leaning in, “you have a unique position in this conflict. Would you be inclined to participate?”
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Julia felt her cheeks go irrationally warm at Muriel’s simple observation, as the heavy feeling of bitterness settled on her small shoulders. He was correct; the Reapers were not designed for war (nor were they designed to reign all Hell on Fetches, but that was another story entirely). Their purpose was to track down and to reap rebel souls that resisted the journey of death, those that ultimately evolved into the poltergeists and restless spirits that tormented the world of the living. They were essential players in the journey of the soul, as were Fetches, and no matter the bearing of their curved scythes (which, incidentally, were not built to slay souls, but to force them to move on), the Reapers were not soldiers.
But neither were the Fetches, doomed beings at the mercy of Death and the process of dying, creatures that never had a say as to when they performed their jobs or how often. Burdened with a relatively solitary life, at the complete and utter mercy of the cycles that dictated whether or not they were visible to the living. Forgotten more than remembered, basically going through the motions of ‘living’ without actually ‘being alive’, or experiencing any of the benefits of what it meant to walk the earth. Neither were such creatures readily equipped in any way to be players in a war, when they could hardly stand up to the Reapers who chose to torment them…
So who the fuck decided that Julia had to be wrapped up in all of this?
The Fetch watched the exchange between the two angels with moderate fascination, once again coming to the same conclusion that she always did, when her feelings toward Hadriel tended towards aggravated. The Angel’s comprehension of human conduct was so poor that she was entirely unable to perceive her social offenses. Perhaps the same went for her decidedly distinguished companion: Muriel might have had a better sense of human beings’ social norms and how to conduct a proper conversation, but that didn’t mean the pragmatics of speech nor the content of what was spoken and what effect it had on the listener were obvious to him.
Then again, her uncanny ability to redirect the course of a soul perhaps—in these two angels’ eyes—made her something more than what she was. And automatically pegged her as a useful tool in this war about which she knew so little…
“Glad we could come to this agreement,” the Fetch said at last, leaning casually back in her seat. The nonchalance was a stark contrast to the tightness of her shoulders, suggesting this felt more significant than she was letting on. “I stop my games, you stop yours. You’ve got a deal.”
But it went beyond just that, Julia soon discovered as the Angel with brunette ringlets went on. It wasn’t just a matter of falling back into her old ways, because she was already involved, and already in trouble. What had made her think it would be so simple as to just return to Anthony Brennan what was rightfully his (if it were possible to repair a soul; even Julia did not know) and step away from it all?
“What do you mean? How am I supposed to know what a Reaper knows?” The fetch wrinkled her nose, rolling her stiff shoulders back. “I mean, they probably know as much as I do, plus a bit more. They can track the way a soul moves, they somehow have the ability to figure out when one has gone renegade as opposed to completing its journey… but whatever little game they’ve got going on that has their kind amassing outside their own damned jurisdictions, I have no freaking idea. Maybe if we’re really nice and take one out for tea, they’ll let us in the know. What are you getting at, exactly?”
Only after she got the answer was she sorry she ever asked. The plan apparently had nothing to do with taking anyone out for tea…
Torture. Hadriel—an Angel—wanted to torture a Reaper. And not even as a last resort! The fuck was this all about? Whatever happened to the holy, merciful being archetype? The Fetch’s eyes widened just for a second, incredulity settling in her stomach like lead. Torture. Okay… “I don’t care.” She shrugged, though the catch in her voice might have indicated otherwise. The very thought of Hadriel torturing something… no, fuck it; the thought was too fucking creepy to even picture. Almost as creepy as the last half of her inquiry.
“You ask me that as if I have a choice.” She rolled her eyes, standing from her seat as more people began to filter into Malachy’s restaurant. The Fetch wasn’t particularly in a ‘people’ sort of mood this morning; it was time to move on. “Look, if it gets us answers, and it doesn’t get me killed, I’ll do what I have to. Now let’s go before your creepy smile scares the other patrons.”
On her way to the door, Julia paused as she made to move past Muriel, a curious expression on her face mirroring the curious thought that suddenly manifest in her mind. “This is going to sound weird, but… you seem… I don’t know. Familiar...” And she couldn’t even put her finger on why… Her blue eyes took in the set of his jaw and the contours of his face, but she still couldn’t pit him to any sort of memory. Perhaps he just had one of those familiar faces…
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“You have a choice over some things,” the young woman said thoughtfully, cradling her chin in her palm as she rested her elbow on the table. “Participating in the breaking of a Reaper is one of those things.” For a moment, she appeared altogether childlike and innocent, her brown hair cascading over her slender shoulders to frame her heart-shaped face and her wide eyes. Muriel, watching her now, realized that perhaps this was one reason the Second Sphere angels rarely adopted mortal form. She was ruthless and terrifying in a costume of bright youth and curls. He had seen what she could do in Heaven; there was a reason she was a key player in their War, the least of which being her willingness to go to extremes. To have that much brutality packaged in the flesh and blood of a small human girl…well, it gave Muriel sudden pause.
The suavely-dressed angel cleared his throat and slid from the booth, taking Julia’s suggestion to leave after realizing Hadriel would be less likely to oblige. The Hashmal followed, pausing at the edge of the table to retrieve the scythe while the Fetch and the Archangel went ahead.
Muriel trailed after the blonde quietly, weaving their way towards the front door through the maze of mostly-empty tables. Though it was early in the day, the establishment held on to the remnants of previous nights like memories made physically manifest. The odor of stale cigarette smoke clung to the walls and the shabby curtains; peanut shells and unpopped popcorn kernels speckled the floor where hastily-handled broom bristles had missed the debris. A few patrons had even sidled up to the tall barstools since Malachy had allowed them early entry, their glasses already filled and emptied with potent amber liquids of various alcohol types.
So absorbed was he in the environment that when Julia made to move past him, he turned simultaneously in the same direction and collided softly with her shoulder. “Apologies,” he said stoically, the lack of emotion in his voice making it obvious that he was not sorry at all and simply going through well-rehearsed motions of human politeness. Given the Fetch’s feelings about his compatriot, he had not expected her to speak to him at all, and a look of genuine surprise flickered across his gaze.
“Oh?” Muriel said curiously, arching his brows. “I suppose it’s possible for our paths to have crossed in the past. I make trips here…frequently. I have been at more than one poor soul’s deathbed.” He studied her carefully, peering intensely through long lashes. He had not taken much time to look her over before; upon his arrival he had been swept up in Hadriel’s concerns, and admittedly he had not thought much of the creature about whom they conversed despite playing mediator in matters of propriety. Strangely enough, a pang of familiarity resonated through him, too, and the feeling heightened the longer they held their gazes locked. Puzzled, he broke their connection with a casual disconnect, turning his attention back to the lagging Hashmal—who was picking up the scythe from the scuffed floor.
A young woman in the neighboring booth stared, horrified, as Hadriel slung it nonchalantly over her shoulder.
“Hadriel.” The Hashmal recognized the warning in Muriel’s tone immediately. Following his nod, she turned abruptly around to meet the mortified stare of an ordinary human whose presence she had not even heeded—a pale, frail-looking girl who absolutely should not have been able to perceive the unusual weapon in the angel’s grasp. At the same time, tucked unseen and unnoticed on a chain beneath Hadriel’s shirt, the pendant flared to life.
The girl’s eyes flicked from Hadriel to Muriel to Julia in quick succession, then settled on the razor-sharp tip of the curved blade of the scythe.
As Hadriel opened her mouth to speak, Muriel stepped forward, placing a hand on her shoulder that silenced her.
The Reaper appeared seconds thereafter.
He materialized a handful of paces behind the booth where the petrified young woman sat trembling, directly in the mismatched trio’s line of sight. The scythe this one wielded was taller than Hadriel’s, its blade noticeably thicker in construction and inscribed with charred symbols she could not decipher.
“Go,” she hissed to Muriel, the conviction and authority in her tone so unmistakable that the Archangel obeyed instantly. He was gone as though he’d never stood at her side, the characteristic faint flutter of wings in his wake lost in the idle din of the oblivious chattering customers.
The Reaper grinned. Hadriel narrowed her eyes at its hideous contorted face, seeing at once his mask and his true appearance. Not here, she wanted to say, but it was too late—the creature was advancing, his footfalls sounding impossibly heavy on the cracked linoleum. The angel, bristling, took several steps backwards, nearly colliding with Julia. “Let’s at least leave this place. These people,” she muttered to the Fetch, making a slow move for the door before one last glance at the too-informed young woman in the booth. When they were outside, the angel tossed her silver dagger to Julia, who had no choice but to catch it.
“A precaution,” she said warily, gripping the tall stolen weapon with white knuckles. “Since I am inclined to think you are still unwilling to use the scythe.”
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Wasn’t that, though, just the illusion of choice? One path leading to a preferred outcome, while the other led you astray. If Julia wanted answers (let alone some shot at survival), then she had to go along with this, and trust Hadriel (even just a little) in her outrageous solutions to these issues as they arose.
Within reason, of course. “Hey, I’ve already got Reapers who want my head just because they think it’s fun to fuck with the underdogs.” She raised her eyebrows, holding her hands up in front of her, palms facing out. “If you want to torture a Reaper, I’m not gonna stop you; hell, I’ll even help you snag one. But I’ll let you deal with the actual interrogation part, if you don’t mind. Got kind of a weak stomach when it comes to, you know, maiming people.”
Yet another choice with which the Fetch found herself faced was whether or not to act on this strange suspicion that arose when she was near Muriel, some inkling of an idea that she had seen him before. But in this case, the decision wasn’t a difficult one; because they had no rapport, and she, therefore, had nothing to lose.
Julia wasn’t certain as to what she had been expecting for an answer; and she therefore couldn’t pinpoint the source of disappointment that occurred as a result. “Oh; I had no idea Angels went anywhere near deathbeds,” came her reply, accompanied by a slight shrug of the shoulders. “But I pay so much attention to the souls that I tend to get tunnel vision…”
Offering barely a ghost of a smile, she let the topic drop, as if it had never been brought up. Maybe it was that desperate feeling that reached beyond her solitary nature, that lonely part of her very being that wanted to be remembered; wanted to something more permanent in someone’s mind, not just a transient ghost whose existence was forgotten from cycle to cycle. And, for a second, she thought she might have seen a flicker of recognition in Muriel’s blue eyes… But, just her luck, she was mistaken.
A gasp from a nearby booth tore Julia’s mind from its introspective musings, and immediately she turned her head towards where Hadriel stood, collecting her scythe… which, apparently, wasn’t so invisible to a girl sitting in an adjacent booth. It was all the Fetch could do not to let her jaw drop at this blatant anomaly. “What the hell…” So the girl could see her; that was no surprise, considering she didn’t feel anywhere near the end of this cycle, not yet called to her duty by another soul ready to pass. What shocked her was that this girl, some mundane human being, could see the Reaper’s scythe. And she could also see Hadriel, and Muriel, and…
Oh, for fuck’s sake…
“You have got to be fucking kidding me.” This was insane—no, that wasn’t true. Earlier that morning, cornered by a gaggle of Reapers, now that had been insane. But for one to be so determined and bold as to manifest in the middle of a public venue… Things had officially become un-fucking-real.
This one was mean, too; taller, bulkier, with a scythe far more threatening than the one Hadriel had in her possession. Right away, it was a battle in which Julia truly did not want to partake, and she couldn’t blame Muriel for peacing out when he did (although it would have been more reassuring to have another body on their side… even if Muriel wasn’t much of a fighter, he was still an Angel, and thereby trumped anything she could do).
“Yeah, yeah, I’m going,” Julia was already backing towards the door, and the caution really needn’t have been voiced at all. Sticking around would’ve been a disaster for a number of reasons, the main one being the shocked girl with blonde hair, wearing an expression of fear and incredulity as she watched the pair leave, trailed aggressively by the Reaper.
“Dude, what is the deal with you guys!” Julia shouted, exasperated and wanting very much to just break into a run. She’d had enough fighting in the past twenty-four hours to sate the urges of the warrior in her that didn’t really exist. “Don’t you realize the only reason we’re fucking you up is because you won’t leave us the hell alone? How do you not see the direct correlation there—goddamnit, Hadriel!”
The Fetch’s hiss alerted the Reaper to the homicidal Angel, whose scythe only barely missed its neck by an inch, and only because it dashed away from the blade just in time. “We had a deal, remember? I keep my hands off the souls, and you don’t kill the Reapers!”
“So it is you, then.” The Reaper’s death-hungry eyes fixed on Julia, something of a sickly satisfied grin on his face. “The Fetch with peculiar influence, allied with an Angel… You’re causing quite a rift in the Balance.”
“And you’re not? This isn’t even your jurisdiction.” Julia glowered, gripping Hadriel’s knife so tightly that the ornate carvings along the hilt dug into the soft flesh of her palm. “How about we make a deal: you lay off and tell us what the fuck is going on in your little hierarchy of overzealous death bitches, and I won’t let this overzealous Angel kill yet another of your kind today—namely, you. Sound good?”
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The heartbeat that thundered in her human ears was exhilarating, echoing like war drums in the tension of the atmosphere beyond the establishment’s glass doors. A tiny smile curled the corners of her lips into something that resembled a sneer. Where she had exited Malachy’s bar as a slight young teenaged girl, ordinary but for the mane of tight curls that exploded from her scalp, she now looked positively terrifying and entirely unordinary—her posture was not rigid but rather loose, like that of a cat poised to strike her prey in an instant, her flesh trembling from the power and anticipation that boiled just beneath the surface of her skin. When her eyes at last looked up to greet the advancing Reaper, her gaze gleamed a menacing, otherworldly scarlet that shone bright like fresh spilled blood.
She struck without warning. The curved blade of her appropriated scythe sang like a chime at the speed at which it sliced through the air. The Reaper clearly had not been prepared for such a sudden attack, and he dashed out of the path of her strike just in the nick of time. A sliver of gray cloth from his shirt sleeve fluttered unceremoniously to the ground at their feet. Instinctively, Hadriel leapt back, although the dark creature only bared its teeth in a haughty grin, resisting any immediate counter action.
Ugly guffaws gurgled from the Reaper’s throat as he laughed, rotating his own larger blade to rest horizontally in both of his gloved hands. The angel bristled, sidestepping slowly to place herself between the Fetch and the Reaper. If she had succeeded in startling him at all with her near-lethal swipe, he did not show it. “You think I owe you an explanation?” he bellowed, his voice rising in volume to an obnoxious shout. Hadriel wrinkled her nose in distaste—a bizarrely childish and innocent expression on a face that otherwise spelled murder in plain case.
“I don’t owe you shit,” the Reaper continued, standing perfectly still. Apparently Julia's bargaining had done little to alter his resolve, if he'd heard her at all. He seemed resistant even to the wind; the greasy strands of dark hair he wore combed across his broad forehead failed to sway even as the gusts increased. “You’ll be lucky if anything is left of you once we get our hands on you. The both of you!”
The angel watched this with suspicion, echoing his stance. “Who sent you?” she demanded, unfazed by his threats but concerned, somehow, at his refusal to consider what she believed to be very solid reason posited by the Fetch. Though she hadn’t raised her voice, the resonance of the angel's words overpowered even that of the Reaper’s, amplified by the breeze that refused to touch him. Perhaps now he would listen.
The Reaper laughed again, but instead of a verbal retort he responded with his scythe—lashing out faster than any human eye could follow. Hadriel leapt forward just as quickly, and, bracing for the impact, met the creature’s strike with her blade angled diagonally upward. He pressed down with all his strength, but he was no match for a Hashmal—a fact that the curly-haired angel had no problem impressing upon the Reaper. They were locked together in a momentary stalemate, but Hadriel’s plans did not include remaining that way for long. She pushed back furiously, causing the surprised Reaper to falter for a moment, just enough that she could rotate their stance to reinstate the balance with the creature’s side open and exposed to Julia. At that very second, the angel relinquished one hand’s grip upon her own scythe and wrapped it around the center of her adversary’s.
She had only intended to upset their equilibrium. She had not expected the hideous shriek that she gathered had come from the Reaper—neither had she foreseen the flash of strange gray light that erupted from where her palm grasped her enemy’s metal staff. A blast of pain shot down her forearm and into her shoulder. Blood dripped in glistening drops from the unhealed gash in her skin, and she suddenly buckled beneath the Reaper’s surge.
It seemed things weren't quite so black and white after all.
“Julia! Now!” she screamed, the wind gusting against her words. She had not once imagined that Julia might not understand her order; she could only hope, at that point, that the Fetch was intelligent enough to realize that their opportunity had come—and that her choice to intervene or walk away would determine just how deeply she would become buried in this divine and unfathomable conflict.
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Julia, however, was neither an angel nor a soldier. The only advantages that worked in her favour were a sharp tongue that made empty threats sound all the more frightening, and—ironically—the fact that she was invisible to the world more often than not. And, even when she was at a point in her cycles that allowed her a true, corporeal existence, she tended to be overlooked… Or seen, and then immediately forgotten.
That said, fight was not second nature to her. And although she’d already faced more adverse scenarios that involved high degrees of violence, they weren’t becoming any easier for her. Not even with the reassuring weight of Hadriel’s angelic blade, cold against her palm
“Do you have any fucking clue who you’re up against?” Julia glared at the Reaper, maintaining a safe distance, her body automatically taking up a defensive stance with the dagger in front of her. “I may not be any match for you, but she—” the Fetch angled her head towards the Hashmal, “—is a fucking holy deathwish. So if you’re not going to listen to me, I suggest you tell her what she wants to know.”
Julia glanced at Hadriel as the angel posed her question to their adversary, her calm voice eerily clear over the wind and white noise of the awakening city. It sent a chill down her spine, and she wasn’t even the recipient of this hostile exchange. The Reaper would have to be a fool not to…
Well, as it turned out, he was a fool.
The Fetch staggered backwards as the being with the bigger scythe lashed out, coming down on Hadriel with fury that Julia wished she could place. Reapers tended to be real assholes by nature, but they weren’t bloodthirsty… What the hell was going on? What was spurring them to take to these acts of utmost violence, and why were she and the angel marked as targets? Surely their offenses did not warrant this…
Startled by a sudden flash of grey light that struck when the Angel managed a grip on her enemy’s weapon, Julia jumped and cringed at the blood-curdling shriek that followed. But it didn’t come anywhere near chilling her as much as Hadriel’s sudden, desperate order.
The Hashmal was in trouble. She had lost her edge, and now it was up to Julia to intervene… No longer permitted to stand by as moral support, it seemed.
“Oh, for fuck’s sake…” The hand gripping the holy blade trembled, but Julia’s feet didn’t hesitate. There was no time for further strategy, and no room to carefully consider their previous plan of action; it was Angel’s life or the Reaper’s, and between the two choices, there was no competition.
With a determined cry, she rushed towards the Reaper’s unprotected side, witnessing the surprise and horror in his hollow eyes as he turned his head, just in time for the Fetch to plunge the dagger into the side of his neck. The horrid creature hadn’t even the time to cry out, before a blinding light burst from its body, like a detonating bomb planted inside of it. Dropping its weapon, Julia watched in terrified wonder as its body disintegrated before her eyes, crumbling and falling to a pile of dust at her feet.
She didn’t even realize how badly her hand was shaking until her fingers lost their grip on the angelic blade, and the weapon fell to the ground. But it was not her concern, anymore; her eyes were on Hadriel.
“You all right?” She asked the Angel, feeling breathless and light-headed despite that she’d hardly partaken in this battle. Offering her hand, she pulled the Hashmal back to her feet. “Sorry… I should have tried to keep him alive to interrogate, but I panicked, and…”
Her words trailed off, as did her gaze towards the entrance of Malachy’s pub. He blonde girl from before, with the innocent face and wide eyes, stood with her mouth agape, as if she’d seen…
As if she’d seen everything.
“You saw what happened?” Julia’s tone carried more of an accusation than a question. Looking from Hadriel back to the girl, she narrowed her eyes. “Who are you?”
“I… I’m sorry, I just…” The girl stammered, biting down on her lower lip, clearly uncomfortable with the gazes of the Angel and the Fetch firmly fixed on her presence. “What’s going on? That guy… that thing.” She appeared to shudder at the thought. “I’ve seen them before, but never… never like that.”
Swallowing her unease, she took a few tentative steps forward, shoulders stiff and steps light, maintain the leave to make a run for it, should it be necessary. “Are you both all right? I didn’t realize other people could see them, too…”
